IN the beginning, we always have a motive, or a reason for something. We start something for some reason. In the start we always do, but after a while.. you keep at it, slowly losing your meaning, and it just seems right. Like that’s how it should be. With no meaning whatsoever. You’re mindless, just doing what seems like a good idea at the time.  

In my beginning of this…. I had a reason, but I forgot what it was; maybe, I just drowned it out.