Yeah, that’s kind of why it’s called Hesitant Alien. Being in a really big machine band like My Chem, I was constantly rallying the outsiders, fighting to get noticed, and then I started to realize “You know what? You don’t fit in, and that’s actually how you fit in. You actually are part of that machine.” My whole trip through music, I always felt hesitant, and I always felt like an alien. + c