dont even try to tell me they are not in love

anonymous asked:

please help me out i just need advice, my mom started drinking again and she said she feels alone and today i found out my dads cheating on my mom and i dont know if i should tell my mom because she doesnt have friends and family at the moment and she might just drink a lot more and so many bad things could happen and my dad doesnt even care anymore and i have to try and keep my family together and i feel so fucking sad

You mom deserves to know the truth about your father. But when it comes to the drinking, you should really sit down and have a long talk with her about it. Make sure she understands how much you care about her and don’t like to see her do this to herself. Also, make sure to love her, give her enough love to calm 592 people.

People really make me feel like I only exist for there convenience. You know, like I’m fun to talk to for a while but then I start to bore them and they move on without even looking twice. Or they don’t have it in them to tell me that they don’t want to be part of my life so I’m just ignored until it get’s to the stage where I’m like “fuck it, I don’t care anymore”. 

Like, I’m not a fucking vending machine, you can’t just pick something different every day and occasionally pick me when it suites you. I’ve lost people who have meant the ‘WORLD’ to me, I’m at the point where if you stop trying, talking, what-fucking-ever, then good bye. 

People make you think they care and that they’ll always be there, and then they just stop talking to you. Like you’re nothing, like you’re garbage, like you’re worthless, like you never meant anything. 
Like you never will. 

If you’re not going to be there for me, don’t fucking tell me that you will be. 

anonymous asked:

This is the worst Ramadan 4 me. I messed up really bad. I drank&almost had sex. I feel guilty&shitty. Is it too late for me to do all the right things Im supposed to do in Ramadan. What should I do. U prob dont want islamic questions but just help me

Salaam babe 

Sorry I took so long to respond. For future reference, I don’t mind people asking me questions about spirituality, their problems, and just general stuff. I will try to help to the best of my ability iA. 

Do you know what aspect of God is emphasized the most? His forgiving nature. He is so, so forgiving, you don’t even know. We often wonder if our repentance is accepted but I don’t know how we even doubt his Mercy. One look at the Quran would tell you otherwise. 

It’s never too late to turn back to Him. God loves nothing more than those who repent and bow before Him in humility. Start little by little. Be sincere in your repentance. Do your best. Insha Allah He will guide you. 

TAYLOR IS SO HAPPY AND SMILEY AND CALVIN IS SO HAPPY AND SMILEY AND YOU CAN JUST TELL THAT THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH. DONT EVEN TRY TO FUCKING TELL ME THIS IS A PR STUNT. THAT PICTURE OF HER ON HIS BACK LITERALLY RADIATES LOVE. I AM 1500 MILES AWAY FROM TAYVIN AND I CAN LITERALLY FEEL HOW MUCH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER. THIS IS THE REALEST SHIT IVE EVER SEEN. THIS IS IT. ENDGAME. CASE CLOSED. PCE THE FUCK OUT.

not-destroyed asked:

I am so happy about your body confidence post. The best thing about it, to me, is that you recognize that everyone struggles with their body image. That is so important to me. As someone who has been skinny and tall and all knees and elbows for her 25 years, I've struggled at attempts to be happy with how I look. You're beautiful. Women are beautiful. Bodies are beautiful. Look at all the amazing stuff we can do. I love that post. And I adore you even more for sharing it.

i hope you dont mind im answering this publicly, but your message tells me that exactly what i was trying to say with that post has gotten through.

thank you.

you are beautiful.

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After Hayanas removal of Evol out of all her sns accounts (Non of the members use EvoL anymore now) Stardom didnt use EvoL as tag for Says newest Dance Video but started to promote her under Saay Choreography. I really cant tell what this means for Evol because the girls and Stardom ent. are avoiding questions about a disbandment. I still try to keep up the hope due to the girls interactions with each other~

Im also revealing now that last year, before their performance in Malaysia one of their Managers told me that Sohee is preparing for an Solo project and will return fully to EvoL afterwards~ Im still hoping that SAAY CHOREOGRAPHY is part of her solo project and that EvoL will have an comeback afterwards…But I cant tell you whats really going on even though I would love to

Note:
Im not saying they are disbanding or soever, just that I dont know anything about their current stuation since the agency doesnt say anything to it, neither the girls (And I get asked daily if they disbanded or not)~ Even tho it looks bad at the moment, I keep my hope up so you should do it as well. But if youre scared to lose them, then get your ass up already and start to show them your love, not through saying:” EvoL comeback please!” But tell them that you wait for them and that you love them, just show them how much they mean to you~ use twitter or Instagram to do it

if theres nothing wrong w me why have i had 0 experience w guys??? like, my face is hideous obviously i know that but even ugly people find love and happiness or at least someone to kiss! and if its not my face thats the problem, what the fuck is wrong w me as a person that no one will even come near me?
two friends have said that im “too nice” and that even asshole guys wouldnt feel right like ~~taking advantage~~ of me but i dont believe that for a second? asshole fuckboys (by definition) dont care if they hurt the girl theyre screwing around w? thats not fucking it its not that im too nice. theres something wrong w me theres something bad about me that everyone is just too nice to tell me about. please please someone tell me what it is. i would rather someone be brutally (BRUTALLY) honest than have to spend another like 19 years trying to figure out what makes me SO undesirable.

anonymous asked:

First off. Stop calling all of your exes rapist, Laurence was NOT a rapist, you're saying that for people to pity you. Second off kin types are not real. Get over yourself. Third, you're not a boy? Crossplayer? Really. Stick with your born gender if you're going to go around and dress as a girl. Fourth. Thanks for getting the homestuck group disbanded with your pety drama.

Okay bitch let me start this shit off by saying youre a fucking coward, coming at a 16 year old on GRAYFACE online 

Lawrence was a GROWN FUCKING MAN having sex with me when i was FOURTEEN YEARS OLD and CONSTANTLY telling me sex what the only way i could shown him any form of love and he would POUT ANDD THREATEN ME if i so much as said i didnt want to or that i wasnt in the mood

Lawrence was, by ALL FUCKING STANDARDS, a rapist 

and a ADMITTED PEDOPHILE 

SO DONT EVEN FUCKING COME AT ME AND TRY TO SAY MY RAPIST WASNT A RAPIST. Sorry but i was in the bed, not you 

Also, my therapist is pretty damn sure im a boy!! the opinions of professionals mean MUCH more to me than some bitch online, sorry not sorry but you dont know me or my life or how i feel about my body, I have explained NUMEROUS TIMES that crossplay is a coping mechanism I use to make me feel like my body is atleast USEABLE AT BEST 

I DIDNT GET THSI GROUP DISBANDED. THEY ALL WANTED TO SHELTER MY RAPIST AND GOT UPSET WHEN I CALLED THEM OUT ON IT AND THEY, A GROUP OF ADULTS, WHOM I HAVE NO POWER OVER, DECIDED TO STOP HOSTING EVENTS

I HAVE ENOUGH ON MY FUCKING PLATE RIGHT NPW DEALING WITH SHIT THAT ACTUALLY MATTERS AND YOU WANNA COME AT ME SAYING THIS SI ALL MY FAULT? HOW ABOUT NEXT TIME TELLING PEDOPHILES TO FUCKING CONTROL THEMSELVES. 

GET THE *FUCK* OUT OF MY INBOX, SKANK. 

wow its only 5 in the morning but i can tell this birthdays gonna be great already,, haha my dad sent me a friend request on facebook and im worried hes gonna call me later which is nice bc i love him and stuff but i think it would be better if he stopped trying he has his own family

im snufkin, and i only live for myself. 0_>0 i go where i want when i want to. i do what pleases me so long as im not hurting others. if i want to do something, i put my full effort into it. because i want to. because its my choice. i dont try to measure up to anyone’s standards. i dont even have standards of my own. im fluid, i am adaptable, i change every day and how i act reflects those changes. i care for others but on my own terms. the sacrifices i make for the ones i care about are ones that i want to make and that i choose to make. i love deeply. i communicate fully. i do as i please and i go where i feel like going. and thats just who i am . 

