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x-files meme: [3/∞] episodes | fight the future

Whatever happened to playing a hunch, Scully? The element of surprise, random acts of unpredictability? If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilities, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced.

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FUEL THE FIRE CHALLENGE  » Day 5 || favorite male character and their strengths 

“I haven’t always done the right thing, Connor.” I say. “I’m not perfect. But i’m trying so hard to look after my brother and her. But if i’m hurting them then you need to tell me right now.” I meet his gaze– no pretenses. No jokes. The severity in our postures makes it hard to breathe. And I tell him something from my fucking soul. “I don’t want to ruin anyone’s life by being in it. That was never my intention.

Connor lets out an exhausted laugh, and tears actually brim his eyes. “Ryke…” He shakes his head and rubs his lips. He drops his hand. “You ran with her in your arms for over three miles. Your brother’s existence caused your parents divorce, and yet, you gave up most of your time and energy t help him through sobriety. How can you possibly think that you’re a pain in their life? What you’ve done for them, it’s nothing short of heroic, and if you can’t see that, then you’re blind, my friend.” 

A hot tear rolls down my cheek.

I’m so tired of being alone. I was scared that he’d tell me to fucking leave. Because that means going back to a life I can’t see for myself anymore. Daisy has changed that for me. She made me comfortable to share my life with someone else, to live for happiness in the company of others. My solitary future looks bleak. But my future filled with my brother, my friends, her– there’s nothing fucking brighter.