dont even have my piercings in

the person who pierced my nose and one of my later uber drivers were both so chill guys. they both have a lot of trans friends, the first one knows a guy whos getting top surgery soon and even tho he doesnt have insurance he saved up to take care of it and im so pSYCHED for him and the uber driver is a scifi speaker at conventions and has a bunch of published work and said hes abt to kick back up a podcast and one of his trans friends is going to be on it,, i showed him my art and he said i should email him so i can meet his trans bud cos theyre super cool and like art like mine and are getting surgery too soon actually and im so !!!! wow !!!!!! i went out and was like super visible and talkative about my identity for once and its like i immediately made connections with people. i got the tattoo parlor buds number and the scifi drivers email and theyre both like if u ever wanna talk or just hang lmk and im like

wow !!

the evolution of pierce the veil
  • a flair for the dramatic: come back to my heart
  • selfish machines: without you there is no me
  • collide with the sky: im tired of begging for the things i want
  • misadventures: tONYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Long ass questionnaire

Low-key wasn’t gonna do but then i did it

oh and @jiminiefloof tagged me, so let’s get this shit done


1.Drink: ice tea (cuz it’s life)
2.Phone Call: my little sister
3.Text message: “kk thx!!” to my classmate and smol cute friend Alexi
4.Song you listened to: “Full House” by Mobb
5.Time you cried: this afternoon cuz i was watching this animation for the story of the game Deemo (AKA THE BEST GODDAMN RHYTHM GAME EVER FIGHT ME IF U DISAGREE) and it was kinda sad lol aND DONT WATCH IT IF U PLAN ON PLAYING THE GAME
6.Dated someone twice: never done it
7.Been cheated on: never happened
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: being attacked with a kiss from @jiminiefloof at school and low-key started to feel like i wanted to hide in my bookbag cuz im straight and im pretty sure that 75% of the school thinks im bi now
9.Lost someone special: my aunt on september 6 of last year
10.Been depressed: yep
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: lol im not even of age


  • black
  • more black
  • white


15. Made new friends: yep
16. Fallen out of love: yep
17. Laughed until you cried: i do tht like every other day lol
18. Found out someone was talking about you: thankfully no
20. Found out who your true friends are: yep
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes… unfortunately -_- (*cough cough*@jiminiefloof*cough*)

22. How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them since most of them r either classmates in school or friends outside of school
23. Do you have any pets: nope :(
24. Do you want to change your name: not really
25. What did you do for your last birthday: try out my new drawing pad tablet thingy :D
26. What time did you wake up: 9 am today
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching BTS vids and reading BTS fanfics
28. Name something you can’t wait for: GOING TO KOREA IN THE SUMMER (its for religious purposes tho)
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like maybe an hour or two ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: wish i disciplined myself to wake up on time, to eat healthier, and to exercise, but i can probably still do tht
31. What are you listening to right now: “Joke” by Rap Monster
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: school in general
34. Most visited website: tumblr and youtube lol
35. Elementary: used to go to elementary school in new york, graduated like 6 or 7 years ago i think
36. High school: one more year bless
37. College: might go into graphic design with illustration on the side, not totally sure yet
38.Hair color: black, or dark brown idek
39. Long or short hair: mini afro :3
40. Do you have a crush on someone: i gave up on having crushes, well i do have a crush on Jung Hoseok :)
41. What do you like about yourself: im pretty tol, nice smile, dimples, weird ass laugh, multi-talented, considers myself pretty friendly and generous, confidence in body, can find the nice things in almost anybody, am not ashamed to embarrass myself and be my weird, loud self in public
42. Piercings: the basic ear piercings, might get more ear piercings when im older
43. Blood type: AB+
44. Nickname: Manda, Mandi, Manda Panda
45. Relationship status: married to my husbands from korea
46. Zodiac sign: Pisces
47. Pronouns: She/ her
48. Favorite tv show: i dont even watch tv anymore so imma just name anime (ONE PIECE, even tho i havent finished it yet lol)
49. Tattoos: nope
50. Right or left hand: imma righty


51. Surgery: my left ovary twisted so i had to get surgery to put it back to normal like 2 years ago
52. Piercing: when I was a lil baby
53. Sport: i never played in a team but the first sport i ever learned to play was either tennis or volleyball, cant really remember
54. Vacation: i dont know if i would really count it as a vacation but Brazil55. Pair of trainers: tf r trainers???


