doon

Ayun wala akong pasok ngayon hanggang sunday kasi nga summer vacation dito sa Korea. Ayun sabi ko kahapon sa kasama kong pinoy eh pupunta kaming Gangnam kasi hindi pa ako nakapunta doon, dun kasi sumikat yung Gangnam Style at gusto ko talaga mapuntahan yun tas ayun dahil sa excitement ko eh ang aga ko nagising ngayon jusko 6:30 AM tas pagbukas ko ng pintuan umuulan, panira yung ulan parang di pa matuloy yung lakad ko hanggang sa mag 9AM na malakas parin tas kinatok ko yung kasama ko sa kabilang kwarto kung matutuloy siya tas sabi niya umuulan daw wag na lang. Kainis, nag expect pa naman ako, chinarge ko pa naman ang camera tas hinanda ko na ang mga susuotin ko tas ang ending hindi pala matutuloy. So bakasyon tas sa kwarto lang ako ganun? Kainis, ayaw ko namang humilata sa kama, ayaw kong matapos ang buong araw na sa loob lang ako ng kwarto at manunuod ng porn buong maghapon dejoke. Bahala na, kailangan kong maka-alis sa kwarto, gagala ako ngayon kahit mag-isa lang ako, tutal sana'y naman ako na mag-isa chot. Pero yung nakakalungkot lang na part sa mag-isang gumala eh yung kapag may nagustuhan kang bilhin tas wala kang mapagtatanungan kung maganda ba, kung bagay ba sayo. Ang awkward naman kung tatanungin mo yung tindera/tindero at sasabihing “Ate, bagay ba sa akin? Saan dito yung maganda? Ito o’ ito? Sensya na ha, single po kasi, wala akong kasama, lagi na lang akong nag-iisa” tas kapag nakaramdam ka ng gutom, yung maghahanap ka ng makakainan, yung wala kang kasabay kumaen, wala kang mapagsasabihan na “Uy anong sayo? Anong kakainin natin? Ay ang sarap naman nito, grabe heaven, kain tayo dito sa sunod" yung ganung feeling pero okay lang dapat na akong masanay ng tuluyan. Geh bye.

Kahapon ang sama ng loob ko dahil nga sa inggit. Bago ako matulog nagdasal ako kako sana mawala na tong negative na pakiramdam na to kasi ayaw kong magdwell doon saka sana maremind ako at mamotivate uli. Pagkagising ko hindi pa rin ako ganong okay tinatamad pa rin akong pumasok nga.

Until kanina nagkaron kami ng trust activity sa team namin tas magsheshare ng weakness tas lahat kami naging honest akala mo recollection tas nag-iiyakan kami. Tas yun shinare ko yun parang gumaang din yung loob ko kasi andami kong narealize.

Narealize ko na ang gaang din sa feeling yung mga kasama mo may kanya kanya ding dinadala sa mga buhay nila na hindi mo maiisip na ganun pala kabigat kasi pinipili nilang isantabi na lang muna habang nasa opisina. Parang nakakagaang ng loob na hindi ka nag-iisa saka may nakakaintindi rin pala sa pinagdadaanan mo.

Narealize ko rin na kahit gano ka kayaman, kahit anuman ang meron ka lagi ka pa ring titingin sa iba dahil meron sila na gusto mong nakuha. Likas na natin yun eh. Insatiable kasi tayo. Naooverlook natin yung meron tayo sa pag-asam kung anong meron sa iba. Saka sabi nga ni Keme kahit gano ka man kayaman hindi mo mabibili yung totoong happiness at hindi nun nabibili ang pagmamahal ng pamilya.

Maswerte pa rin pala ako. Di man kami well off, magulo man kami minsan pero maswerte pa rin ako sa pagmamahal nila. Saka sabi ko nga nagtatampo man ako sa mundo na lahat ng bagay pinaghihirapan ko iniisip ko na lang mas sweet ang victory pagtapos nun kasi galing yun sa hirap at pagod ko.

anonymous asked:

Hey I'm in love with your book shelf! And I love your blog!!💜 Do you have any book recommendations??

Thank you so much! ☺️ And of course! I don’t know what kind of genre’s you like, but here are my personal favorites:

-the Throne of Glass series by Sarah J. Maas and the A Court of Thorns and Roses series by Sarah J. Maas (both of them are my favorite series/books EVER)
-Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
-The Haunting of Sunshine Girl by Paige McKenzie
-the Dorothy Must Die series by Danielle Paige
-Prisoner of Night and Fog by Anne Blankman
-Juliet by Anne Fortier
-the Revenants series by Amy Plum (the first book is ‘Die for Me’)
-Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire
-the Doon series by Carey Corp and Lorie Langdon
-The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
-the Archived series by Victoria Schwab
-Sleepaway Girls by Jen Colonita
-Revolution by Jennifer Donnelly
-the Starcrossed series by Josephine Angelini
-the White Rabbit Chronicles by Gena Showalter (the first book is ‘Alice in Zombieland’)
-Number the Stars by Lois Lowry
-Along for the Ride by Sarah Dessen

unjellugh  asked:

duh nakaget notification ako doon be hahahahaha mafafall ba, lakas, ganda natin hahahahaha

WIWS NAMAN PO SA GET NOTIF HAHAHA HAYOK NA HAYOK AH HAHAH


Hoyy mafafall talaga!! Sa itsura nating to omg bhe di mo alam ang mga mahuhuli natin hahaha

This is Dan Howell’s secret twin, Doon. he was kept hidden in the attic of his childhood home his entire life. He lived off bugs and rats, and never learned english, or any skills. but one day Dan taught him how to use a camera and Doon had found his passion. Dan got to actually know Doon, but eventually Dan moved out with his boyfriend, Phil Lester. But Doon has been staying with them, and helping them film videos for youtube. reblog this so Doon can get the recognition he deserves. 

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Dune and Doon by the same artist, Doug Beekman. 

If you haven’t read National Lampoon’s Doon, I highly recommend it for any Dune fan. It’s a book where the spice is beer, the worms are pretzels, the Kwisatz Haderach is the Kumquat Häagen-Dazs, CHOAM is NOAMCHOMSKI, and the litany against fear is the litany against fun.

I must not have fun. Fun is the time-killer.

Just picked up Doon by Carey Corp & Lorie Langdon!

SUMMERY:

DOON…

Veronica doesn’t think she’s going crazy. But why can’t anyone else see the mysterious blond boy who keeps popping up wherever she goes? When her best friend, Mackenna, invites her to spend the summer in Scotland, Veronica jumps at the opportunity to leave her complicated life behind for a few months.

But the Scottish countryside holds other plans.

Not only has the imaginary kilted boy followed her to Alloway, she and Mackenna uncover a strange set of rings and a very unnerving letter from Mackenna’s great aunt—and when the girls test the instructions Aunt Gracie left behind, they find themselves transported to a land that defies explanation. Doon seems like a real-life fairy tale, complete with one prince who has eyes for Mackenna and another who looks suspiciously like the boy from Veronica’s daydreams. But Doon has a dark underbelly as well. The two girls could have everything they’ve longed for…or they could end up breaking an enchantment and find themselves trapped in a world that has become a nightmare.

-Sasha