i am 25, i am the heaviest i have ever been and for the first time in my life i absolutely adore myself to bits, but holy fuck you guys.

i fucking cried in the dressing room when my friends took me to a place that actually sold cute bras in my size.
i no longer feel like i should shrink myself down or that i have to hide what i eat from my family, because honestly fuck that noise and the people that make you feel that way. 

and listen; loving yourself is not a goal that you reach, it’s a journey and it’s a fight that doesn’t end. everyone struggles with this shit, and that’s ok! body positivity doesn’t mean you feeling awesome 24/7

shoutout to tumblr’s fat positivity gang and all of my amazing and supportive friends

Dating Jared Leto would include:

  • Lots of sex. At least twice a day every day.
  • Having dogs instead of babies.
  • Lots of outdoors activities such as climbing and camping.
  • Stealing his favorite flannel and him pretending to be mad about it but secretly loving the way you look.
  • If you’re not a vegan, he’ll try to convince you to become one for its health benefits, but you’ll discover he cheats by eating the cake in your fridge.
  • Getting into character as The Joker to freak you out.
  • Laughing like the Joker when he pranks you.
  • Turning into Rayon when you’re trying on clothes or when it’s girls night out, to tease you, pretending to be your BFF.
  • Gucci gifts. Fragrance and clothing.
  • Hearing 30STM’ new material before anyone else.
  • Being the source of inspiration for a couple songs.
  • Having breakfast at least once a month with Shannon and Constance.
  • Constance teaching you to cook vegan meals.
  • Shannon dropping by unannounced to eat your food and third wheel on purpose every now and then.
  • Tomo being a sweetheart and taking your side during silly arguments.
  • Tomo inviting you both over for dinner at his place.
  • Attending Camp Mars every year and hanging out with the fans.
  • Jared being super discrete about you. The media would keep guessing but would never really know how strong your relationship is.
  • Paparazzi pictures of the two of you will make it look like you’re both cold but it’s all about discretion.
  • Binge watching “House of Cards” on the couch under a blanket.
  • Getting a tattoo.
  • Calming and encouraging him when he’s frustrated because some projects aren’t going well.
  • Reading scripts with him.
  • Sleeping in whenever there’s a chance.
  • Vegetable gardening.
  • Having your picture taken by Terry Richardson.
  • Being a rock n’ roll wife.
classic sterek fic recs

I hide all the good stuff in my evernote :p I made this top 100 list 3 years ago when I first jumped on the sterek train and was spending every spare minute reading fic.  Sooo many good fics! AO3 has changed its rating system so watch out for that if that’s something that matters to you. Also, if you have not read cool story, bro…you are missing out! 

A Broken Heart is Blind by halona | NC-17 | 5,327 

A Californian Werewolf in New York by dancinbutterfly, knight_tracer | NC-17 |16, 314

A Long Way To Go by Tekmessa | Teen | 10,572

A Mating Moon by unpossible | NC-17 | 37,354 

According to Plans by eldee | NC-17 | 72, 744 

Ain’t Nothing So Good As Your Cake and Eating It by sofonisba_found | NC-17 | 50,996 

All You’re Giving Me Is Friction by drunktuesdays | PG-13 | 4,707

And Dwell Beneath My Shadow by lielabell | NC-17 | 8,695

anything, anything | ♡ | by drunktuesdays | NC-17 | 5,242

Beltane | ♡ | by DevilDoll | NC-17 | 8,233 

Blushing Pretty by the_deep_magic |NC-17 | 3,256 

Bones Straining Under the Weight by weathervaanes | NC-17 | 15,645

By Any Other Name by entanglednow | NC-17 | 33,090 

By the Hour by janonny | NC-17 | 16,489

By the String of Blue Lights by Lapin | NC-17 | 6,835

Canon in D Major by rufflefeather | NC-17 | 4,225 

can’t be hateful, gotta be grateful by HalfFizzbin | PG-13 | 6,260

Cockblocking for Dummies by KeriArentikai |PG-13 | 3,418 

Come Fly With Me (Or Don’t) by stilinskisparkles | NC-17 | 15,324

cool story, bro by drunktuesdays | NC-17 | 13,087

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AHHHH I just got home from my Kyoto visit! And I came home to such wonderful birthday greetings! Thank you all ;A; My birthday was pretty good. No gifts though unfortunately XD We just ate dinner and my feet is so sore already TAT I DID EAT CAKE SO THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS 8D

nitensalis replied to your post:being really unsubtly vaguetweeted about has me…

is brian reed at it again lmao

i fukcign WISH, that is just so funny in retrospect XD

no, it was somebody who’s on this site actually (not a halo buddy, there’s no drama lol) responding to a tweet i made that called out that asinine ‘ex-bungie vs 343′ video for its criticism of 343 (halo 4 specifically) being bad simply because it’s different from bungie

so stuff that kiki wolfkill, chris schlerf, and josh holmes were saying in the h4 vidocs about john actually being realised as an emotional character was being put against marty and joe staten saying that the great success of chief’s character is that he’s a completely blank slate (even though he isn’t, which is also a philosophy towards characterisation i generally don’t like, and bungie was really trying to have their cake and eat it with chief in ce-3)

in response, this person told me to “keep drinking the 343 kool-aid” and that i have “no idea” about how the series is being bastardised, despite… y’know, literally every bit of criticism that i’ve written in the last 11 months lol

she then just wrote “plebs” afterwards outside of the convo, which is hilarious