Today is an historical day for me.
I chose recovery.
I know I’m gonna gain some weight and I know it’s gonna be fucking hard for me but I can’t live with my mental disorders anymore. I don’t want to.
I want to be healthy and happy but I’m gonna be honest: I don’t want to gain much. I just don’t wanna be sickly thin anymore and I wanna do sports to be toned and skinny but fit and healthy.