drinking all weekend

thanks for inviting me to the party. if you need me, i’ll be in the corner, drinking & trying not to make eye contact

who am i?

*stumbles into reylo tag several days late, carrying Finn and Rose plushies and wearing Kelly’s John Boyega shirt* Sup guys, heard there was discourse, 

First Love Pt 3

A/N: Okay I am so sorry for updating this so late I had writers block but finally came up with something and I kind of rushed but other than that I hope you guys like it~ <3

Part 1  Part 2  

Warnings: at this point I don’t even know anymore

Word count: 3950

“I think I’m in love with you…”

Those words replayed in your head over and over again unsure of how to react. No no no no no, you told him not to fall in love with you, you warned him. Immediately you released from his grip feeling light headed trying to keep your stance.

“Y/n? Are you okay? What’s wrong?” He said with concern confused to the sudden change in mood.
“I-I-I-I…. I need to rest… I-I-” and you felt your body give up on you. You knew how stupid it was to react to this only because you asked him to kiss you but you haven’t heard those words in over six years, hearing them from your best friend made you overwhelmed. Don’t get me wrong, he was very attractive, caring and a good person but you just couldn’t believe someone like him just told you that he thinks he’s in love with you, it was too good to be true. It had to be a lie.

“Let’s get you to bed okay?” Was all he said helping you get back in bed. Before he left you grabbed his wrist with tear stained eyes sitting up against the headboard.

“N-namjoon, I told you not to fall in love with me… please… maybe you’re in love with the thought of me…” You felt a pain in your chest telling him not to love you the way he wanted to, you knew what would happen if he did and he didn’t deserve that.

“Y-y/n why would you say that?” The thought of being in love with you? If that didn’t pierce through his heart hurting him then he didn’t know what did.

“Just give me some time… please…” And with that the conversation ended. That week the boys stayed a little longer until BangPd-nim called them in for practice. Namjoon didn’t say a word to you nor did you to him which hurt but you left it at that.

A few weeks after your mental break, you were busy as ever getting ready for their new comeback and award shows they had to attend. Namjoon would rarely speak to you and as much as it hurt not having him be there you had it coming when you let him down like that. You didn’t know if he was mad at you or not nor did you know if you were mad at him or just too scared to even contact him.

You were in the middle of getting some of your cameras ready for next week when you heard someone call you.
“Hey y/n, are you busy right now?” It was your junior Sun who was in the photography department.
“Oh Sun, no I’m just making sure these work for next week why?”
“I was wondering if you wanted to go get coffee since everyone is on lunch break.” He started working for Big Hit a few months after you and he was easy to get along with when you both met.
“Yeah sure I don’t mind let me just finish up really quick.” A few minutes later all the cameras were good to go and made your way to meet up with Sun.
“Hey, you ready to g- oh hi Namjoon,” you bowed your head slightly greeting him when you saw Sun next to him. It’s been weeks since you’ve last talked to him seriously without any awkwardness going on.
“Oh hey y/n… where are you go-” his words were cut off when Sun came up ready to go.
“You’re ready? Let’s go.” Nodding in response you turned around to leave when Namjoon grabbed your arm.
“Y-y/n can we talk? Please?” His face seemed worn out as the bags under his eyes were noticeable looking like he hasn’t gotten any rest these past couple of weeks.
“Joon please,” you sighed releasing from his grip, “ there’s nothing to talk about okay, I want to be your friend so please don’t make this hard for me. We can talk some other time okay?”

“Y/n that’s bullshit and you know it.” You were taken aback by his sudden change in tone.
“You can’t ask someone to kiss you then push away so quickly without a reason. Why are you avoiding me?” Just as you were going to answer him Sun called your name.

“Please just, I can’t do this Namjoon I have to go and you have practice to attend.” All he did was stand there as you walked away from him. You walking away from him was excrutiating for him to watch but he had to attend his practice.

The coffee shop was your favorite place to go when you would work on artwork or writing you were a regular.
“Y/n! Long time no see! The usual?”
“Hey Kyung Min, same as usual.” Every Time you’d come, it was the same three tea flavors: Green tea, English Breakfast, and Jasmine tea. There was a routine you had, each day was a different one and today was Jasmine tea which you needed after a stressful week so far.

