friday night the guy was trying to flirt with me again and i was drunk and wasnt having it so i got super blunt and basically told him to stop. after the con things were awkward and he was beating around the bush and eventually sends me this LONG ass message saying how he wants to be my friend, but he was also trying to like, guilt me into being with him? hes like “as much as i want you to see me as the one to mend your heart i undertsand if you dont. but if you were with me id treat you like a queen” and shit and it just made me so fucking uncomforatble like. i dotn want to be treated like a queen i want to be treated like a fucking equal. i dont want someone to fix me or my broken heart like???
and then he insisted he just wanted to be my friend and i just was so uncomfortable. i just. eugh.
sometimes you need to accept that yes i may have been a little bit manipulative. yes i worded something in a specific way that would make my friend/fp/SO feel a bit guilty. yes i could have handled that situation in a much better way. yes i am wrong.