dramatical ramblings

okay but how funny would it be if, after all this build up, Sam is the one to use the grenade launcher

drew something for a school project
can you tell my laziness;; I can’t draw males to save my life haha;;

I’m sorry but when Bellarke does get together, if it’s not the most dramatic and epic scene ever to grace my two eyeballs, it’ll be the biggest missed opportunity in the history of television.

anonymous asked:

ALEXANDER LIGHWOOD IS THE SWEETEST BADASS SHADOWHUNTER EVER. And a terrible liar. It's so obvious he missed on purpose, those little voices and the can't win them all... I bet he tought he was smooth xD And I'm unable to process how MAGNUS BANE THE GORGEOUS little shit played him. The way Magnus pouting after Alec's show off, then he casually playing like a pro, while being flirty and damn sexy. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. ps. Alec is sooo whipped, Magnus got him with that look. I CAN'T. I'M DEAD. SORRY

LISTEN. I can’t possibly say this any better, but yes he totally thought he was being a gentleman because he couldn’t stand to make Magnus sad. I. Love. Him. So. Much. He’s is the biggest softie and is the most caring, loving person ever. And as much as Alec is fucked because of how amazing Magnus is (and let’s face it that hustle shit was probably the single sexiest thing he’s ever done) Magnus is fucked as well. No one is going to love Magnus as surely, honestly or as completely as pure, straight-forward, all or nothing Alexander Lightwood. It’s going to take Magnus’s breath away. Just you wait. In time, Alec is going to walk through fire to keep that pout off of Magnus Bane’s face.

And as for them flirting… I just- they are both so equally matched in intellect and ambition. And their flirting is just on ANOTHER LEVEL. They are going to destroy each other. Their sexual tension cuts through that room like nothing else. Their love is going to change the world.

Okay so, it’s Sunday and i’m out of good paper to draw anything new and everything is closed on Sunday so I can’t get more. I still have not-so-good paper that I can use for linearts but that’s pretty much it, sooo

How about we do an ask game thing or an anon hour later tonight? Some of you have been asking for one and it’s been a loooong time, and I miss talking w/ you all. I can still answer with little doodles, I just can’t paint them. I’ll let ya know!

Ok so I’m still kind of haunted by the fact that Andrew implied that he considers himself a runaway and I’ve been thinking a little about how him, Renee, and Neil all have varying degrees of choosing their names? 

Like, Andrew took Minyard even though he didn’t have to, even though he doesn’t believe in family, even though he’s already spent energy distancing himself from Aaron. 

Neil only kept Abram and discarded the rest [insert emotions for Neil being the variation of his given name that excludes his father’s name]. It was his name when he realized there was more to life than running and, to be frank, when he still didn’t know if there was more life for him to live? He was waiting on his uncle’s call–waiting to see what other moves would be made still–but what mattered was he had government issued papers for Neil Josten: the person he made himself, the person who chose to stay put and hold their ground and  who planted roots in the process. 

And how renee also kept her middle name–made it her first name–but got rid of Shields (& became a shield for her friends years after she stopped being a shield for her parents and testified against them). how she takes her adoptive mother’s name, Walker, after she’s walked away from her previous environments and the “worst” version of herself and spends the rest of her life trying to pay atonement for the sins of her childhood. And like!!! This had no real purpose I’m just Feeling Things

anonymous asked:

I need to know how long they sat there holding each other. Did Robert have a lil cry bc omg he didn't ruin everything? Did Aaron let him cry until he was tired and they went to bed? Did they sleep downstairs bc they didn't want to be where she had been? Like I need answers

anon….. anon…. don’t

don’t think about the two of them sitting there all night because they don’t know what to say, or do, or how to move on from what’s happened

definitely don’t think about aaron easing himself up off the floor at like six am, going to make a cup of tea to try and ease his headache and robert waking up convinced aarons left him

and definitely don’t think about how the two of them would sit at their kitchen table the next morning, surrounded by all their unpacked boxes, wondering where they even begin to start sorting out their life, their relationship

and don’t think about robert just breaking down as he attempts to unpack some of their books and dvds because it’s HIS fault, he’s the one who ruined their first night in their new home together

and don’t think about aaron just hugging him close and not knowing what to say or do because while he hasn’t fully forgiven robert just yet, he still loves him, still loves every inch of his husband, and he wishes he could just fast forward time and have them get to a place where this is all behind them and they’re h a p p y

ok but why does rebecca feel like she knows aaron or knows what he’s been through from a handful of conversations and some second hand information from chrissie (i imagine)? i hate this whole “pls listen to me i know whats best for you because he hurt me too thing” and everyone in the fucking universe trying to make his choices for him 

NO. let aaron make his own decisions, thanks. give him space to think about what he wants and stop :) trying :) to :) treat :) him :) like :) a :) child :) who cannot decide or chose for himself

dat fucking moment when the cute couple that’s loved by almost everyone is just too legit for ur regular gay ship™ standard, so u made the couple & the entire fandom went through drama™ even tho u r rich enough to just bribe the shit out of certain nosey ppl for their silence and leave it at that w/o adding more bs that actually make shit even more obvious, not only that u also put a great effort in separating/making sure the couple to appear not close – not even look like theyre friends, but then u remember the couple is loved by many, so u gotta put them together occasionally cuz u gotta stick w/ what these kids want, bc after all u r aiming for the things that r inside their (or their parents) wallet.

one of my favorite things in the world: having a scene build itself in my head because of a song i’m listening to