It always makes me really sad when the filters come off, like in Yellow Fever and Dean is ranting about how their lives suck because of the monsters and Sam having to be stuck in a car with him all day. Listing all the stuff he knows Sam hates like driving too fast and listening to the same songs over and over. And then this. Just. Dean thinking the people in his life don’t really enjoy being with him makes me sad every time. Can this man please just get a hug and a laundry list of all the things his family loves about him?