Somebody help me, I need to study but I’m nervous because of the way I treat people around me. Today my physics teacher got pissed off because I was rude to him and all my friends think I’m rude and people hate me because I’m arrogant and what do I do????????????? I can’t control myself!! I know I should think before saying shit but I just can’t. This post is so ridiculous and I hate myself and I don’t wanna go back to school or talk to my friends, I wanna go somewhere  nobody knows me. I just cant be the way I wanted to, why is this so hard? But people is just so stupid they say dumb things all the time and AGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH