jrdonmarley basically it taught me to not settle and to be a bit more cautious with my feelings. Towards the end I was trying to create a positivity that didn’t exist and the thing is I actually believed it. Also to not be silent when I see things going downhill. I thought saying something about it would make me annoying but I should’ve spoken up. And don’t be content with being ignored. If I’m not getting the time and attention I want, I gotta bounce.
I like fanon Sakura, but really idk anyone who wouldn’t say that.
But canon Sakura to me has been despicable since chapter 3, ever since her comment on Naruto being lucky to be an orphan. I’ve never been able to like her since then. I almost started liking her in Part 2 after the Rescue Gaara arc, but that was basically the peak of her character imo. It went downhill majorly after Land of Iron and I lost all respect for her when she started begging Sasuke to love her again at the end of the war.
What bothers me about her most is her selfishness. Everything is always about herself, especially when it comes to Sasuke. In any of her speeches to Sasuke about staying in the village it’s always so she can be happy because she loves him. There’s never any mention of his feelings. And that just bothers me so, so much.
I could go on but I feel like others have more complete summaries of what’s wrong with Sakura’s character than I could ever write.
Am I the only one when they read the phanfiction’s description or when the phanfiction starts to go downhill (like breaking up, a character dying, etc.) they throw their phone. Like for real I just read the excerpt of a fic and they chose them breaking up as the excerpt and I swear I threw my phone halfway across the room to my bed.
after my revelation about liking michael scott post-pam’s art show, he went downhill again fast, but now he’s dating holly he’s on an upward curve I LOVE THESE TWO do they stay together???? she seems pretty perfect for him and as much as i dislike him sometimes i really do want him to be happy, esp after that whole deal with jan (and her baby shower!!!!!)
I’m falling to pieces But I need this Yeah, I need this You’re my fault My weakness When did you turn so cold
You sat tangled in your bedsheet- Alone. Your stomach was in a knot and pained with guilt. What should of been a good night between you and soda was a rough, guilty night of intimacy.
You did not feel right at all.
Soda still hasn’t decided between you or sandy and you felt used and tired. Why do you always get caught in this shit? Whenever he and Sandy went downhill he ran to you but, any other time he only loved Sandy.
You cut me down to the bone Now you’re dancing All over my soul I’m falling to pieces To pieces, to pieces
You ended up at bucks, The only place where you could cool down with a beer without being harassed.You peered around the bar, looking to see if any of your friends were around. Your eyes fell on a beautiful blonde dancing with a blue eyed devil.
Sandy and Soda.
They were laughing and stumbling around the dancefloor in a way that grasped everyone’s attention and would not let go. Soda’s eyes sparkled and he smiled the way he used to when he was with you. You chugged down your drink quickly and ordered another. You kept your total rising as your eyes began to blur and you lost vision of the pair dancing before you.
But I still stay cause you’re the only thing I know So won’t you take, oh, won’t you take me home Take me home, home, home Take me home, home, home
You were stumbling home laughing to yourself. You laughed about how ypu still loved soda. You laughed about the night you spent together and how he looked so happy with sandy and You laughed about how he had a family and how is was oh so funny that all he did was use you. You heard a familiar squeak of a car on your left. Your attention turned to the car and your laughs quickly faltered. Soda sat alone, in the drivers seat with a eyebrow raised and pointed at you- Something he must of learned from Two. He reached over and opened the door as you got in without realizing your actions.
“Y/n..Are you drunk?” He asked, starring at you with those blue eyes of his,
you giggled in response. “Maybee…”
He groaned before he started driving, once he pulled up in the curtis’s household driveway he leaned over to you, planting a kiss on your lips.
His kisses were rough on your lips and sent that knot back in your stomach. His kisses changed direction and landed on your neck.
“s-Soda, S-Stop!” You slurred, roughly pushing him away. You then realized the mistake you made.His once calm face turned angry in the blink of an eye.
“What did you tell me Y/N? “ he growled. “Your my girlfriend- I’m going to do whatever i want with you.” he leaned back into your neck when you smelled the liquor leaking off of him. Once again, You roughly pushed him away.
“Soda, Stay away from me!” You screamed, only enraging him more.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” He yelled back.
“You! You love sandy and Go on dates, and Treat her like some f’ing goddess then you come over and you expect sex from me when i haven’t seen you in weeks! I can’t do that, Soda!” You screamed.
suddenly, soda exploded.
“What the hell am I supposed to do, Y/n?! I have a child for cryin’ out loud!! I can’t just abandoned Sandy! She won’t let me see my daughter if I do! I can’t leave you either because your the love of my life! Your all i had before this and your all I want! You complete me!”
But you know that this wasn’t true, You seen the way he looked at him baby, You seen the way he smiled at sandy and the way his eyes lit up as she entered a room. He loved Sandy but he almost loved you as much. His feelings were slipping for you and he couldn’t admit it himself. Sandy was his girl. Soda was a father now, and a damn good one. Everything became clear to you. Your eyes met soda’s crying ones and you slowly kissed his cheek before getting out of his car. Soda followed quickly.
“No! Y/N! Don’t do this to me! I love you! I love you, Y/n!” he was screaming in his cries. Darry ran outside and you turned to him.
“Please, Take me home.”
Darry obliged, You sat in his car as it drove down the street, rain gently hit the windows as you turned around to face what you were leaving behind. Soda stood in the middle of the road, his eyes were red and tears streamed down his cheek’s, He was shaking.
You knew this soda, Broken Soda is what you called it.Soda acted like this when he lost his parent’s, When he lost mickey mouse and officially - When he lost you.
Tonight just kinda went downhill pretty quickly? Anyways, walked out of my room feeling anything but great - only to see my little brother still awake. And then he made a funny face and said something dumb like “welcome to my party”. But that completely made my night. It’s nice to be home.