We had this inside joke where he was supposed to make monthly subscriptions to me. He gave this note to me 5 months into dating about 5 years ago with money taped on to ‘renew his subscription’
I havent removed it since that day and never will even if i’m homeless and 45 cents short of my next meal.
Why cant i remember feeling this ridiculously in love with you.
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I ripped the tongue from his throat and left him gasping for breath, I told you that you’ll reap what you sow but you wanted fame so fuck your ego.
Before you go, I hope you know
You’re turning into the person that you hate the most
Don’t tell me I’m to blame
Cause you brought out the worst in me, why did it take so long to see
That I’m just fine without you, fine without you