dont-kill-me-im-not-like-you-all

na fuck this entire family

THEY ALL MAKE ME WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF. CONSTANTLY JUDGING ME AND TALKING ABOUT ME. PRESSURING ME AND JUST MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. EVEN THE BLOODY KIDS IN THE FAMILY ALL SAYS SPITEFUL AND NASTY THINGS TO ME. IM SO FUCKING DONE. APPARENTLY IM LAZY AND UNSOCIAL???? LOL IS THAT MY FAULT? DO YOU THINK I WANTED TO BE THIS WAY, ITS BECAUSE IM FUCKING MENTALLY ILL AND WHEN I TRY TO SAY I AM DEPRESSED OR HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY, THEY TALK DOWN TO ME AND SAY ‘OH DONT BE STUPID. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE’ EVEN WHEN THEY ARE THE ONES WHOS HAD/HAS DEPRESSION BEFORE.

THEY NEED TO UNDERSTAND I AM DIFFERENT TO AN AVERAGE PERSON. I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND MY MIND AND THEY ARE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT AND WHO I AM WHEN THEY KNOW NOTHING.

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yeah hi so these are really gross and im just seeing if i like making these or not yet, but i wanted an icon or two of steele and then i was like “fuck lets make all the borderlands ladies flower crown icons” and yeah these are hella gross im just getting started

feel free to use and shit, i dont care they suck but if you want a character done message me lmao

so yeah ill be making many more these are just all that i got done last night haha

mitarashiko  asked:

I dunno what think about anymore~ I dont think that old xian encourages sexual harassment or abusive relationships even though 19 days is basically sexual harassment this is the plot and everybody know that. A forced kiss is not cool at all but Im still happy for my ship and I dont want to be guilty because of this. Today I felt like I support abusive relationships, this reminds me about koisuru. Anyway im so confused can you help me?

Fiction | Reality

See that line
Good, cause that’s all they are, a bunch of digital lines

Also we watch horror movies all the time with murder etc etc but I don’t think the scriptwriter or anyone who watches it would actually support it or get out their machete and kill kids camping in the woods at night

poseidhn replied to your post “if it wasn’t for the killing of savages you’d still be living in the…”

this anon literally knows nothing like wtf…. white colonial apologizers can literally go suck a dick like im indian. also i dont understand??? the incans mayans and aztecs had very advanced civilizations and it was spanish propaganda that they were just savages because they weren’t christian so they were all deemed pagan i mean pls i dont trust anyone who likes christopher columbus

yes thank you keer literally like none of us asked for someone to “save us” and force their religion and customs and diseases upon us i’ve got no patience for people who think killing millions upon millions of natives was “worth” where we’ve come today. there is a reason the aztecs were so prosperous, there was a reason the central/latin/south american civilizations had complex pyramids and calendars and systems of livestock and math and i honestly can’t believe we still have to tell people that the crackerjacks are terrible and awful and foul for exploiting our lands, culture, and everything else i don’t give a rat’s ass about being able to sit with computers and lamps the world doesn’t exist for humans to have material goods the world exists because it does 

   “okay –  i just finished my sixth iced americano. i’m finally ready to take over the world. of course, that’s only going to work out perfectly if the rapid throbbing my heart is dealing won’t kill me. would you like to join me?

ladylqueen  asked:

@Everyone: Wanted to say this on twitter, we have once but seems people still do it and twitter has a character limit that kills me. Me and Sebby have our own SO others that we care for very much. Maddie is our mom friend so thats a big no no. We are all just one big group of friends that just wanna have a good time n meme so please dont ship us. It makes us REALLY uncomfortable but if you like our memes as friends we chill w/ that. We are all platonic af. JUST A PSA ALSO SEBBY FITE ME NERD

^^^^^^^^

there yall go

IM TRYING BUT U WONT ShOW UP NE RD

Me: I’m not a skilled artist and I’m never going to make any money on my hobby that I’ve spent the majority of my life practicing. I need to accept that my art probably won’t ever be well liked and people will not want to spend money to buy what I prod-

*remembers that one time someone bought a 60$ blanket of a kill la kill fanart I spent like 30 mins on*

Me: nm I’m going to be fine

BTW ....

I have like 3 anons asking me if I’m out of this ship because Im not around so much like I used to be, well just if some of you are wondering:

1. I’m enjoying the hiatus, like I taking this time like actually vacations because last season totally kill me and leave me tired and pissed 

2. All the crap comming from Chandra 2.0 and the haters talking pure bullshit…. I dont need that in my life right now 

3. The spoilers and the zero Carol and Caryl in 7A …. just NO 

So …. no Im not out of this ship but I’m taking a time of peace because SADLY when S7 starts Im going to be there (even if I dont want to) and is going to be the living hell, I already hate s7 

this is not cheerful but you know me … CARYL IS A ROLLERCOASTER 

Originally posted by feeling-them-beach-vibes

Sometimes we are Bob, sometimes we are patrick 

But my love for you and my ship is still here <3 

i am determined to finish playing Undertale! I am now about to battle Undyne. Pray for me because im like about to piss meself. So i might be offline for a bit trying to finish the game that ruined my life. I will post my victory soon enough if i dont kill myself over this game. Love you all. If i dont make it, play the Temmie theme at my funeral cause ive listened to it for 3 hours now and HOLY FUCK. Im not going to bed until i finish this… this game will be the death of me.

