he seems to be fabricated from good intentions and lonely nights. I don’t think ever in his life has he been told that he is deserving of all that the future holds. I don’t think ever in his life has anyone known who he really is.
I am figuring out that the only thing that he is sure of are the strings of his guitar. he still is figuring out the genius that his fingers hold when some are in my mouth and some are making my hips reach heaven.
maybe this is what my love has to do, fill up the little cracks of emptiness in peoples soul that they don’t know how to fix. and when they are all filled they thank me for my service and go. he doesn’t have too many cracks to fill but I am taking my time, slow like molasses, each piece of his body and soul are getting their own treatment. I think I could love him forever.
he lets me whisper sweet things into his ear before we go to bed and he tells me I am the sweetest girl he has ever known. I am ripe. I am ripe. I am ripe and I am coming. he discovers the sweetness with his tongue. I told him that I loved him. I told him that I will love him with all the days to come, even if no one has ever loved him in this way. I cannot be afraid. he tells me he is not afraid. I love him. I think I could love him forever.
this must be what falling in love feels like. there is not other explanation. I think I want it all, I want it all.
Chimney ❆ 5A00-0032-3944 | cozy early winter town (completed!)
Chimney is a cozy little winter town (it’s snowing in the dream!) I started back in June 2015. It has gone through many season changes, area fixes, theme updates, and it is finally complete! Relax and enjoy the natural feel of the town. The pathways should lead you to every area (it should be easy to maneuver around!) and the houses are complete with Mayor Mia’s Forest Café and Arden’s Cabin. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did making it! I worked really hard on this town, and it would mean the world to me to hear what you thought of it.
If you take pictures please tag me #ellesanimalhaven, mention me (@), or send me the post! I always reblog dream visits. c:
just imagine magnus and alec after all this valentine thing, with like nearly zero worries about eminent death and destruction; imagine magnus and alec talking with izzy or simon or clarry or whoever and smiling and being content because ''woah this is finally over'' ; now just imagine alec leaning on magnus from the back with his arms hanging on magnus shoulders ocasionally pulling him closer and hugging him or leaning his head against his bf's head; imagine how domestic these two can be ++
++ omg i think i really miss malec. (btw i’m sorry if this was really hard to understand, english is not my first language but i needed to share my malec feelings to someone)
ANON! Omg! You’re such a gift to this world, so precious! Thank you so much for this! You’re pulling my mood up so much with this and I really love you for it!
Also: I wrote a little thing to describe this! (a)
“I can’t believe this is the first time since I met you guys that we aren’t getting ready to fight for our lives or to save one of us!”, Clary exclaimed as they all settled into Magnus’ apartment for the night.
The fight with Valentine was won and over. There had been major losses, of course, but everyone in their little group of friends were finally safe and that was really all Alec had dared to wish for, when they went into this war.
“Yeah, I can’t believe it’s over. It feels almost surreal to not be waiting for the next attack, you know?” Simon agreed with her, looking up at Raphael as he leaned into the older vampire.
Alec bent down to hide his smile in Magnus’ hair, drawing the warlock a little closer to his chest as he did so. Just a few months ago, he’d wanted nothing more than for these people to leave him alone (and preferably for Clary and Simon to never have shown up at all) to do his job in peace. An now, here he was smiling at the happiness radiating from them.
Magnus absentmindedly traced small, soothing, patterns on his arm where he was standing in Alec’s arms. Finally taking in their situation, of how he wasn’t worried for anyone’s life or of outing himself, Alec realized that he had never felt so free before in his life.
“You know, maybe now we could have that movie-marathon we talked about?” Magnus mumbled to him, his hand finding Alec’s and linking the two together.
Alec looked around the group again. Izzy was sitting on the couch laughing along with Clary and Jocelyn at something Lydia had said. Jace was discussing something about a “Captain America” with Simon, apparently getting some kind of “education in comic books” from the vampire, while his hand rested in Clary’s as if they were unconsciously making sure the other one was still there. Unwilling to let go of each other even now. Raphael was still holding on to Simon, but was nodding along to something Raj was talking about, an actual smile playing on his lips at the shadowhunter’s words. Then there was Max. The youngest Lightwood had entranced them all as he’d grown up with the war surrounding them, but most of all he’d found new best friends in Luke and Meliorn. The three of them were in the midst of raiding Magnus’ excessive book-shelves, all the while talking about the best ways for the three species to work together in the future.
Alec breathed in the scent of Magnus’ shampoo with a content sigh as he surveyed the scene they all made.
“Yeah, that sounds like a great idea,” he answered and bent down to place a kiss to the warlock’s cheek. Magnus smiled in response to the easy affection and Alec’s heart fluttered at the sight.
This, he thought, this is what family is supposed to be.
<b>Me:</b> *writes sentence* yes, that's not bad<p/><b>brain:</b> hmmm,that sentence gives me a great idea for another story<p/><b>Me:</b> shush, I need it in this one<p/><b>brain:</b> but just imagine that sentence in another story<p/><b>Me:</b> no, I've got 7 more fics in the queue after this one...I don't have time<p/><b>brain:</b> whatever, you know you want to write it<p/><b></b> *silence*<p/><b>Me:</b> *cut and pastes sentence into future fics document* I hate you<p/><b>brain:</b> eeeep, it's going to be awesome<p/><b>Me:</b> shut up *types another sentence*<p/><b>brain:</b> Wow, now that sentence is definitely worthy of its own story...<p/></p>