“Oh I didn’t know you were a regular? How come I’ve never seen you here?” Crap you forgot Sun was here.
“I normally go upstairs and hide myself.”
“Ahhhhh~ explains a lot.”

After grabbing your drinks you made your way upstairs onto the balcony. The view was always your favorite as the blue sky would turn into shades of orange pink and red slowly become obsidian black with the city coming to life. Watching couples walk with their lovers coming from a date or going on one gave you many ideas and you’d sit for hours drawing anything. Sometimes you would stay until they closed, looking at your sketches was like reliving your memories may it be good or bad.

“So uhh I was meaning to ask you something…” snapping out of your thoughts you hummed in response letting him continue.

“Are you free this weekend? Maybe we can go out to get some drinks if that’s okay with you?” He was asking you out on a date, cute.
“Yeah sure.” You weren’t interested but the weekend was open for you so going out wouldn’t hurt right?
“Oh good I thought you would say no.” He sighed in relief slightly laughing to himself.

By the time you returned to the building Yuri saw both of you walk in together.
“Yah yah yah yah what is this?”
“Hmm? What?”
“You’re coming back with Sun, our cute junior who is a year older than you by yourself? I smell something.” You smiled at her curiosity knowing she was very protective of you.
“It’s nothing Yuri, he just asked me for drinks this weekend that all.” Had you known she would make a scene, you wouldn’t have said anything.
“HE WHAT?!?!?!” Everyone on the floor looked at the both of you including the boys and you covered her mouth to muffle her ranting.
“Unnie~~ be quiet please~”
“Y/n! You of all people are going on a DATE! HOW AM I SUPP-” Immediately you dragged her out of the area into a room.
“Can you please be quiet and not make a scene! No it’s not a date dear god no I don’t do dates.”

While you were talking to Yuri, Namjoon couldn’t help but feel a heavy pain in his chest hearing that you were going on a date with some other man that isn’t him.
“Yah hyung are you okay? You look tense.” Jimin looked at him with concern.
“Hyung?” Tae said. They all knew how he felt about you and were befuddled on what just happened.
“I’m uhh I’m going home…” and he walked off without another word. For the past couple of weeks you’ve avoided him only to end up going on a date with someone knowing how he felt towards you in which he felt a whole new level of hurt. It felt like you didn’t care for him at all and was just fucking with his emotions for who knows what. Namjoon didn’t realize he was crying until he walked outside and the cold air kissed his wet cheeks as he walked back to his place unable to breathe.

“I’m going to go talk to y/n.” Yoongi said with a stern voice agitated with y/n’s actions these past couple of weeks ignoring his leader making him suffer and close his group out of his problems. He’s had enough seeing this continue.
“Yah don’t yell at her it could be a misunderstanding for all we know.” Jin being more considerate trying to calm Yoongi down knowing damn well it wouldn’t work.

Yuri understood that you weren’t interested in Sun but couldn’t help but wonder why you would agree to go out that day.
“If he’s paying for free drinks than I don’t mind going plus he’s just a co worker that’s it. Right now I just need to fix things with Nam-” Yoongi stormed in interrupting you both by grabbing your wrist and dragging you away.
“We, need to talk.” He was clenching his jaw trying not to just yell at you right there.
“Yah what are you doing? I can walk on my own. Let go.” But he didn’t listen when you passed the rest of the boys looking at you in an expression you weren’t able to read. All of them followed you to the dance practice room sitting you down on the floor just eyeing you for answers.

“You know the longer you stare, I’m still not going to know why the hell I’m here and why the hell neither of you are speaking up.” Of course you spoke to them with respect but it didn’t refrain the annoyance inside of you.
“Did Sun ask you out on a date?” Taehyung blurted out so suddenly and you choked on your own saliva.
“Is this what this is about? If it is then sure I guess he did but I don’t see the problem here.”
“Are you stupid or are you just stupid?” Yoongi scoffed at your response making your blood slowly coming to a boil.
“What did you say?” You were in disbelief and shocked that this was the first time they treated you like this.
“Hyung you don’t have to be so harsh on her.” Jungkook stepped in but it didn’t calm you down.
“Y/n we just don’t know what you’re up to since you’ve been avoiding Namjoon for the past couple of weeks.” Hoseok replied with concern. So this is what it’s about, you thought to yourself.
“Okay that’s a problem between him and I to fix. I don’t see Sun that way since he’s literally just a co worker. Am I not allowed to go out and get a drink with a co worker now? Do I only have to hang out with you guys? Don’t get me wrong I love you guys so much but why are you acting like my personal issues have anything to do with you?” You knew you had to talk to Namjoon but you just weren’t ready to say anything until you were 100% sure of it.

