due to today's events

A portuguese news anchor confuses a Game of Thrones ad with the weather forecast, according to her, “due to a mysterious meteorological event”, today “June 21st, says Público [newspaper] the cold is coming” I have never laughed so damn hard in my damn life

I’m Sorry, I can’t do this anymore.

  I know I have been posting funny depression memes and at first I was laughing really hard at them. But due to the events that occurred today, I think I might seriously be at risk for depression.

  I just spent the last hour crying in my bed. Which I know I joke about doing twenty- four seven. Most of the time I just lay in bed and sad thoughts come and go. Then poof, I feel better later.

 But this was a legitimate breakdown in witch for a split second I though about ending my life. I’m still a little in shock from what just happened. I know that suicide is never the answer. But at that moment… 

I was acting completely irrational and I would never do such a thing.

 However, I can’t draw. I can’t even draw Bliz it’s that bad. Drawing is literally the only thing that puts my mind at ease at the end of the day. (That and dnb off course) But for the past three day, I’ve had this small feeling of dread in the back of my mind. Today’s events just sent me over the edge. Now, I’ve lost interest in drawing. 

Not gonna lie. I have always displayed aspects of clinical depression. ( lack of sleep, dismissive interest in most things, impaired concentration, exc.) My parents always kept a close eye on me. However, I was still interested in some things. (drawing, anime, video games) 

But over the course of my first and second second semester, I no logger watch anime or play video games. Now that I have lost interest in drawing, this is serious. 

It hasn’t been long enough to be classified as clinical depression. But it is prevalent in my family. I’m going to try and find one of those assist groups on campus and see if they can help me. Maybe even call my parents about this before it escalates any further. I really want to get better.

 I’m also not doing to good in school right now. Going to try and put more focus into my studies to bring up my grades. 

That being said, I’m going to be a little distant from now on. I’ll still reblog stuff to keep my blogs somewhat active. But art wise, I don’t know yet. Might hop on streams to watch other people draw.

For those of you that followed me for Cyber0 and Bliz, I’m really sorry. I’ll continue them as soon as this passes. 

anonymous asked:

Is it just me or are we due for a new vid from one or both of them very soon

there might be a gaming video today (mayb not due to recent events) but they both posted last week so we gotta wait another month

This young Gryffindor is Luis Vielma.

He was an avid Potter fan, and expressed his passion partly by working at Universal Orlando Resort in the Wizarding World of Harry Potter - Hogsmeade as a ride attendant on Harry Potter and the Forbidden Journey.

He lost his life today due to the tragic events which took place in Orlando last night.

Events like this, and people like Luis, remind us that it is more important than ever to practice love, bravery, and friendship every single day.

💜💛💚💙

RIP, Luis. ⚡️

The Ultimate Planner For A Muslim Student

Assalamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh!

I pray this reaches you all in the best of health and Imaan.

You asked for it; and now it’s back!

Only this time; Even better!

AcquiringKnowledge has set out to make the new academic year of 2015-2016 even more exciting!

Introducing the brand new design and layout for The Ultimate Planner For A Muslim Student!

As a student myself, I know it can be difficult to balance both out deen and dunya life. With assignments and courseworks and multiple deadlines to meet, we often forget our daily Qur’an recitation, or have panic attacks during exam time because we forgot our study duas.

This is where our student planner comes in! Not only can you record your homework/deadlines from your secular studies; but also your Alimiyyah/Madrassa studies!

Let’s take a closer look insha’Allah:

This is our brand new design for the front cover. We will have two front cover designs to choose from insha’Allah for the hardcopy. Alternatively, you could visit our etsy shop and buy a digital copy with an option to get your own personalised cover! (Don’t worry muslim brothers; you don’t have to opt for the feminine cover)

And our contents page!

Next, we have our ‘Note from AcquiringkKnowledge’ and the ‘Personal Data’ section. This is brand new for this year and in the event you lose your planner; Insha’Allah it will find it’s way back to you.

Turn over and we have our ‘Duas for Studying.’ This has been placed at the beginning of the planner for easy navigation but also to remind ourselves, we can only succeed with the help of Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala. Insaan in forgetful; and this planner is designed to remind.

This is our brand new weekly layout page. Our decision to incorporate scenery and some of the Wonders of the World: “Indeed in that are signs for a people who give thought.” (Quran, 13:3)

The weekly layout page is spread over two double pages. This is to ensure you have plenty of room to record all your homework from both secular and deen studies on the right hand side whilst having enough space for reminders, Due today and events today.

Zooming in a little further and we have our signature ‘Duas of the Week’ section. These duas have been taken from the 40 Rabbanas and are included for reflection, action and memorisation! 

Once we complete the 40 Rabbanas, we begin the ‘Hadith of the Week’ - a compilation of short hadiths also for memorisation taken from the famous Zaad ut Talibeen (Provisions for the seekers)

Each day also has a Daily Qur’aan Memorisation and Recitation tracker to remind us to take out a couple of minutes to give time to Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala and His Book.

I once read somewhere; Give time to Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala and Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala will give you time!

