drug fiend

I've spent so much time on tumblr

It’s great but I’ve run out of blogs to follow/look at!! If you’re a drug blog please like this I want to check you out!

Nothing’s that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would
And we’re both wild
And the night’s young
And you’re my drug
Breathe you in ‘til my face numb
—  Bad Choices, MGK & Camila Cabella

Considering I haven’t been very active, I decided to let all of my followers know what’s been going on in my life…
Let me start by apologizing for not responding to each of your messages in a timely manner. I have nearly 3,000 active followers, so I’m sure you can imagine the number of messages I receive a day. And that number is growing steadily. I have READ all of your messages, and respond as I have time throughout the day. I do, however, prioritize my responses. Meaning: I tend to respond to personal, and harm-reduction related messages faster than messages asking me where I’m from. Sorry, but I find those to be of more importance.
As far as the direction my life is headed in these days…. I wrecked my truck a few days ago, not once, but twice within a 10 hour time period. One of which times involved a house. So it should go without saying; I was spiraling out of control.
Two nights ago, I checked myself into a halfway house here in Atlanta. I’ve been in and out of this program for the better part of the last four years. I hadn’t truly realized how out there I had gotten until I got back here and everyone that knew me looked at me like they had just seen a ghost…
So here I am. Two days in. Absolutely terrified to face the demons and skeletons in my closet with a sober mind. I know what’s coming. And I’m not sure how well I will handle any of it. But I do know that I am right where I need to be…
Cross your fingers for me yall.. Shit cross your toes too. I’m gonna need all the support I can get.
I love you guys.