“Because they do! He hasn’t been eating nor sleeping properly because of this damn situation and you messing with his feelings like that isn’t helping!” he then spoke out of anger not thinking, “Jesus y/n we get it you’re a foreigner and all you guys do is whatever you want and fuck around,” he was pushing your patience, “but for fucks sake don’t lead the guy on. How low can you possibly be to do th-” and you got up and smacked him in the face while everyone froze in their place looking at you.

“DON’T you fucking dare outcast me because i’m a foreigner Min Yoongi! If anything i’ve done nothing but try to respect your culture and you guys but don’t you fucking dare. Of course I care about him but I can’t tell him that.” Everyone’s jaw dropped at your words.

“Wait what?” Jin spoke up confused.

“Look I can’t tell Joon how I feel until I’m certain on it, I wasn’t avoiding him on purpose. It was out of instinct because I can’t confront him especially after he confessed his damn love for me. There are things that not even he knows to why I can’t do certain things so don’t tell me that being a foreigner and stereotyping me as a person who only fucks around with people to get what they want is the problem.” You were livid at this point. Everyone stayed silent Yoongi realizing what he said looking at you wide eyed.

“I’m going home.” Before leaving Yuri stopped you noticing the tears in your eyes.
“Y/n what’s wrong?” She was confused didn’t know what happened within the 10 minutes you were dragged by Yoongi.
“Nothing I’m going home.” She didn’t try stopping you but she did go up to Yoongi in the practice room with steam practically coming off of her.
“Will someone tell me what the hell just happened because y/n just ran out in tears.”
“Ohh noona uhhh yeah things didn’t go well…” Jungkook looked down.
“Yoongi you might want to explain since you dragged her out?” She clenched her jaw wanting to know why her younger friend left in tears for the first time since moving here excluding the day you had a breakdown.
“Well let’s break it down to Yoongi hyung being upset because his younger member has been nothing but a walking load of sadness since y/n is practically avoiding him, and he confronted her but she explained herself and then he took it too far calling her out for being a foreigner and just fucking around resulting in him getting slapped in the face and her explaining her reasons somewhat better and now we’re here.” Jimin flatly stated out with his hyung still holding his left cheek smirking at the fact that he got slapped in the face by y/n.
“Min Yoongi I would slap the stupid out of you right now but y/n already did and you damn straight deserved it. She’s going through a tough time right now and you yelling at her because of something she’s trying to fix isn’t helping but adding on to the stress.” Yuri always got defensive when it came to you knowing how hard it is being the only foreigner in the company but she also was the only person that actually understood your situation with Namjoon. She was the first person you opened up to when you told her that you were interested in him but never came across to telling him. When she found out why, immediately she understood your actions.

“Look you may be famous but don’t forget that I’m still older than all of you and y/n is like a little sister to me. BangPd-nim chose her for a specific reason to work here and since she’s been here she’s done nothing but try to fit in knowing she isn’t Korean or asian at all. Her love life status by the way is something that you couldn’t imagine since it was extremely rough and she’s trying to open herself up but it’s hard for her because she’s never let a man in her heart after her first relationship six years ago. Don’t upset her for being different as she started small like you guys did and worked her way up to live her dream just like all of you guys. Y/n isn’t interested in Sun but she’s going out that day to get her mind off of things like this,” Yuri was pointing at everyone in the room, “now go and apologize to her before I grab you by the ear and drag you to her and make you got it?” Nobody even dared to object at their noona yelling at them, specifically Yoongi.

“I told you not to make a big deal Yoongi~” Jin said in a singing voice passing by his younger member.