We have also added a ‘Notes’ section and ‘Exams of the week’ section to record all upcoming tests and exams.

And our ‘Drops of Knowledge’ section at the beginning of every month for reflection.

A monthly view has also been added for forward planning and reminders.

Our brand new ‘Books to Read’ section. This is pretty self-explanatory; I mean, who doesn’t love reading? And the fact that Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala revealed the first word of ‘Iqra’ (read) to Nabi  ﷺ shows us the importance of seeking knowledge.

And for all us University/College students: Our ‘Assignment/Coursework and Assigned Reading’ tracker!

This is just some of the features included! 

Others include: Dua List, Notes section, To Do section (long term), Contact pages and much more!

Alhamdulillah, this planner is now available for Pre-Order! Contact details will be given below. 

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Please remember us, our families and the whole ummah in your duas.

Fi Amanillah.

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Imagine Woozi helping you out with all your homework and assignments because he doesn’t want you to get too overwhelmed by the workload.

anonymous asked:

what's with zane's snapchat? i don't have one so can't check

he posted one that said “hey guys due to recent events, I’ll be holding off on today’s video. Please spend the day with your loved ones”

Things I have learned this year (thank you heartbreak)

1. Never fall for someone who does not ask you about your mother.

2. Also, never fall for someone who never questions your love for them. If they are not the slightest bit insecure about your feelings for them, it’s a sure sign they probably don’t care.

3. Never lose your dignity. You can lose your composure, your keys, your cigarettes, but don’t ever let him (or her) cause your chin to fall.

4. Mourning is important. Dying love is equivalent to a funeral. Out of nowhere you have lost an important piece of your existence, and it is okay to wallow until you feel complete again.

5. However, strength is also important. You will need to fight. Like a fallen warrior, you must find the courage to stand up, bullet wounds and all. Find your calling and follow it’s voice.

6. You can always start over. You can move across the country. You can return home, no matter where home is.

7. Just because they hurt you does not mean that everyone else will. You have to believe in second chances. Just because he stabbed you does not mean the next one will.

8. Screw fate. At least right now. Do not think that where you are today was due to a series of events that began a long time ago. You are your own person now, and you can face your demons without excuse. And if you can’t discard fate, then at least make your own. You are in charge now.

9. It is not your fault. Let me ask you: did you give it all you have? Yes. You did. And sometimes we do not always get what we desire. It is not your fault that he cannot see how beautiful you are. But that is because he is not worthy of you. Remember that.

10. It is okay to not be okay. You will find peace soon, and your chest will not ache. You will gain any weight lost over him back. You will smile and feel freedom you never experienced before. You will learn so much from this, I promise. The pain will cease soon, but for now it is okay to feel how you do. Time will heal.

Note: 4x02 is not an episode I’m excited about. I hear Candice loves it and that there’s loads of funny in it, and I hope my mind will change once I actually SEE it, but so far nothing we’ve been given has made me glad that it’s coming. Not spoilers, not the synopsis, not even the pretty ep stills we got today. I look at all of this stuff, and I get depressed. Every so often spoilers are worded for the ep in a way that almost convinces me my extreme emotions are unwarranted. And you know, I’m sure they are. I want them to be. I don’t want this to be like 3x11 that got so much hype, and I was genuinely excited for and then I ended up feeling not so great about, at least for a while.

And I’m sure my sad feels atm are no doubt enhanced due to the events of my personal life today, but the fact remains the same. 4x02 is a hurt, not a help to me. Until it airs and I feel otherwise, I would appreciate minimum mentioning of it in asks you send in to me, please. Thanks.

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Fell off my post-a-day pace due to a protracted series of unfortunate events. That should change today. In the meantime enjoy these goofy wallpapers I made of the inimitable Faker of SKT T1 after he lead his team to a perfect OGN Champions Winter season. Truly the king of League.

Side note: Montecristo retweeted these and it made my fucking life.

anonymous asked:

So I was looking up something and I saw an old anti Irish propaganda drawing and it sent me to this blog. I saw people commenting that white Irish people aren't discriminated against today, when in fact they still are due to current events and for being Catholic. So denying that my people were called "lazy Irish lackeys" who were treated as jokes for centuries is like racist white people denying bad things that happened to Black people in a way. I'm against racism and all, so let's cut the crap

When will y'all let these “what about the Irish” insertions die? Like you took a convo that was most likely about Irish Americans and tied to compare it to anti-black racism, gtfo with that shit.

Tonight's Episode of Mr Robot has been Postponded

Due to the tragic events that happened in Virgina today, USA and NBC have decided to postpone tonight finale of Mr Robot until September 2nd

The episode was to air similar scenes and out of respect for the victims and their families have postponded the episode

All thoughts and prayers are with the families at this time

Radiant Darkness

Part 3

Summary: Phil believes he already met his soul mate, his best friend Jake who he’s known since they were 9 and share literally everything in common with. They can’t wait to be able to start communicating in their dreams when they turn 18, but when Phil turns 18 first and finds out Jake isn’t really his soul mate, how will he be able to cope? 

Word Count: 1037

Warnings: A bit of swearing.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 4

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