You were stuck on bullshit and I was stuck on our potential. To be honest I’m glad you cheated and started showing your true colors. It showed me who I was really lovin. To be honest fuck you. You never held my hand in public. To be honest I really loved you and I lost all respect for you. To be honest you didn’t even know how to really love me. You told your whole family I was just a friend. To be honest I don’t even think it was because you were younger than me. I might be drinking too much but god damn I’m a mess and I hate that I loved someone that had no intentions to keep ahold of me.and to be honest I’m not sorry for writing about how much it still bothers me.