I’ve never actually done one of these but i have been apart of one and it was a lot of fun. I’d like to do it this year. And I know its only november so its really early but OH WELL..

okay heres what you’ve gotta do:

  • please be following me (you don’t have to but it would be nice)
  • reblog this; likes won’t be added in.
  • have your ask box open and anonymous open

other information:

  • any fandom/blog type is allowed
  • you have until December 1st to reblog this
  • please do not reveal yourself to your secret santa until dec. 24th/25th
  • please do not be rude to your secret santa! if your secret santa is being rude to you please let me know and I will confront them.

On Some time shortly after December 1st I will message you anonymously (1 to save myself from getting ask limit and 2 to make sure you have anonymous open) who your going to be secret santa for. You will have then until christmas to talk anonymously with your secret santa. talk however you’d like with your secret santa, get to know them. When you announce who you are to them you can do it creatively (through making a gif set, writing them a short story, drawing them a doodle) or you can just message them. Whatever you feel comfortable doing. I hope you have fun with this!

if you have any questions feel free to message me here

i don’t mean to sound desperate, but that basically what i am. I’ve been loosing followers like crazy and all i want is to reach my next thousand (its my new years goal). so basically every single person who reblogs this will be put into a promo post. plus every day ill randomly choose a few people who have reblogged this post to promo. double plus, I’m going to be following back a shit ton of people! if i reach my goal by new years I’m going to do something for you guys bc ily all :)




Before heading to the hospital, Kasim calls Dylan to make sure she doesn’t have any visitors - namely Devin. He also tries to find out why she took so many pills. She avoids the question by acting sleepy and disoriented. Not wanting to upset her, he decides to leave the subject alone until they’re face-to-face.

When he arrives at the hospital, he’s surprised to find Dylan sitting up and fully alert.

Kasim: Well damn. You look a lot better than you sounded when I spoke to you earlier.

Dylan: I’m not 100%, but I feel a little better. I’m happy you came to see me. I didn’t think you were gonna come.

Kasim: Why would you think that? I said I was coming to see you, didn’t I?

She looks away sadly.

Dylan: You say a lot of things.

Hit with a fresh wave of guilt, he was about to change the subject, when the bathroom door swings open.

His face drops when Devin walks out.

Devin: Hello

Angry that he’s spent the last 24 hours avoiding her phone calls for nothing, he barely mumbles a greeting in return.

Kasim: How you doing?

Devin stares at him icily as she saunters over to the chair at the head of Dylan’s bed.

Unsettled by the way she’s staring him down, Kasim turns to Dylan.

Kasim: I thought you said you were by yourself.

Devin: Oh, am I bothering you?

He ignores Devin and waits for an answer from Dylan.

Dylan: I was by myself. She just got here a few minutes ago. Why didn’t you tell me you called her?

Before Kasim could answer, Devin interrupted with a question of her own.

Devin: I’ve been calling you since yesterday trying to find out what happened. Why didn’t you answer your phone?

Kasim: Cuz I didn’t feel like going through it with you. That’s why.

Devin: Going through what?!

He can tell from her tone of voice that she’s ready to start some shit, and he refuses to get sucked into it.

Kasim: I’m just gonna leave, so y'all can have some time alone, ok? I’m out.

He turns to head for the door, when Dylan cries out to him.

Dylan: Noooooooo baby, don’t go! Please don’t leave me!

As concerned as he is for Dylan’s well being, Kasim is not amused with her little performance in front of Devin. If she thinks pulling stunts will make him stay, she has the game all fucked up. Disgusted, he turns his back and pulls the door open.

Kasim: Nah, I gotta go. I’ll call you later or something.

He slips from the room and quickens his step when he hears Devin behind him, calling his name. He rounds the corner to the elevator bank and frantically presses the call button hoping the elevator gets to him before she does. He has no such luck. 

Devin: You didn’t hear me calling you?

Kasim: Yeah, I heard you.

Devin: So why would you keep walking?

Kasim: Cuz I don’t want to hear it. You’re inside the room giving me dirty looks and shit. What are you following me for? I didn’t come here to argue with you. I didn’t even want to see you. You don’t want to fuck with me, and I left you alone. So what do you want?!

Taken aback by his nasty demeanor, Devin has to restrain herself from flipping out.

