dyke march 2013

Two cuties @ the Dyke March Festivities: Dolores Park, Mission District. San Francisco, 06-29-13.

Yes, I asked him if I could take their picture and yes, I told him flat out “You two are just so cute." 

What is wrong with me? Why am I getting so brave in my old age?

Why am I getting so fucking friendly!?!?!?

SF PRIDE ROMANCE SHIT

So I was goin’ to the dyke march, right.  We’re all lined up.  There’s this girl standing a few feet away that catches my eye.

Interjection: I am usually an awkward shy little child when I’m attracted to/like someone.

Anyway I turn to my friend and I’m like “this girl – most attractive today” (we’d been playing the 1-10 rating game all day based on physical appearance but I didn’t even rate this girl) and motioned towards her.  My friend comments that she’s really pretty.

Interjection: My friend pays no attention the next several minutes because TRADITIONALLY if i like someone I don’t do shit about it.

By the time Jack turns around again like a couple minutes later I’ve already started conversation and am laughing and talking with this girl.  It was super easy to carry on a conversation and I loved that she wasn’t too shy to like add on to something I said or start a new topic or whatever.  Anyway rIGHT WHEN I WENT TO INTRODUCE MYSELF, the bass drops and we can’t hear anything we’re saying to each other.

Interjection: We have no idea if she knows my name.

The music died down and then she repeated her name again for me.  (Absolutely loved her name too so that just added to everything, gr8).

Interjection: The only plus to the music coming on is we got much closer to each other and I’m pretty sure I had my hand on her shoulder for a little.

I asked her where she was from (still the Norcal area) and told her I was from Socal.  THEN I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO SUGARCOAT THIS CONCLUSION SHIT BUT I WAS TOO AFRAID OF BEING TOO FORWARD AND DIDN’T ASK FOR HER NUMBER AND THE CROWD GOT ALL RILED UP AND PEOPLE STARTED MOVING AROUND AND WE GOT SPLIT UP AND THE MARCH STARTED AND I NEVER SAW HER AGAIN.


INTERJECTION: WHAT THE FUCK


(Tried finding her online with ONLY a first name and city and EVEN posted a missed connection on craigslist does anyone fucking check that anymore because I’d love to talk to her again but no luck nothing absolutely NOTH ing). 

I literally am super irritated with the whole thing and it’s a sensitive topic and it’s made me a bit bitchy lately and so this is the story of my love life (lack thereof) and I hope you feel my pain and send me hugs and shit because I could use ‘em thanks guys you’re the best.