dont im sorry i had to just

hhhf

Depression.

This is a touchy topic to cover but I feel like its important. Depression isnt something you can get over, its an emotion that just engulfs you with horrible feelings. Its not just being sad, its not taking care of yourself and looking at the world around you in a negative way. It doesnt go away either. I’ve been depressed my entire life and there was no way, shape or form have I seen it disappear. Ive always had to hide it or at least forget about it. But this has lead to more problems like my anxiety and panic. This is the main reason why I made this blog. To go to a place where i can talk to lovely people and look at things that make me happy. Thats why I love talking to all of you and helping with your problems. But i also have a problem with messaging back and im so sorry. I have this mood a lot where i just dont want to talk and just listen to music and think. Dont think im ignoring you please. I do also have a lot of messages i cant get to and im so sorry. I love you all so so much. Have a wonderful sunday night 💜💙🐱

anonymous asked:

Hello!! so i want to be organized and try to be productive for my school year bc i feel myself slipping away?? and i think doing something daily will help me feel better (i cant really explain it) and i see all these bullet journals and stuff really help people so i wanted to ask how did u start your studyblr or how do you make your notes and make them legible and organized so everything is clear. im sorry if this is a weird question, i hope you dont mind me asking this. thank you for your help!

Helloo! I get what you mean, maybe like you’ll feel a bit more grounded if you’re taking them to plan and organise yourself? I started my studyblr is October 2014 just before my first round of big exams. I picked a very simple url (as you can tell hah) and added an extra account to my primary blog. Because I had like 3-4 years of Tumblr experience, I found it relatively to get it initialised and set up. I had a post here on the steps to take when setting one up. Just includes a few things like picking a theme and getting those initial followers. For my notes, I’d generally take notes in class and then rewrite them (and add in other bits) when I got home. Because I was rewriting them it did give me the chance to make them really neat. For my organisation, I use a planner to keep on top of upcoming and daily tasks. I have a binder/folder for each subject and dividers which separate each topic for ease. Getting into a routine of tidying my desk, folders, notes regularly really helped keep everything tidy and in an understandable order. You should maybe check out my post on 10 tips to improve your productivity. I hope that helps!! If you have any other questions, just let me know xx

i have zero patience for anyone whos offended by “no uterus no opinion”

anti-abortion laws are a serious threat to millions of female people, some of us will lose their life if abortion gets banned, and you whine because youre not included?

buddy not being affected by anti-choice bullshit is a PRIVILEGE

like how fucking self absorbed do you have to be to think that cis women talking about how their lives are at stake is a personal attack against you, or that its somehow unfair because how DARE female people speak up against the violence they face right? like were only allowed to be against oppression if its YOUR oppression??

the sheer entitlement that ive seen on this site is appalling. just because not every woman has a vagina doesnt mean that those who do have to shut up about it or else theyre mean transphobes. people are in actual danger from possible anti abortion laws and if you think talking about that is in any way transphobic you need to get over yourself and ask yourself why you want to be included in having your bodily autonomy taken away so badly

female people are in actual danger due to a government that doesnt respect them and all you have to say about it is “what about me”

i dont care what gender you are, if you arent affected by abortion laws, you dont get decide on what we can do with our bodies, and you sure as hell dont get to decide whether or not us being angry at the society that harms us is nice enough to you

just because something isnt about you doesnt mean it shouldnt be said. if you actually gave a fuck about women youd give a fuck about the women who will be affected by anti abortion laws, not stand next to them and whine because they should be talking about you instead.

being inclusive doesnt mean silencing ourselves, especially if it means leaving such a huge issue unchallenged

anonymous asked:

i know personally i put it in my sra tag because i related to the experience i had with a cult im sorry if that made you uncomfty

oh no no its okay!!! i dont mind that people tagged it that its more that people are like “im so sorry you went through that #cults” and im like nah it was just catholic school like i dont want anyone to get the wrong impression of me

i dont mind you tagging that for you its more when people are labelling my experience as specifically that and only that that makes me worry. i dont want people thinking that i claimed a trauma i didnt have ya know

anonymous asked:

hi i love your writing so much and was wondering if you had any fic recs to hold me over until your next update 😭

THERES WAY TOO MANY GIRL WAYYYYY TOO MANY??? IDK HOW TO EVEN ANSWER THIS WHAT ARE YOU EVEN ASKING FOR

I’m just gonna throw out whatever comes to mind ok and its probably mostly all smut cuz I’m a perv sorry (wow this ended up being way longer than i intended IM SORRY)


@jiminniemouse is the queen of threesomes so take a look into her profile but some of my favorites is:

Crave (Yoongi smut), Taste (Hobi smut), Making Him Jealous (ima call it a jikook threesome let me live), and her ongoing series Purple Jewels!

