Süz beni acılarımdan ve biriktir yüreğine. Kara gecede kara karanlık ve kara saçların, Kara gecede kara karanlık ve kara gözlerin, Kara gecede kara karanlık ve kara masal sevgilim; Süz beni acılarımdan ve biriktir yüreğine.
I am sorely disappointed in what you have done. I loved our friendship, but there is no going back from this. It’s taken me far too long to see just how manipulative you really are. I think you lied about so many things to ruin my friendships with other people. It was as though you don’t like people having anyone other than you.
You say that S is your best friend, but you used to bitch about her constantly to me. It makes me wonder what you were saying about me when I wasn’t around.
It’s sad to come to terms with the fact that someone I loved fiercely, someone I protected against anyone’s bad words, someone I chose to believe over so many other people, is actually just two-faced. You say that you “got rid” of a few friends, but in reality they just finally saw you for who you really are. I know I did.
I miss the person I thought you were, but you also make me angry. Continue pretending to live the perfect life with your perfect relationship. What does it matter how alone you really are if you carry on living a lie?