1. you fucking smashed into me like that wave that pulled me under while we spent our days along the seaside. my head is pounding and i can taste blood. is this what love is supposed to feel like?
2. i think about your lips and how they’ll forever have a place on the back of my neck. if kisses could wound, i’d be covered with scars. i wouldn’t care. it would be an honor to be destroyed by you.
3. i’ll pretend we we’re nothing and i’ll tell my friends we were nothing more than a fling, but i think i just don’t want to admit to myself that there’s a big chance that you are the love of my fucking life.
4. i know it was me that walked away from all of this, but i’ll never understand, why you didn’t try to stop me.
5. i wish we could start over. no more empty promises, no more hurt. a clean slate. just exist near me for a little while. i wish it was that easy.
6. i love you. i do. i’m sorry that i’m not who you thought i was and i’m sorry that i can’t be who you want me to be. i do love you though. i really do.
7. you told me that you stay up late wondering about why the sum of all natural numbers could ever equal negative 1 over 12 and i know im not infinite in the grand scheme of things but i wish i could be to you.
Connection. Uhm I don’t know how long this took me…round 10 hrs?. Relatively stoked with it. I wanted it to be sexier then this. When I first drew it I had it in mind that John was kissing Dorian up against a wall but then cause it was dark the wall kind of vanished and..cause I had people in the background it looked like more of a neat public kiss instead of a seedy back alley kiss. *shrugs* never mind XD 2 WEEEEEEEEKSSSSS HNNNNNGGGGGHDWQIOH;ODIODHO;ID ILL DIE LOUDLY IF THIS SHOW ISN’T GIVEN A SECOND SEASON ASAP