dont wanna be lonely

Sometimes I’ll be sitting in my room, perfectly fine, and then I just get slammed by this wave of loneliness and I hate it

Lonesome. Its a funny thing.
Being alone in a crowd.
What do they call it?
The lonely heart, the bitter one?
The clingy, needy young girl.
The bossy, trouble maker
Easy to love at first, but hard to love forever.
Has friends, but they don’t really care
Is shushed, told to be silent, but can’t help being naturally loud.
Dramatic at most, solemn at best.
Cares about everyone and everything,
Sometimes too much though.
Hates being told what to do and when things don’t go her way.
Is called perfect sometimes, but is far from it
If you look close into her eyes, you can see her yearning to be found, to be loved unconditionally.
Doesn’t want any strings attached, but she comes with strings.
A desire to fit in, so much she is willing to destroy herself in the process.
Maybe she will be lost forever, maybe thats who she’s meant to be.
The feeling of being unwanted always scratches in the back of her throat.
Acts strong but underneath that tough skin she is weak.
Looks up to people and yearns for their friendship and acceptance.
A little girl at heart.
A failure at best.
She is lonesome and lonesome is her…
—  Alexis Pendleton
No one seems to understand that when I’m feeling lonely that I’ll run away to be alone. It seems to completely contradict itself, but to me…it makes complete sense. Like I can’t even describe to you how it makes sense…It just does.
—  Sarah James
I sometimes wished someone would chase me though
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kinda need a hug rn,, like,, with two arms, and just full of warmth and affection and love and like,,,, i’d be so happy

#356: Finally found the time to watch Jack’s Presentable Liberty video and at one point near the end, you can see Jack unravel a little bit. He mentions feeling lonely and not having had a real hug since Christmas and how sometimes the people he’d encounter from grocery shopping would be his only encounters all day. My heart broke. But then I remembered. Jack is good now and living with his girlfriend. I’m just so happy he found love and companionship ‘cause I dont ever wanna hear Jack sad or lonely ever again.