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I’ll tell u that I for sure am NOT gonna buy a damn shirt saying I can’t breathe. 😔 Like what the fuck does that do???!! What the hell kind of #movement is this I can’t breathe ish?!? Why the hell are u even talking to your oppressor about your oppression like they give a damn?!?! Helloooooooo how the fuck long have you been oppressed???! They didn’t care the 1st hour, day, century or 4plus centuries. Get a damn clue and get your shit together with your people! I could careless about what the fuck Europeans are doing. They take care of each other. Y'all out here looking like a modern house nigga versus field nigga. What u think about that?!!? There’s no way in hell you’ll catch me protesting in the rain or the cold… any uncomfortable situation begging Europeans to pay attn to my community and the pain and suffering THEY CAUSED. Do u think they don’t know!??? All these mass killings are distractions that y'all are feeding into. Then capitalizing on, but uhhh who’s really capitalizing?!?! Why the hell would u seek out attn from someone who has proclaimed u as a target and them the #predator? 400+ years yo is all I have to say. Go open a damn history book!! Shit has not changed. Every 25 years blacks still have to be given permission to vote. How many protested and died THEN? ?? 400 plus years of #slavery and you haven’t learned the game?!? #Ebonixftbs

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#Ebonixftbs sho nuff is tired of the #dunya!! I want to get to a point where I am financially stable enough to run my own schedule and my work #glorifies my #Lord. #Alhamdulillah for another day to be a servant of the #Almighty, #Merciful and #Generous #Allah. Without my #Creator I am but a speck in the #Universe. I feel #blessed beyond my wildest imagination. No matter what I am protected by a #strength that never fails to lift me up when I am down. #2016 is a new year for me and I pray that I praise #God to the heights like never before!!!

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Omg #colorism #shadism whatever it all gives me a headache! I would gladly have the darkest hue #moor and have his highly #melanated babies!! The darker the better!! Yesssss!! I want some dark hue #babies ! #Ebonixftbs wants a home that screams #Africa ! I would marry this man in a heart beat!! Lawdy I need some water!

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Some people don’t understand #InvisibleIllnesses such as #PTSD but it sucks to have to endure and act like everything is “normal”. There is no normal and we’ll have different realities. In my reality I prefer to be as I feel at that moment which is usually close to home. #Ebonixftbs

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#Ebonixftbs is learning to #SelfLove and #SelfCare more and more everyday. You kind can like this and that all you want. If I don’t fit that mold that is fine too. Idw change anyone but myself. However, I’m not going to change myself for you or you or YOU. I cut ppl out of my life because they’ve each shown that they can’t handle respecting who I am. I’m learning that sometimes you have to let ppl go. It’s a struggle for me because I let #loyalty make me a #fool. However, it gets easier every year. Fuxk up and see how quit I evaporate… Water purifies and I will come back but in a higher atmosphere.

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This is a message for #Ebonixftbs everyday. I’m gonna go an unconventional route with this meme, but I try to remind myself everyday to #hustle as hard as I hate this (being unstable financially, being dependent on another for anything, capitalism, being an employee, the thought of ever being on welfare, the amount of paperwork it takes to apply for ANY social service, folks in my business, having to count my pennies, not getting my nails and hair done periodically on the regular, budgeting cuz I don’t know where the money for x is, amongst so many other things. Where most people would post this meme with others in mind… I don’t care what y'all do and who’s broke or not. That doesn’t feed me. I can’t be #CaptainSaveAHoe. I’m on this measure of mastering myself. Ebony, you need to be about this dinero. Be about this #WorkEthic! Be about keeping your #clientele steady. Be about keeping my pockets fat and my tummy #healthy. If I have then everyone around me has. I don’t like worry about money especially when there is soooo much to go around. Just work for it and you’ll always have it. God has blessed me too much for me to not hustle is a sin.

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900 #animals are saved annually per person who chooses a #PlantBasedDiet. It’s not that difficult. Everyday #Ebonixftbs just takes it one shopping trip at a time. It seems like you want that #meat but it’s because we were #brainwashed to think we needed it. We don’t. I don’t like titles but eating #vegan makes me feel good. I feel accomplished everyday that I don’t succumb to my #LowerSelf and partake of some seafood. I’m saving my life, animal lives and cleansing the world of murder of cruelty. I can’t force or shame anyone into anything. Idw either. I know that I’m a better person for just trying to be this person I NEVER thought I’d be. Lol I wanted to be some Tree hugging activist since I was a child but I didn’t think I could give up meat. Ahaha look at me NOW!! I can’t begin to describe my amazement at who I am becoming. I applaud myself for this surprising #discipline I’ve acquired. Now, I just am what I wanted to be. I’m purifying myself from desiring seafood. Everything else has been lost it favor in my eyes. Now I just need to kick THIS #addiction.

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