- the weather is getting super autumny and it smells really nice and it makes me so happy

- i had my one and only midterm today and i didn’t really prepare super well for it but i. i don’t care. i don’t care enough. i’m here to have a good time and i think i did okayish and that’s good enough for me tbh

- my archaeology classmate is going to start a DnD campaign and he’s letting me join >:0 i started working on my character, a non-binary half-elf ranger, so i’m pretty excited. i have a very vague grasp on how DnD works so i’m probably going to be a disaster at first but hey we learn as long as we live

- and i ALMOST didn’t go to the glow centre today, but i realized it’s closed on the weekends and once i’ve started hanging out with my Fellow Gays it’s really hard to stop?? so i went and THEN. THEN WE WENT FOR BUBBLE TEA AND RAMEN. like i know i keep saying i don’t understand bubble tea but look. this one is all rainbowy. and!!!! today they had a fun anniversary thing and gave you an eXTRA BUBBLE TEA IN A LIGHT BULB fLASK…….. you can’t beat light bulb flasks…..

life is good

Sanity, wholeness, and integration lie in the realization that we are not divided, that man and his present experience are one, and that no separate “I” or mind can be found. To understand music, you must listen to it. But so long as you are thinking, ‘I am listening to this music,’ you are not listening.
—  The Wisdom of Insecurity (1951), Alan Watts
Try to understand the ego. Analyze it, dissect it, watch it, observe it, from as many angles as possible. And don’t be in a hurry to sacrifice it, otherwise the greatest egoist is born: the person who thinks he is humble, the person who thinks that he has no ego.
—  Osho
Opinion is really the lowest form of human knowledge. It requires no accountability, no understanding. The highest form of knowledge… is empathy, for it requires us to suspend our egos and live in another’s world. It requires profound purpose larger than the self kind of understanding.

 Bill Bullard