56.Eating: nothing
57. Drinking: nothing
58. I’m about to: probably read or something
60. Want: to skip school tmm, and maybe the whole week
61. Get married: omg yes marriage is so magical
62. Career: probably graphic designer or something


63. Hugs or kisses: for friends hugs, for future hubbie both
64. Lips or eyes: eyes
65. Shorter or taller: dont really care
66. Older or younger: dont really care about tht either
67. Nice arms or stomach: tf kind of question is this XD                            

68. Sensitive or loud: well im usually loud so loud i guess                              

69. Hook up or relationship: relationship

70. Trouble maker or Hesitant: hesitant


71. Kissed a stranger: nope
72. Drank hard liquor: like i said before, no old enough for tht shit
73. Lost glasses/ contact lenses: yep, lost glasses once, but then i found them a couple of months later
74. Turned someone down: yep
75. Sex on first date: proud virgin
76. Broken someone’s heart: yeah… and felt bad doing it
77. Had your heart broken: HAHA YEP
78. Been arrested: Nope, too much of a goody two shoes
79. Cried when someone died: yep
80. Fallen for a friend: bitch u guessed it


81. Yourself: yeah i guess
82. Miracles: yes :3
83. Love at first sight: yes
84. Santa Clause: nope, never did
85. Kiss on the first date: idek
86. Angels: *jung hoseok


87. Current best friend’s name: Maryam, Kawon, Alice, Diara, Madeline, Brianna, Gabe (idek about the last two cuz i havent actually gotten to do anything with them in a while so i dont even know if i can call them my BEST friends u know?… Im kinda just questioning my life rn)
88. Eye color: dark brown
89. Favorite movie: I dont watch movies tht often so im not sure

Alrighty then time for tags and shit

@cinnaminsuga-kookie @bang-tan @psychodra @shaybear456 @btssmutgalore

Have fun :)

Originally posted by syubto

anonymous asked:

I met Zooey almost 2 years ago in a coffee shop in LA, and I'm not even from the US lol. Anyways it was very brief and I'm pretty sure I had a panic attack so everything is blurry in my memory, but I do remember that I asked her for a hug and her hair smelled sooo good. Also, it was hard for me to look into her eyes. They are so piercing and beautiful you almost have to look away because it's too much. They're somehow even bigger and bluer irl. She was super nice though.

I’m literally speechless. I’m SO JEALOUS. Tell me MORE (if you remember hahaha😭) honestly… I dont even.. wow. SO COOL YOU MET HER. 💕💕💕💕

My boss let me leave work early cause I told her I was feeling sick 

little does she know being sick means I disassociated the whole morning shift and then on my break i went into a clothes shop w my friend cause she wanted to buy something and when I was in there I had a out of body experience just starting in the mirror in the change rooms alone… my face didnt look like my face and i was hyper aware w my eyes and they didnt look like mine and i couldmt change my facial expression even tho I tried…

thats literally never happened to me before Ive never experienced that level of disassociating… then I had this piercing migrane right between my eyes and I couldnt understand anything my friend said 2 me and then I just  cried on my friends shoulder lol..

I dont think I realised how much the events of the past few days have taken their toll on me..

ulti-buddy  asked:

22 28(please dont say bee movie) 36 37 38

 22: Eye color

28: Favorite movie
I WASN’T GONNA SAY FUCKING BEE MOVE. My fav is the Hunchback of Notre Dame

36: Tattoos and piercing i have
My bitch ass only has ears pierced, and I never even wear earrings.

37: Tattoos and piercing i want
I wanna get a tattoo someday but I have no clue what I’d want it to be because it’s such a big choice.

38: The reason I joined Tumblr
I used to use this app where people posted a lot of Tumblr screenshots. So, here I am. Dyin’.

anonymous asked:

People usually keep like a 5 foot radius away from me when I wear my jacket, its great. Yeah, all my spikes are the screw on type so they dont really catch on anything. Piercing the hole through the leather for them is a bitch to do tho

I totally get that. I’m in the process of making a choker but the screw in spikes I have lying for it are too awkward to even fit. eBay time

Guys im so frustrated right now. I have 3 tattoos and 7 piercings and 1 nostril and all because of my emo phase but tbh i still love them because theyre all parts of me, of who i am. But my parents dont think so, they even shoved heterosexual up my ass, oh god, i feel like crap right now, they said all those things make me a bad person who can only gets some kinds of trash out there to get married and also i have to get a husband, im sorry but im bisexual i dont even know if im gonna end up with a guy or not and that they say women are defined by their husbands? No? No thanks
Omg god help me what can i do rn? I dont have any money to even get them removed i dont even know how to get them removed i dont want to get them removed? Im a fucking mess rn what should i do what shoyld i do?

anonymous asked:

Peach and Raspberry pleae!!

