dont make people into heros john

im in such a mental state i remember random quotes from the show just doing shit like i would be trying to read and my brain is like echoing “all hearts are broken” “dont make people into heroes john” “once you open your heart” “dont be dead” “i dont have friends i’ve just got one” “and john will cry buckets and buckets” “the bravest and kindest and wisest..” “well i am” “is that sentiment talking?” “the man we both love” “because you’re an idiot” “so here in front of you all my first and last vow” “i heard you”

so i black out for several minutes and then go about my day