checaria replied to your post “like everyone who used to be into oncelers has like straight up put in…”

im scrming this is a throwback, i know adori has a patreon and sparsely posts on his tumblr/twitter though

Omfg??? i dont blame him for leaving tumbl tbh….

riotdrone replied to your photoset “yall assholes LET me be part of this fandom. i know some of you have…”

IM HAVING FLASHBACKS OH MY GOD

HAHA IF YOU AHVE TO SUFFER WE ALL DO BUDDY

tsuwabuki replied to your post “like everyone who used to be into oncelers has like straight up put in…”

what really. Tf happened to the onceler fandom….

me and @knifekings fucking killed it (it lived on till like… really recently. most of the artists deoncelerized their askblogs and turned them into ocs)

calibornsmainsqueeze replied to your post “like everyone who used to be into oncelers has like straight up put in…”

thats so surreal to me cause im still like ye thats my boy

i love ur dedication wednesday i remember all ur damn.. bottombitch urls…..

anonymous asked:

Hey! I really like your blog and you seem super sweet! <3 I'm pretty sure the "How Would You Kill Me" ask meme is pretty old (I can't tell, I'm on mobile), but I was wondering if you're still taking those asks? Sorry if I seem creepy ;~;

awee this is so nice thank you dear! 💕 im not sure how long ago this was sent so im very sorry if im answering this late but i dont mind more asks for that meme i really like them! 😄 and you’re not creepy at all, promise!!

all of my friends get together when im at work i never see anyone i want to fucking kill myself i hate being alone i hate all of my interactions are mandated by fucking work i want to fucking kill myself ITS NOT MY FAULT I CANT FUCKING ENTERTAIN YOU WHILE IM AT WORK I HATE THAT I ONLY SEE PEOPLE WHEN IM WORKING SO JUST FUCK YOU ITS NOT MY FAULT I CANT BE A FUCKING ENTERTAINING FRIEND
AND I DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING FRIENDS ANYMORE BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES ME AND I DESERVE TO BE FUCKING KILLED!!! I WANT TO FUCKING BLEED OUT I DESERVE TO FUCKING DIE I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO MOVE BACK HOME I MISS MY FUCKING MOM AND MY DOGS AND MY CATS I WANT TO GO HOME
I WISH I HAD FRIENDS I WISH I HAD MY MOM I WISH I DIDNT WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF ALL THE TIME BUT SOMEONE SHOULD JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY FUCK

Put the Rum in the Keets

[A letter has been scrawled drunkenly and shoved in a damp, empty rum bottle. Said bottle is lobbed into the sea at a great height.]

DEER LOTTIE

I’m going off to fight demons and probably die but I killed two Dreadlords up the butt before I went an thats pretty good for a dumb sailor what dont know nothing

i know you aint want to see me and you wont read this lettr on accountv is in the water in empty rum

im sorry for evereething

youd like Puhdeara she s very dear to me but if I <words scribbled out ferociously> then its ruined all ruined

<there’s some illegible writing which can’t be deciphered>

why though????????

anyway i hope ur good and that i dont die

you might be dead now

demon invasions westfall fel everywhere

maybe your wife is dead

doesnt matter now

goodbye

- Dolly

I love jasper even more because my past abuser likes to compare me and her to lapis and jasper even though she literally lies about everything all the time and no one ever believes her.

Shes always like “oh i dont trust jasper :( shes like my past abuser and im lapis!”

And meanwhile shes like trying to lie to my best friend and tell her im an awful person and my best friend obviously doesnt believe her! Literally the only reason my abuser leaves me alone now is because i have physical evidence of her harrassing me and threatening to kill/torture me, so!! You know!! You know

oh btw im against death penalty and you can talk to me privately if you like but as ive stated several times saying “i wish all (blank)’s would die” or “(blank) should kill themselves” is something that i cant deal with and dont want around my blog. i dont want anyone to kill themselves or die and im not going to apologize for that

i love AHS but freak show was just too much for me tbh like theres way too much killing and injustice it kinda ruins everything and makes you not want to watch it… everyone who either changed to have a good heart was killed or mistreated (gruesomely) and the truly evil people are alive for a majority of the time and dont get shit. literally everyone gets killed in this show and no one is ever happy, all the good stuff gets ruined, all there is is revenge -w- 

anonymous asked:

Tangerine, violet, and blonde

Tangerine: Crush’s name?-
Oh jeez,,,um,,,. Well I mean her name starts with an “H” is that good enough? AsdfghJKL (you probably all know who it is though- and if she’s reading this: IM SO SORRY)

Violet: Pastel or dark colors?-
Pastel :)

Blonde: Fuzzy or silky?-
Fuzzy!

watchin suicide squad and

  • “if i die, i want you you to kill him and clear my browser history”
  • this soundtrack is fucking banging
  • will smith is great and his character is great??? he cares so much abt his kid
  • HUNKA HUNKA!!!!!!!!! (kill me)
  • el diablo is my small sad son whom i care for
  • the production design and character design is s good??? the enchantress has such a cool design, the colours are cool (for the most part)
  • except for the joker
  • i dont care abt th joker at all fuck him
  • killer croc is lit a poc man abused by the system????? what to heck, i feel for him
  • viola davis(?) is Great
  • i hate how the tone and pacing and cinematography and colour tones keep shifting so much tho like fucking This Is Two Different Movies