(Peach: do you have any piercings or tattoos?)
(Raspberry: favourite flower?)

I dont have any! I dont even have my ears pierced.

My favourite flower/s are roses. Theyre so pretty and i love them.

shyloft  asked:

peach, mango, cranberry!!

peach: do you have any piercings or tattoos?
no, i dont :(( i never even got my ears pierced when that was The Cool Thing to do back when i was like 13, because im a fucking coward. but !!! i really want lots of tattoos, but i also get tired of things really easily, so im a bit scared of that happening once i put something on my skin thats gonna be there forever

mango: what is your trademark?
honestly, that probably depends on who you ask, because im a double sided bitch and every day i pull out a new personality from a cute pinterest looking mason jar, where ive got them all stashed, and then i just kinda go from there. but ive been told that i have a both great and consistent death glare and recently ive really upped my game in the art of staring expressionless into the distance, so thats probably something people notice. 
also i never use apostrophes on here, because once i start doing something one way i Cant Stop.
and ooh!! i forgot, but red is the only nail polish color i wear and ive been doing that for years

cranberry: favorite time of the day; morning, afternoon, dusk or night?
hmm… im inclined to say night, but i dont know, actually. i dont think that i have a favorite time of the day that i consistently enjoy more than the others??  

toomanyskeletons  asked:

aight 6 7/8 9/10 12 21 22 25 27 33 34 35 40 41 42 43 44 YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER THEM ALL IF YOU DONT WANT TO

6: age you get mistaken for: everyone thinks I’m in year 11, so 17? Even year 11’s think I’m in year 11.
7/8: do you have/want any tattoos? I’m not old enough, but for my eighteenth birthday I’m getting a like of rainbow dots (like one dot per colour) down my wrist, its really small but I love it.
9/10: do you have/want any piercings: I have my ears pierced, but I really want snakebites.
12: relationship status: single as frickity frack xD
21: what I love most about myself: my passion for music? Probably that.
22: what I want to be when I get older: after school I’m planning on auditioning to the JMA (a jazz university in mount gambier), and if you get in there you practically live and breathe jazz every waking second. I’m planning on getting a bachelor of music and then a teaching degree, even if it’s not from my dream uni. So yeah, music teacher/freelance musician/performing artist is what I’m going for atm :)
25: my idea of a perfect date:
I have lots so…
• obscure coffee shops
• bookshops
• bookshops that also do coffee (like a sort of loungey bookshop thing)
• a night at the ballet
• or a Shakespeare play (preferably Hamlet)
• picnics by a river/lake
• a walk through a butterfly garden!
• botanical gardens also
• Monarto Zoo
• karaoke
• and even just Disney marathons ^-^
27: describe the person you like: well I DID like a guy called Jesse but he turned out to be a racist, ableist asshole so haha guess he’s off the list! Hmm okay two other peeps are both trans guys, they’re adorable, both live in Australia, have cool floppy hair that’s not too long not too short, and um well they’re both awesome haha
33: what words make me feel best about myself? People calling me their boo? Idk. Things like bro, dude, man, ya'know things that are sort of “masculine” (kill me) because its really validating.
34/35: what I find attractive in women/men (/PEOPLE):
• manners
• the ability to listen
• will read my writing sometimes
• will listen to me practice
• or rather would PUT UP WITH me practicing
• will tell me if I’m being a shit
• will put up with me babbling about my characters
• also yelling about lots of things
• is a cool bean
40: who I wish I could be: my boo Ross Irwin maybe? OR BRENDON URIE!!!!!
41: where I want to be right now: somewhere safe.
42: the last thing I ate: Pringles? No wait, stew. Vegetable stew. Health 👍
43: sexiest person that comes to mind immediately: either Ashley Costello or Brendon Urie.
44: a random fact about anything:
In 1978, bass player Sid Vicious murdered his girlfriend Nancy Spungen via multiple stab wounds. He pleaded innocent, but whilst he was on bail, he died of a heroin overdose, and the case never went to trial.

