my mom noticed that there was something wrong with me. she got me the help and i was diagnosed with depression with anxiety and a small eating disorder. (which surprised me because i'm fat) but since i haven't been to therapy since last year and haven't been on the pills since april she doesn't think i have it anymore. she said she wished i could go and enjoy things without worrying about it before. and i'm like i wish i could to. just is my depression gone or is she wrong?
The thing is that depression doesnt really just disappear like that. Thats not how that works really. Theres some cases where you can be okay and not have to take meds anymore because you know how to handle it and maintain it by yourself, but its still there. So just bc you dont take meds or go to therapy doesnt mean you dont have it. I think you should get help again if you need it. Also id like to say that a persons body shape does not define whether or not you have an eating disorder. People can still have a higher weight and have an eating disorder, which is just as valid as those who are underweight.