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no honestly you’re so awesome. you’re a cis person who stays in their lane but also knows how to be respectful and raise awareness without taking the spotlight from trans ppl. i love u

Aw man thank you so much like idk my thoughts are sort of everywhere right now so it’s hard for me to describe but I’m not sure where my feelings are? I mean like, I’m really glad that what you described is the case, that’s what I was going for though I wasn’t sure if I should link your responses or anything since while p’ much everything you’ve said is more idk what word. Relevant? And more put together? Than anything I could say probably, but I wasn’t sure if it’d be bad to do so either idk. But also like while I’m glad it’s not like I’m talking out of my ass, Idk if it’d be right to accept praise? Because I just want to be decent, if that makes sense? Like idk :Ic I love u too though ♥

lazyfairey asked:

Aw your tags make me so happy your account is so cheerful I love it!!!!😇😇

WEEEWWWW!! this is GREAT TO HEAR and it really MAKES ME SUPER HAPPY like i love it when u little buds tell me this stuff because i feel like ur all my lil bumble bees or penguins or something and i LOVE U ALL SO MUCH but then its like one of u lil bumbles lands on my arm and says “MERCI” and bCAUSE i love you so much it is SO IMPORTANT AND MEANS SO MUCH TO ME like even if i dont know u individually i LOVE U AND THANK YOU FORTHIS YES!!!

Grandparents and parents care more about how we look than we do. I literally get told all the time i shouldnt use certain things on my face because itll give me acne, i dont care if i have acne, most people do. They also always say i should lose weight when i weigh little enough to be in the military, im a healthy weight but they tell me i should diet. I wanted an ombre and my grandmother did everything she could to try to convince me not to, i got it and now she likes it. My grandparents hate tattoos and told me i should never get one bc i might regret it later in life, i got one and now i have to hide it from them so i dont get kicked out. This is a problem, i say dont listen to your family when they comment on how you look. Look how you want to look, others will love you for you, and why should i even say that.. You dont need to impress anyone or doll yourself up for anyone unless you want to. Its your body and no one elses so i say fuck them, be you.

c-ontudo asked:

when i say i really love you i bet youre like "you dont even know me lol" but it's not because i do or dont know you. its because of the way you can be kind and yet tell people your opinion. the way you care about people. the way you try to teach us the best way to be comfy and stuff with a relationship. you're everything.

:’) :”) These messages are touching my heart really because I rarely hear things like this and never quite believe it about myself. I’m glad I can help you and make you happy with my work and I’m amazed you think my opinion is important. I just don’t know what to say.

anonymous asked:

I didn't care what people say but now everything's changed. I've fears& I can't even tell if I really like him. The only thing that I think what's going to happen if I reject him. This guy is really loved by his friends and if I reject this guy, I'm afraid that they'll try to get revenge. I tried to be more distant and this guy started to understand that I may reject therefore he's now telling other people more about me and him. That's problem for me. I'm afraid that it's getting worse.

That’s wrong he shouldn’t do something like that.. You can’t tell people something and ur not sure about what will happen in the future.. Now u better be careful.. But dw i dont think they will get revenge or something, we didnt reach a point for something like that.. Just try to talk to him and tell him all about that, and dont rush anything pray and make dua first and discuss with the people they care about u

alpha-pac asked:

Can I please have a golden trio era ship? My name is Payton, I'm 5'3" and I have blue hair and blue eyes. When I first meet people I'm kinda shy but after awhile I'm a little outgoing. I love animals and like to draw. And I like dark/creepy things but also cute/girly things.

I DONT KNOW IF YOU WANT A BOY OR GIRL SHIP SO ILL DO BOTH

THIS JUST SCREAMS LUNA LOVEGOOD TO ME AND I COULD JUST IMAGINE YOU TWO WALKING AROUND TOGETHER LAUGHING AND JUST BEING 10/10 PERFECT AND I CANT EVEN TELL YOU HOW PERFECT YOU TWO WOULD BE IM SORRY

and for a guy, I would ship you with George Weasley. He would love you because you’re you and he would always support you no matter what you wanted to do and I think that makes him perfect for you. He would always try and get you to pull pranks on people with him and his twin, (he’s a persuasive little git, that one) and by the amount of detentions you’d do together for mischief around the school, no wonder you two ended up together :)

Sorry if you don’t like this! If you don’t, just tell me and I’ll re-ship you, but I think that you’d be perfect with these two. I hope you liked this!

anonymous asked:

is it ok to not feel comfy saying what state u live in? im fine telling people i live in the usa, but sometimes they ask what state i live in&i dont rly feel comfy giving them that info. i always feel bad, bc theyre trying to be my friend&they tell me where they live, so i should too. plus theres ppl who have their city&state like in their bios for everyone to see.i feel childish being scared bc what can they even do with that info? like nothing :/ idky it makes me so nervous giving it away idgi

Of course that’s ok lovely, only tell people what you want them to know x