dont wanna be lonely

Sometimes I’ll be sitting in my room, perfectly fine, and then I just get slammed by this wave of loneliness and I hate it

Lonesome. Its a funny thing.
Being alone in a crowd.
What do they call it?
The lonely heart, the bitter one?
The clingy, needy young girl.
The bossy, trouble maker
Easy to love at first, but hard to love forever.
Has friends, but they don’t really care
Is shushed, told to be silent, but can’t help being naturally loud.
Dramatic at most, solemn at best.
Cares about everyone and everything,
Sometimes too much though.
Hates being told what to do and when things don’t go her way.
Is called perfect sometimes, but is far from it
If you look close into her eyes, you can see her yearning to be found, to be loved unconditionally.
Doesn’t want any strings attached, but she comes with strings.
A desire to fit in, so much she is willing to destroy herself in the process.
Maybe she will be lost forever, maybe thats who she’s meant to be.
The feeling of being unwanted always scratches in the back of her throat.
Acts strong but underneath that tough skin she is weak.
Looks up to people and yearns for their friendship and acceptance.
A little girl at heart.
A failure at best.
She is lonesome and lonesome is her…
—  Alexis Pendleton
No one seems to understand that when I’m feeling lonely that I’ll run away to be alone. It seems to completely contradict itself, but to me…it makes complete sense. Like I can’t even describe to you how it makes sense…It just does.
—  Sarah James
I sometimes wished someone would chase me though

        does anyone want to go on a date w/me this weekend.


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anonymous asked:

I really need some advice, every time I like someone no matter how much I like them when they start to like me back I always like pull away and stop talking to them because idk I just start to feel weird and idk what to do because I dont wanna be alone but I always seem to be lonely no matter whether there's a person who wants to be with me or not. Like I just can't ever be with someone and I really don't why or what to do about it

if you like them why pull away? are you subconsciously trying to save yourself from being hurt? if you don’t ever open up how will you ever truly know how to feels to love or be loved? its not that you cant be with someone bc you can, that’s very possible. i feel like to move on from this, you’ll have to look deep inside to find the courage to let go and give into the chance of a relationship. just remember, relationships aren’t easy and it takes a lot of time and commitment!! you’re deserving of love and affection. don’t ever think otherwise. give yourself a chance!

Vandead Carnival Subaru Chapter 1 Translation

Prologue   Chapter 1   Sub Scenario w/Shu   Sub Scenario w/Yuma    Sub Scenario w/Ayato   Chapter 2   Sub Scenario w/Ruki   Sub Scenario w//Reiji   Sub Scenario w/Azusa  

-Scene: Castle Living Room-

*Yui Tries Opening The Coffin*

Yui: (Uuunh… …)

Uhm… …Subaru-kun… …

Subaru: … … … … … …

Yui: Subaru-kun!

(Argggh… …It’s no use… …this coffin lid won’t budge at all… …)

Subaru: … … … … … …

Yui: (I wonder if he fell asleep in there… …)

(There’s also the matter of being queen. I’m still wondering what I should do… …)

(… …A part of me that wants to look around the carnival a little)

(But, despite the way things are, I’d like to stay with Subaru-kun… …)

(Then again, this isn’t much different from being alone)

Ayato: Oi, Chichinashi! What’re you up to?

Yui: A. …Ayato-kun… …

Laito: Bitch-chan, you’re sitting down in front of that coffin. Is something wrong?

Kanato: You’re in the way of others by sitting there.

Yui: Laito-kun and Kanato-kun… …

Ayato: So, what’re you doing here?

You didn’t go with Subaru?

Yui: Ah… …yeah… …about that… …

Laito: Ohh~? Now, what’s with the long face, Bitch-chan?

Will you tell me what’s up? Nfu.

Yui: Err, well… …

As soon as we got here, Subaru-kun went inside this coffin… …

I was calling out to him before, but he didn’t answer at all… …

Kanato: Isn’t that because he’s sleeping?

Ayato: Oi, Subaru! You asleep!?

*Ayato Kicks The Coffin*

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