Thanks for this Jimmy!!!

ok! so here is a VERY belated tips for seeing hamilton post that was requested like…. 4 days ago lmao

  • ur going to want to cheer every single time lin opens his mouth but u should probably not do that. the pauses for applause last abt 5-10 seconds but then the actors start singing again so thats when u should stop clapping
  • that being said, there are times when youre gonna find that you cannot physically clap even though the song was breathtaking and amazing ie stay alive (reprise) and it’s quiet uptown like oh my god … oh my god… it’s okay just let ur emotions go
  • u think u know about phillipa soo’s scream at the end of stay alive (reprise) but you fucking dont man… holy SHIT… just be prepared oh my god it’s so piercing and visceral i felt like i was dead
  • if youre going to get merch, do so AT INTERMISSION, not after the show! everyone else is gonna be going to the bathroom or outside to smoke and ur gonna have to fight ur way down to the merch stand but it’s worth it
  • merch prices as i remember them: expensive. A. Ham snapback was 30 bucks. hamiltome sold out fast (i got the last one!) (for fifty dollars). t-shirts range in price from 25 to 40 dollars. cheapest thing is a set of buttons for 15 dollars (worth it imho)
  • stage dooring! not everyone is going to come out! it’s going to take a while! just be patient! if you had done a 2.5 hours nonstop hiphopera u would want to take a breather too.
  • listen to the cops and employees at the stage door and leave when they tell you to, even if who you wanted to see didn’t come out yet
  • just have fun and hydrate before you go and donate to broadway cares on the way out!!!!! it’s kind!!!!

tagged by @rootbeef

1. 5 things you will find in my bag/backpack

  • key fob for my car
  • wallet
  • hella reciepts
  • pack of crayons
  • mini king candy

2. 5 things you will find in my bedroom

  • vhs collection
  • box of dildos
  • empty ice cream tub
  • daredevil poster
  • jumbo mr peabody

3. 5 things I’ve always wanted to do in life

  • own an arcade cabinet
  • own a camaro
  • be an animator
  • have a halloween wedding (??? even tho i dont want to get married idgi)
  • get my nipples pierced

4. 5 things to on my to-do list

  • meet my geef irl
  • find a new job
  • finish a fic
  • get fucking wasted
  • watch the new tmpass season

5. 5 things people may not know about me

  • wear size 7 shoe
  • own too many dildos to live in the state of texas
  • won an award in 5th grade for highest gpa in my school
  • i’ve been wearing the same chuck e cheese token ring for about 3 years straight now
  • i had a jersey shore themed birthday party once
Tony Perry: Sort of Hoping That You'd Stay

Request: Can you write an imagine where you are a normal girl (dont have piercings, tattoos, dyed hair) and you go to warped and catch tony perry’s attention because you are very classy and feminate?

A/N: This is my oldest request in my inbox and you’ve waited long enough, here you go!  ♡

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Okay, so with all these famous snowboarders that everyone looks up to so much (Shaun, Mark, Stale, Sage) what i dont understand is why isnt the talk about this guy. This guy is an inspiration, a hero, a survivor, and overall he is snowboarding. To go through what Kevin went through and still have to fight every day, just to be able to ride and do the things he loved again. Kevin will never be an elite, or even a competitor again, but in my eyes he is still and always will be snowboardings biggest inspiration. I Ride for Kevin.

This is a dreadlock love post. I got turned down from a job today because they told me the only way i could work there is if i brushed them or cut them out because they’re unsanitary. I walked away from the job even though i really need one because i refuse to alter myself to meet anyones shallow needs. Most people dont even know i have them because i can hide them just by putting my hair down but theyre a huge part of my identity. Before my parents let me get my tattoo and my piercing i put in my locks. They remind me NOT to alter myself for others. Putting them in was the first big step toward looking how i want to look. Im sorry for the rant but i just thought it was important.

Break Ups and Make Ups -Nash Grier

I stared at the plain wall across the room from me.  I was sitting on the floor my back against the wall, my head leaning against it, as i tried my hardest to not let my tears fall. My hair was all messy and tangled since i would run my hands through it every five seconds. Silence filled the air, only mine and Nash’s breath was audible. Nash was on the edge of the bed, his elbows on his knees, his head in his hands. I bit my lip knowing that this was over, our relationship of a year and six months was gone. Lately all we would do is fight for the smallest things, and that small fight would turn into a huge arguement, just like the one we had a few minutes ago. i close my eyes, and the fight that had occurred just a few short minutes ago came into mind.

