ed: lady di




I can’t believe it’s been twenty years. 

I can’t believe it’s been twenty years since my 12-year-old heart was so shattered it wouldn’t stop bleeding until much, much later. Years later. 

I still can’t believe you aren’t here - to play with sweet George and Charlotte, to see your boys doing so well, to enjoy life as much as you deserved it. 

I still can’t believe you had to go the way you did. How traumatic, for all of us. The feeling could be cut in the air with a knife.

If you were around then, you know what I’m talking about. I’ve never experienced anything quite like that ever since. 

Utter disbelief, shock, helplessness. The world just made no sense anymore. I was totally, totally broken. Lost. 

It’s still unreal. It will always be. 

Rest In Peace, sweet Diana. I owe you so, so much. And I love you so, so much.

Forever in my heart. ♥