I can’t untie the threads of how much I played up to the part that was written for me. I mean the skull ring and the broken tooth and the kohl. Is it half and half? I think in a way your persona, your image, as it used to be known, is like a ball and chain. People think I’m still a goddamn junkie. It’s thirty years since I gave up the dope! Image is like a long shadow. Even when the sun goes down, you can see it. I think some of it is that there is so much pressure to be that person that you become it, maybe, to a certain point that you can bear. It’s impossible not to end up being a parody of what you thought you were.
-pain past is pleasure -carpe diem [ seize the day ] -cant trust (repeatedly) -dedicated to all the boys who have lives in this pained world shit -papillon [ butterfly ] -easy easy -chill (lol bangtan pls) -while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to die live humbly for one (catcher in the rye) -what -save me from myself -nevermind -in bloom -dum spiro spero [ while i breathe, i hope ] -res non verba [ deeds, not words ] -youth is never/not coming back -teen spirit -dope -*image of skull, crown, eye, stickman, and other figures* -pro memoria [ for memory ] (used in diplomacy to recall right that have lapsed over a long time) -just one day -save me -lust is rust -yolo -you only live once (yes - separately) -painful (just like all ur mvs) -3.1.2016 -let me know -don’t trust -henry ii (THES E FUCKING NERDS I S2G) -rebel -non, je ne regrette rien [ no, i regret nothing ] -ode to youth -your skin makes me cry (i think this is a radiohead reference) -what really knocks me out is a book that, when you’re all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours (catcher in the rye) -pain pain pain -hoi doei [ hi bye ] -ghost in the shell
BASICALLY THE POINT OF THIS POST IS THAT BIGHIT AND BANGTAN ARE SO EXTRA