dont wanna be lonely

Sometimes I’ll be sitting in my room, perfectly fine, and then I just get slammed by this wave of loneliness and I hate it

Lonesome. Its a funny thing.
Being alone in a crowd.
What do they call it?
The lonely heart, the bitter one?
The clingy, needy young girl.
The bossy, trouble maker
Easy to love at first, but hard to love forever.
Has friends, but they don’t really care
Is shushed, told to be silent, but can’t help being naturally loud.
Dramatic at most, solemn at best.
Cares about everyone and everything,
Sometimes too much though.
Hates being told what to do and when things don’t go her way.
Is called perfect sometimes, but is far from it
If you look close into her eyes, you can see her yearning to be found, to be loved unconditionally.
Doesn’t want any strings attached, but she comes with strings.
A desire to fit in, so much she is willing to destroy herself in the process.
Maybe she will be lost forever, maybe thats who she’s meant to be.
The feeling of being unwanted always scratches in the back of her throat.
Acts strong but underneath that tough skin she is weak.
Looks up to people and yearns for their friendship and acceptance.
A little girl at heart.
A failure at best.
She is lonesome and lonesome is her…
—  Alexis Pendleton
No one seems to understand that when I’m feeling lonely that I’ll run away to be alone. It seems to completely contradict itself, but to me…it makes complete sense. Like I can’t even describe to you how it makes sense…It just does.
—  Sarah James
I sometimes wished someone would chase me though
Vandead Carnival Subaru Chapter 1 Translation

Prologue   Chapter 1   Sub Scenario w/Shu   Sub Scenario w/Yuma    Sub Scenario w/Ayato   Chapter 2   Sub Scenario w/Ruki   Sub Scenario w//Reiji   Sub Scenario w/Azusa  


-Scene: Castle Living Room-


*Yui Tries Opening The Coffin*


Yui: (Uuunh… …)

Uhm… …Subaru-kun… …


Subaru: … … … … … …


Yui: Subaru-kun!

(Argggh… …It’s no use… …this coffin lid won’t budge at all… …)


Subaru: … … … … … …


Yui: (I wonder if he fell asleep in there… …)

(There’s also the matter of being queen. I’m still wondering what I should do… …)

(… …A part of me that wants to look around the carnival a little)

(But, despite the way things are, I’d like to stay with Subaru-kun… …)

(Then again, this isn’t much different from being alone)


Ayato: Oi, Chichinashi! What’re you up to?


Yui: A. …Ayato-kun… …


Laito: Bitch-chan, you’re sitting down in front of that coffin. Is something wrong?


Kanato: You’re in the way of others by sitting there.


Yui: Laito-kun and Kanato-kun… …


Ayato: So, what’re you doing here?

You didn’t go with Subaru?


Yui: Ah… …yeah… …about that… …


Laito: Ohh~? Now, what’s with the long face, Bitch-chan?

Will you tell me what’s up? Nfu.


Yui: Err, well… …

As soon as we got here, Subaru-kun went inside this coffin… …

I was calling out to him before, but he didn’t answer at all… …


Kanato: Isn’t that because he’s sleeping?


Ayato: Oi, Subaru! You asleep!?


*Ayato Kicks The Coffin*


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Overthinking of course

I really hope someone does love me one day. And wants to marry me. Because i really dont wanna be lonely all my life😂

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Save Me - BTS
Save Me - BTS

give me your hand
save me save me
i want to breathe, i hate this night
i want to wake up, i hate this dream
i’m trapped inside myself and i’m dead
dont wanna be lonely
just wanna be yours

why is it so dark here
there is no you in this place
it’s dangerous how wrecked i am
save me because
i can’t get a grip of myself

listen to my heartbeat
it calls you whenever it wants to
because within this pitch black darkness
you are shining so brightly
give me your hand
save me save me
i need you love before
I fall, fall (×2)
give me your hand
save me save me (×2)

save me save me

today the black moon shines brighter
on the blank spot in my memories
it swallowed me, this lunatic
please save me tonight
please save me tonight
please save me tonight
within this childish madness
you will save me tonight

i knew that your salvation
is a part of my life and the only helping hand

that will embrace my pain
the best of me,
you’re the only thing i have
please raise your voice
so that i can laugh again
play on

listen to my heartbeat
it calls you whenever it wants to
because within this pitch black darkness
you are shining so brightly
give me your hand
save me save me
i need your love before
i fall, fall (×2)

give me your hand
save me save me (×2)
give me your hand
save me save me

thank you for letting me be
for helping me fly
for giving me wings
for straightening me out
for waking me from being suffocated
for waking me froma dream
which was al i was living in
when i think of you, the sun comes out
so i gave sadness to the dog
thank you, for being “us”

give me your hand
save me save me
i need your love before
i fall, fall (×2)

translation: kpopviral, klyrics, lynn eksonyeondan