Just a Thing
((apparently instead of tackling my drafts, I just come up with headcanons that make me cry in the shower. ANYWHO….))
Jay carries a handwritten letter for Inca (and a video recording of the same message) with him at all times if he ever were to meet an untimely death without getting to say goodbye to her. He probably has notes for his friends too, but hers is of course the longest.
This is it:
My Dearest Love Inca (Inkie),
If you’re reading this, then I guess I didn’t make it. I hate to leave you alone, but at least I have this last chance to tell you all the s*** I know I never said enough. Like I love you. Wherever I’ve ended up, I always will love you. You’ve made my last years worth the living. I know I never really deserved you and you deserved so much more than a broken man, but you stayed. You stayed, and helped me hold my pieces together better than I ever could alone. You were a light in my darkness,
I know you’ll miss me, but I know you’ll be all right. You’re strong, stronger than you’ve ever thought. You’re a fighter and a healer, and you deserve so much happiness…the world can’t lose something as
bieu beautiful as your smile. Remember me, but carry on. I’ll be here waiting to see you again.