The weekend came by quicker than expected and you were ready to go for drinks. Thinking about your argument with Yoongi, drinks suddenly sounded like great idea. You wore a simple loose tank top with high waisted black jeans slightly ripped and a jean jacket rolling up the sleeves putting on your red converse. You tried not putting an excessive amount of make-up only using eyeliner, mascara, and lip tint also filling in your eyebrows just a bit. It was your daily look really, there wasn’t a reason for you to impress anyone. There was extra time so you wanted to do some editing before leaving, the film you were working on was about falling in love for the first time in six years. The whole situation between you and Namjoon was being put into a film and that’s why you’ve been avoiding him kind of, you wanted to show him this to tell him how you felt but it wasn’t finished yet. At around 20:00 there was a knock on your door.

“Coming~” when you opened the door Sun greeted you with a smile.
“You ready?”
“Yeah let me just grab my keys.” After locking the door both of you went downstairs to his car to drive to the bar. It was dark inside but the milky coffee walls with the purpleheart wooden tables complimenting the black booths gave it a modern look.
“You want anything?” he asked after sitting at the bar.
“I’ll take a White Russian.” He looked at you in shock not expecting that answer.
“Hm I thought you’d be a margarita type of person, guess I was wrong.”
“Ohhh you’d be surprised.” Laughing at his response.

The whole time being there you forgot all your worries and actually enjoyed yourself along with someone’s company. After your third drink you decided to stop not feeling tipsy or drunk but just to calm your nerves. You made it clear to Sun that you weren’t interested and he was surprisingly okay with you being friends. Sitting down talking to someone who wasn’t the same eight people felt like all the stress was being lifted off your shoulders even though they were still lingering in the back of your mind but for now you just wanted to enjoy your time.

With you being out you didn’t know Namjoon stopped by your place to talk but he did. It was too much for him to continue not speaking to each other so he went to go talk to you only to find you not there figuring that you probably went out with Sun so he waited for you to come home. He had an extra key with him since he or one of the other boys would tend to stay over sometimes with your apartment being closer to the company and to avoid crazy fans. Looking around to kill time he noticed your desktop was still on with your work, he saw one of your projects still opened and couldn’t help but press play. He’s seen a few of your work for Bangtan but never any personal projects until now so he pressed play;

~It was love that opened my eyes to a whole new world, the electrifying feeling of a touch, the endless butterflies in your stomach when they look at you, your emotions being heightened knowing they drank in every part of you making you become one. The black and white paintings filling themselves with color and life in a matter of seconds, it was love that drove me to the brink of insanity though I craved it even more knowing how much it made me feel raw… but it was love that burned me, drinking every part of me but spitting me back out, painting after painting become dull and lifeless, it was love that drove me to raw insanity of pain, and it hurt.

Every second of this video brought Namjoon to some understanding of you distancing yourself. The longer it played, something caught his attention when he saw clips of the both of you and he sat down in your chair watching carefully;

~I told myself that love never existed anymore but, he gave me a silver lining. I thought he was what people would portray him as but then being with him made me think otherwise. He was caring, gentle, and all the right things anyone could ever be I felt myself fall for him. I let myself fall for him though i could never tell him that, I let myself become raw and when he took care of me I ran, I let myself fall so damn hard that I can’t even look him in the eye. My wounds feel like they’re being removed and replaced with new feelings, I get so nervous around him that I have to try my best not to just grab him and kiss him right then and there. He became my muse and I want him so badly but I can’t bring up the courage to actually tell him how much he means to me. He became the best thing in my life after these six torturous years but running away was all I could do. The one thing I do know is that I-

And the video ended knowing it’s still unfinished. Namjoon stood there with tears coming down his face not knowing if he was happy or upset. Now he needed to know how you felt and hoped you’d come home soon, he wanted to hear you tell him how you really felt.
Sooner or later he heard your door being unlocked as you came home from the bar probably. When you thanked Sun for the drinks you unlocked your door and took your shoes off to be greeted by Namjoon scaring you.

“N-namjoon? W-what are you doing here? How did y-you get in?” you were shocked to see him.

