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until my feet bleed and my heart aches by @kazliin

“Either you actually do care about Viktor, even a little bit in that stupid fucked up head of yours, or you’re using him just like everyone thinks. So I’m giving you a choice. If you do feel something for him, you tell him and stop fucking him around. And if you don’t, you stay the hell away from him. Got it?” 

song: lowlife (slushii remix) - that poppy

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It just kind of conjured up all these feelings of anxiety I had in a relationship where everybody was watching, everybody was commenting on it. You’re constantly just feeling like, ‘Are we out of the woods yet? What’s the next thing gonna be? What’s the next hurdle we’re gonna have to jump over? Are we gonna make it to next week?’ It was interesting to write about a relationship where you’re just honestly like, ‘This is probably not gonna last, but how long is it gonna last?’ Those fragile relationships … It doesn’t mean they’re not supposed to happen. The whole time we were having happy memories or crazy memories or ridiculously anxious times, in my head it was just like, ‘Are we OK yet? Are we there yet? Are we out of this yet?

SNS Week: Day 3 - Collab with @saucegayuchihayyyy
I find myself in a cold sweat, as your face disappears and I spring up in bed. You may be gone but your image remains, engulfing my heart and polluting my brain. Don’t think I’ve forgotten The things you would say, the way that you smiled, that you walked away. I just can’t escape the sting of the pain that you left like a last kiss, that day in the rain. How could you leave… and where did you go? You’re in front of my eyes, whether open or closed.
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anonymous asked:

I wish I had your confidence... Advice?

This’ll sound selfish as fuck but start doing things for yourself.

Why? Because how are you meant to feel confident in yourself if you can’t even acknowledge yourself? It’s all well and good to care about the things around you, but start doing that after you start caring about yourself. Like it peeves me when people say it’s selfish to do things that only benefit you because if you’re struggling to fit in your own body that last thing you need is to do things for other people to look good in their eyes when you really need to start wanting to look good in your own eyes.

For example, I only started editing because I wanted to edit and it made me love editing and my style of editing. If I started editing because I wanted to try and impress other people then I’d forever be stuck in a cycle of hating my own editing since I’d think it wasn’t impressing anyone. However, because I edited for myself, I can now work on editing to try and make other people happy since I’ve come to love my own editing.

(I know that may sound really confusing but yeah that’s the best advice I can give you)