sometimes I forget my age, it happens like when I’m in the bed eating cereal and watching cartoons and I stop and ask to myself “am I 12 or 21 years old?”, but then I realize that there’s vodka in my cup and that I need to shave my beard…
walkinghome AnD I am toooor well i feel too Drunk to carrry what I considEr to be a proper conversation because everything is spinning and i hyave forgotten when to hit the rfucking shift key because it is just twitching out of reach but
it is 5 degrees where i am and i live a mile from home. ell i drink a mile from home mile walk semantics
and on my way home there are brif gusts of wind but mostly just the faintest of snows falling
and i stop beneath a light and I watch.
because it is…beautiful. In the brie f few minutes I stood motionless I watched more flakes fly by me than people I will hold a proper conversation with. Much less meet in passing.
More little crystaline shapes than people I will love.
More unique instances and moments in time than I will ever understand fully
because I had nothing to capture those instances with.
and if I did most no one would care.
But I like to think that I would
No two snowflakes are the same. Neither are people. So maybe that moment or 109384 standing in the frost is an alegory. Watching all those patterns fly by with no ability or perhaps desire to understan them.
this is a drunken nonsense post but it has dug at me for a bit now and I’d rathre put it on the internet to never forget or forgive than to let it be gone by morning and coherent thought
Perhaps thesem oments mean nothing.
hopefully they do because if they meant anything proper than we sould miss countless ones perday
Just going about our business we would be oblivious to unique, one of a kind moment in nature that would never be properly recreated ever.
And even if someone would try it would be artificial, fake, and shallow because of it.
So………I am glad to live in a world where most of the time, we are oblvious to such things. Because if we as a species cared about tese miracles of nature. These infitismile ocurances…..
They would break us.
We would not care about warring against one another. We would not pay any mind to expanding our energy reserves. We would not focus on how minute differences between our genomes separated us. We would be too focused on trying to capture these natural miracles.
And who knows what would happen to us if we focused on antyhing but uss for even a few years.
If you told me 5 years ago that I’d be headlining a show in LONDON and packing the place out on a Wednesday with people who knew the words to my songs, I’d call you a liar. I made these songs in my bedroom as a teacher, and now I sing them all over the world as a freaking full time rapper. What!? This might be a drunk post, I’m 5 jägerbombs in but I’m fully coherent strangely. If you’ve ever bought a cd, told a friend or streamed my music in any way, THANK YOU. wow. #livingthedream #emeraldknightstour #london #drunkpost