I don’t like to get political, or even anything non selection on this blog but I’ve just spent the entire night crying. I’m not sure how often I’ll be posting this summer.

I just watched my future go up in flames with the uk eu referendum. I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this, but it’s my lifelong dream to go to Oxford uni. It’s been 6 years of wishing for very little else, and so much hard work with grades and everything. Honestly, I think it’s all gone now for me.

The eu fee cap is only thing making Oxford even remotely possible for someone in my financial situation to go there. With this referendum, it’s gone. I’ve spend the last 9 hours watching everything I’ve worked for dissappear. I’m devastated and I don’t see a way out of this.

I know many of you out there feel the same, and some with situations way worse. I’m always up for (and tbh in need of) talking. Please, let’s try get through this together.

Honestly, this day has been my worst nightmare.

Good luck to all those faced with the uncertainty ahead. I’m with you.