“Spare key remember?” His face was sad as his tear stained puffy eyes looked at you with worry.
“What’s wrong?” was all you could ask him.
“Y/n…. Why didn’t you tell me instead of pushing me away?” oh yeah you had to talk to him.
“What do you m-”
“The video y/n, I saw your video. Why didn’t you tell me?” He was holding back a lump in his throat trying his best not to grab you and just kiss you never letting you out of his sight.
“Joon, why are you looking at my work? First of all I don’t have time for this please just go home.” You walked passed him sighing to yourself to go change into a shirt and shorts and when you came back you saw him in the same spot so you walked to the door opening it.
“Namjoon please now isn’t the time to ta-” he cut you off.
“No we need to talk, you told me to give you time and I did.” You were able to detect the anger in his voice but it didn’t stop you.
“Joon for crying out loud now isn’t the time to talk about this now please just go home.”
He wouldn’t move from his spot as he was staring at you waiting for you to say something but you just closed the door and sighed in annoyance.
“Fine suit yourself then, you can sleep on the couch.”
Just as you were about to enter your room he scoffed but spoke up looking at you dead in the eyes.
“Are you scared that you’ve possibly fallen in love with me y/n?”

I am yelling at myself because the next part is going to be a doozy for you guys <3

Where In The World Is Eva Kviig Mohn?

In which there is a perfectly logical reason for Eva to not be at school right now.

Eva woke up the morning after her birthday party with a great idea.

She and Chris had crashed in Noora’s room after her birthday celebration had migrated over to the apartment with Eskild. Now she propped herself up on her elbow–ignoring it when her head swum a little, she was still a bit drunk–and poked at him. “Chris.”

He let out a grumbly sort of whine and rolled over away from her. She poked him again. “Chr-i-i-i-issss.”

“Eva,” he groaned, and he pulled one of Noora’s big blue pillows over his head. “My head hurts.”

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I have no idea how but I seem to have drawn the short straw at work at the moment..

Last Saturday I worked 3-1, this week I’m meant to be 6-close, then Sunday I’m 6-close and now the following weekend I’m 6-close both Saturday and Sunday and the following Saturday. We don’t find out Sunday until the next shift.

It’s so crap because on Saturday nights you don’t make much in tips. You only serve from 630/7-11pm and so u don’t make much at all, plus you then have to tip the doorman out so lose more money that u don’t make. And on a Sunday it’s so dead you make even less money and you get sent home early. Last time I did this shift I only worked for 3 hours.

I’m actually really pissed off! Why do the other ones all get day shifts and I have all the night shifts. Going to talk to the supervisor and demand the 3-11 for sat and sun the following week.

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A/N: BECAUSE SAM MITCHELL LOOKED LIKE A BLONDE CLARK KENT ON TUESDAY NIGHT GAME FIGHTS AND JUST UGGG! Also, thanks to @hausofinserts and @writesamwrite123 for helping me with this (and coming up with everything that goes along with this AU! And another thanks to Itza for coming up with puntastic title!)

If you want more of a backstory, I’d suggest reading Itza’s imagine first.

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Pairing: Sam Mitchell x Reader

Description: Sam is a English teacher by day and superhero by night (more or less), but when it comes to leaving in the middle of class, he can always count on Reader to be his substitute for the rest of the day.

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A Sleepy Hollow story based on the spoilers, pictures and ONE promo for episode 309/One Life. BUT mostly for the phrase written on the mirror. You know what I’m talking about. Warnings: Crane has taken up trying to escape from this pain at night with drinking and one night of left over prescription pain killers. And all errors are mine. Sorry about the weird formatting. Tumblr isn’t my friend right now. 


He had always enjoyed a drink while sitting on the porch swing and waiting for Abbie to come home, swirling the amber liquid around in the glass. He only felt truly content once he saw her car pull up the drive, waiting for her to take her shoes off and come out and join him. They would discuss her day and what he had cooked for dinner and it was all the simple ebb and flow of everyday life.


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a-x-ce  asked:

*Sigh* I waited for Mangastream's translation to maybe, maybe see if things were not as bad but no, it's really just that bad. May Gray rest in peace, his character was assassinated and Mashima danced on his grave. My condolences to Gray fans. As for us no-ship Laxus fans, party at my house, we're drinking all weekend! Woot woot!

Cheers! 

As far as I’m concerned, the Gray in the epilogue was an imposter and the real one’s run for the hills. Way to turn the one consistent thing about Gray’s character on it’s goddamn head, Mashima. Couldn’t you have left them vague like everyone else?!