Ian: Is it so unbearable to have me love you? Is that it? I can keep my mouth shout, Wanda. I won’t say it again. You can be with Jared, if that’s what you want. Just stay.
 No, Ian. No. I - I love you, too. Me, the little silver worm in the back of her head. But my body doesn’t love you. It can’t love you. I can never love you in this body, Ian. It pulls me in two. It’s unbearable.