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i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

[it’s 3:05 am, her phone’s battery is at 5%, and she just locked herself in the bathroom to look at potter’s instagram. the night couldn’t possibly go worse.] /// [he should definitely be working, or doing something, and not looking at embarrassing pictures of parkinson in bright daylight. what. was happening.] they’re definitely not in love. [listen]

01. the twist / metric
02. i get around / dragonette
03. carmen / stromae
04. you [ha, ha] [ms mr remix] / charli xcx
05. not in love / natalia kills
06. arabella / arctic monkeys
07. my gun / tove lo
08. swingin’ party / lorde
09. caught in the middle / charli xcx