I keep having dreams about you. You’re always on my mind, 24/7. Sometimes I imagine what it’s like to be with you, to have you be mine. Those dreams that I have feel so real. It’s almost like they are.
I don’t like to admit when I have feelings for someone, because every time I do something goes wrong, so if I ever tell you I like you just know. It took me a lot of thinking and courage to get it out.
What she means: MY FIRST AND LAST IS JUST….I HAVE NO WORDS…OKAY OKAY HERE WE GO HAECHAN FALLING TO THE FLOOR JISUNG AND JENO’S VOICE DROPPED LIKE WHOA MARK’S RAP AND THE CHOREO AND THE CARDBOARD FALLING ONTO CHENLE AND RENJUN MAKING THE FIRST MOVE THEM FIGHTING OVER THE TEACHER’S MUG AND THEY LOOK SO LOST IN A DAYDREAM AND LOVESTRUCK AND THEY MADE LITTLE CARDBOARD BOX CARS AND THEY DROVE AROUND TRYING TO IMPRESS THIS WOMEN AND THE DANCING WAS JUST OH MY GOSH JISUNG’S SOLO AND EVERYONE’S SOLO AND THEM BEING GOOFY AND MY GRIN CANNOT GET ANY BIGGER MY FACE IS HURTING
When I first met you, you didn’t catch my attention at all. You started talking to me. We would make sarcastic remarks towards each other, and you wouldn’t get offend. You made me laugh and just smile a lot. I couldn’t get you off my mind. Then I started getting excited to see you. I started getting butterflies around you. Started to laugh a little to hard at your jokes. Then one day it hit me. I like you. You became beautiful to my eye. The way you’d look at me, I knew you felt the same. I fell for you unexpectedly. Its the most beautiful and most horrible kind of way of falling for someone.
I hope you all understand that if you bought tickets just to resell them that you’re a shit person. I was going to give up 700 dollars that I could have put towards me au pair fund. I was willing to give up a little piece of my dream to go see the people who make me happy. Just know that if you ever meet me in real life, if you pass me on the street you better not look at me bc there is nothing that pisses me off more than a piece of shit ticket scalpers.