Masterlist

@jungblue ok anything from this girl is gold G O L D i love all of her fics but if I have to choose then

Future Hearts (Jimin/Jungkook love triangle), I Hate You I Love You (Jungkook smut/angst), and Control (Jimin smut omg i am still having chest pains thinking about this one)

Masterlist

@seokvie This girl has got a whole fucking load of fics it’s like finding a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow smutland wonderland your vag will cry in joy and pain

Costume (Hobi smut MY ALL TIME FAVORITE FIC I L O V E IT), View From 4-B (Hobi smut), basically all her Hobi smuts, Show Off (Wonho smut), Paradise (JB smut), JUST BINGE READ ALL OF THEM (i am also excited to read her new fic with jimin and assplay and lets just say my ass is ready but I DONT HAVE A KINK FOR ASSPLAY OK LET ME LIVE)

Masterlist

@jungkxook yes yes yes everything all of it just do it

Pour Up (taekook threesome), Hiraeth (zombie apocolypse au)

Masterlist

@war-of-hormoan‘s For You (Tae angst) killed me about 40 times

Masterlist

@kimvtae‘s Fall For You (Jungkook smut) series and Couples Costumes (Hobi smut)

Masterlist

@minsvga‘s Philophobia (Jungkook/Jimin smut/angst) series, Taking Risks 101  (Jimin smut), Children of the Night (Jungkook/Tae smut) series

Masterlist

@yoonminnings‘s Lace Casualties (Jimin sugar daddy)

Masterlist

@trapmonster‘s He Didn’t (Yoongi smut/angst), Bite me (Jungkook smut), Silent Treatment (Jungkook), Nerd (Tae), Toxic (maknae line)

Masterlist

@btssmutgalore oh my god all of her fics ALL OF HER DAMN FICS LETS JUST SAY SHE SERIOUSLY OWES ME A NEW PELVIS OK FUCK but my favorites so far are

Nude (Tae), Lightweight (Jungkook), Business (A FUCKING TWO PART TAEKOOK THREESOME GOD), Lollipop (Jungkook), Forbidden (Hobi)

Masterlist

@ellieljade‘s Apologies (Tae smut/angst) is one of my favorites and honestly just read all of her masterlist as well i cry (out of everywhere)

Masterlist

@kookingtae‘s Experimental Error (Tae smut I fucking died), The Switch (OT7 Smut holy hell this was one of the first bts smuts ive read and wow now you see why I really love them), Falling Into You (Jungkook smut GOD I LOVED THIS SO HARD) + the rest of her masterlist

Masterlist

@floralseokjin oh my goodness ok i cant believe i havent discovered you sooner I fucking love your writing pls

Buzz trilogy (Yoongi smut & O       M       G), Playing with Fire (Jungkook smut) i havent read anything else yet BUT I JS SAW SHE POSTED A NEW FIC YOU KNOW WHAT IM READIN TONIGHT

Masterlist

@onlylovekpop basically all her Wonho smuts and drabbles killed me k i l l e d me but my fav is Bad Behavior

Masterlist

Other people you should def look into is @kittae (cat fics yes) @seoulscapes (an amazing demon wonho au) @helloblamebts @seokline @kstopping @imaginethisbts @kainks @jeonins @baeseoul (p r o t e  g e)

Im so sorry I’m still sick and I’m getting tired and lazy so I just had to bunch up the rest HAHAHA but I hope this helps anon! And you will def not be disappointed in any of these ok they are amazing and beautiful and amazing and everytime I read their stories literally

To all boys who arent cis and had to hear “i have a daughter” from their parents; im sorry.
To all boys who arent cis and had to hear “but you are a girl” from their friend; im sorry.
To all boys who arent cis and werent accepted by people who should love you no matter what; im sorry.

People can be terrible,blame it on their hypocrisy,lack of understanding or knowledge or just carelessness.
Those people dont define who you are. You know yourself best. You know who you are. There is nothing wrong with you.

WALANI LOVES THE ANIMALS AND JUST WANTS TO CHILL OUT CUDDLING ANIMALS ALL THE TIME COMPILATION

Even when a creature is her enemy, her animal loving heart cannot help but be endeared.

Other notable Walani things:

  • She asks the bunny men if they give good hugs.
  • When she sees a mosling, she says “Don’t you just want to pick it up and squeeze it?" 
  • No animosity for the gobbler. “He’s a doofy little guy.”
  • She calls koalefants “big guy” and encourages them to hang ten.
  • Her catcoon quote is the GREATEST. “It’s very independent and loves garbage. Me too!”
  • She loves all the birds in the reign of giants world, unlike SOME so called bird lovers who reject the crows for being too creepy. *coughs at Wilson*
  • When she’s looking at the cactus armor, she says “How can I hug trees wearing this?”
  • Cat Cap: “I can feel the spirits of catcoons that made it.”
  • I could go on and on forever. She has a LOT of cute quotes about the animals and lot of hippy-like quotes. Walani is the number one animal lover. Let her chill out and snuggle her animal friends.
I NEED TO STOP WRITING ABOUT YOU LIKE THIS WASN’T OUR FAULT. LIKE WE WEREN’T YOUNG OR SAD OR NAIVE. ONCE UPON A TIME WE WERE HAPPY AND IN LOVE, BUT LIKE ALL FAIRYTALES IT HAD TO COME TO AND END. AND THESE WORDS KEEP FLOWING OUT OF MY PEN LIKE YOU WEREN’T JUST A BOY WHO DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO LOVE ME RIGHT. AND IM SORRY IF I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT HER, ABOUT THE ONE WHO WILL GET THE LOVE I ALWAYS WANTED. Im sorry if that’s too hard for you.
—  4am

僕だってわからないからさ

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Hearing the phrase “they had it all planned” in the latest In/finity w/ar “trailer”(?) Sneak peek (?) Mood board. :/