“It may be better to move on and to let life just carry on and I may be wrong. Still I try. ‘Cause it’s better to love whether you win or loose or die. It’s better to love and I will love you 'til I die.”
But just imagine Amy first realizing she was in love with Rory. She’s just a confused teenager like not older than seventeen and she realizes her feelings for her best friend are more than what she thought but she thinks he’s gay so she buries it down under everything.
At first she’ll just brush it off and associate with hormones and what have you, she’ll even make fun of herself and this ‘dumb idea’ that came into her head. But further along the line it genuinely hurts especially because now she’s keeping something from the one person she tells everything to. But she can’t even let it show at all because if he found out it would just ruin their friendship.
And all her rushing thoughts and emotions when sHE FINALLY PUTS EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND EVERYTHING IS NOT LOST. SHE RUN’S AFTER HIM.