Devin: I’m not even going to feed into all this attitude you’re giving me, because I know where it’s coming from. You’re just mad because you’re caught.

Kasim: Caught doing what?!

Devin: You know what. You told me you were going to stop messing around with Dylan.

Kasim: I said that when I was with you! We ain’t together no more!

Devin: So we don’t speak for a few days, and you jump right back in her bed?

Kasim: I was fucking with her before I even met you!

Devin: Whatever, Kasim. Do your thing. My only concern is my sister. What happened to her?

Kasim: Why don’t you ask her what happened? What you asking me for?

Devin: I’m asking you, because the staff won’t discuss her condition with me and she doesn’t want to talk about it. All she wants to talk about is your trifling ass.

Kasim: Me? What is she talking about me for?

Devin: Well, she told me that I might as well leave you alone, because you’re never going to stop seeing each other. According to her, you’re soulmates who are meant to be together. She also told me how you spend every night together making love til the crack of dawn…

Kasim: Are you fucking serious? Why is she telling you all that bullshit?

Devin: I don’t know and I don’t even care anymore. I’m not going to be fighting with her over you. I just want to know what happened and why she’s in the hospital. Did you do something to her?!

Kasim: Of course not! Are you crazy?! She took some pills yesterday morning… some kind of antidepressants. She was drinking and she took too many, and…

As his voice trailed off, Devin’s eyes bulged from her head.

Devin: She overdosed?!

Kasim: Yeah…

Devin: Again?!

Kasim: Again? What do you mean again?

Devin rubs her temples to ease the tension building behind her eyelids. Her silence makes Kasim even more anxious.

Kasim: What do you mean “again”?!

Devin stared at him, trying to decide whether or not to tell him. She didn’t want to betray Dylan again. She had already told Kasim too much of her business, but this was serious. If what Devin suspected was true, he had a right to know.

Devin: Look, I don’t know what happened, but Dylan has always had a flair for the dramatic and when she wants something, she’ll go to the extreme to get it.

Kasim: What are you trying to say? Are you saying she overdosed on purpose to get at me?

Devin: I’m not saying that, but it wouldn’t be the first time she did it.

Devin: When we were living in Bridgeport, before all that mess with my mother’s boyfriend, Dylan was suspended from school after getting caught with a boy. My mother punished her and said she couldn’t go to a concert that she and her friends had been dying to attend for months. The next morning my mother found her unconscious next to a half-empty bottle of pills. After she recovered, she ran some guilt trip on my mother and the next thing I know she was off punishment and going to the concert. She didn’t take enough pills to be fatal, but she took enough to scare the shit out of mother. A few weeks later, my mother heard her on the phone laughing and bragging about what she did to get off punishment.

Devin: Were you two fighting? Is there something she wants from you, that you won’t give her?

Kasim: She wants a relationship.

As he says the words, the full brunt of what Devin is suggesting hits him. Whether Dylan overdosed purposely or not was irrelevant. The fact is  that she’s troubled and that she had already been through enough. Knowing how deep her issues were, Kasim didn’t want to add to her troubles. He’d treated her terribly. He knew she had developed feelings that he did not reciprocate. And although he had never lied or made any promises, he knew he was giving her false hope every time they spent the night together. Aside from using her body for his own pleasure, there were times when he had been downright mean. He had justified the mistreatment and kept himself from getting emotionally attached by labeling her a “slut.” However, deep down he knew it was all wrong - their affair and the way he had treated her. Everyone had told him to stop, he refused to listen and now it was all blowing up in his face. He couldn’t even be angry if what Devin was saying was true, but he knew it was time to leave Dylan alone - for good.

Kasim: Can you do me a favor? Please tell her that I’m sorry.

Devin: Sorry for what?

Kasim: For everything. 

Devin: Why don’t you tell her yourself?

Kasim: Because it’s better if I don’t see her and we make a clean break.

He pauses and looks at Devin, regretful that he’ll never have a chance to explore what they had, because continuing their relationship would hurt Dylan terribly.

Kasim: I’m sorry if I did anything to hurt you too. Hurting you was never my intention.

Just as he finishes, the elevator arrives and he steps inside.

Kasim: Take care of yourself… and Dylan. She needs you.

Devin watches him silently as he leans over to press the button for the lobby and the doors slide shut.

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