We walked into the hotel room that Nash and i were sharing. He slammed the door and i flinched knowing that another argument was about to happen. “So you wanna tell me what all that bullshit was about back there?” Nash asked taking off his vans. I roll my eyes “I honestly dont know what you’re talking about Nash.”  “Really because that asshole was basically eye fucking you y/n, and you we’re totally okay with it!” “Maybe if my boyfriend showed that he cared a little more about me then we wouldn’t have this problem!” “Please, don’t turn this on me,” nash poked his chest and then pointed his index finger at me “I give you everything y/n, everything you ever wanted, and all you do is complain. ‘Oh you spend too much time with the guys’ ‘babe why are you always with fans’ nash this, nash that. ‘Stop flirting with fans babe, you don’t love me’  I’m sick of it!” Nash yells and it startles me.  “You know i don’t have a fucking problem with your fans, you’re the one that makes me feel insecure because you can’t stop fucking flirting with some of them!!” I yell at him back. “Don’t act like you don’t do the same fucking thing with guys whenever you get a chance, even some of my own best friends for gods sake! Any fucking chance you get you’re always on top of another guy, maybe if you weren’t such a fucking hoe i wouldn’t flirt with as many fans as i do! I’m just getting even y/n.” “Always accusing me,” i chuckle, by now i’m furious, “Because i’m always the one that flirts with others, and is always being a whore.” “You are y/n!” I scoff “You’re unbelievable Nash, this whole this is unbelievable.” i say in a low voice. “What that you’re a hoe or that you’re a hoe?” Nash raises an eyebrow. I roll my eyes at his stupidity “The fact that we argue this much Nash that’s what’s fucking unbelievable. That fact that i don’t know what to feel about us about this relationship!”

I feel a tear slide down my cheek, and a knot forms in my throat.  I look at Nash, “I can’t anymore” i struggle to get out. Nash lifts his head up, his piercing blue eyes staring into mine. I shake my head and run my fingers through my hair once again, “I can’t Nash, the arguing over stupid shit, the name callings, this isn’t us.” “What are you saying y/n?” I get up and pick up my bag and jacket. “I’m saying that i can’t keep going on like this anymore Nash. I dont  know if you love me or not, we argue at least every other day, and even when it seems like we are having a good day we still find something the argue about.“ "I love you baby and I’m so sorry” nash says getting up and his figure begins to walk towards me. I shake my head  and place a hand in front of me “Don’t Nash, please don’t make this harder that it has to be, you know that we can’t keep going on like this we are just hurting eachother.” “I love you y/n.” Tears escape my eyes “I love you too Nash, but this is the best and you know.” Without another word I walk towards the door, not looking back. My heart broke with every step I took further away from Nash. I love him To much but I knew that I had to do this. The relationship was toxic.

2 months later

It’s been a hard 2 months and in all honesty I don’t know how I’ve survived and lived through them. I have an empty feeling in me, I haven’t felt happy since I left Nash and the smile I wear on my face is fake. I barely eat anymore, without him i’m not me. I huffed as I stood up from my bed. Mahogany and I were going to hang out today and the only reason I decided to go was because I knew that I can’t just stay home and not live. Even if I feel empty and alone, I know I need to have some sort of social life and not cut out all my friends. I grab some jeans and a tank top, i wear a flannel over my tank top and put my vans on.

I hopped onto my car and met Mahogany at the mall. I meet her in the food court. She smiles once she sees my, I smile but then I notice Cameron with her. My smile sort of fades. “I hope you don’t mind Cam being here,” Mahogany says once I reach the both of them. “Not at all,” I say hugging both of them. Of course that was sort of a lie. I didn’t have a problem with Cam, except that he was my ex’s best friend and I can feel the tension already. I want to ask him how nash is doing, if he’s happy with out me or if he’s having a hard time coping through this like me. Even if we did fight a lot, I loved nash so much, and i knew that he loved me too. He showed me his love in every way, shape and form. Mahogany, Cam and i walked around the mall, going in to a store whenever we would see something we liked. Finally we decided to have lunch back in the food court. Mahogany and Cam just stopped their conversation as soon as i reached the table. I gave the both a weird look but brushed it off.

“So y/n, you wanna go back with us and hang out?” Mahogany asked. “I don’t know…” I would love to see everyone again but i don’t want to run into Nash. “Nash won’t be there if you’re worried about that,” Cam said “He’s back home with his family.” I still give them a questioning look “Oh come on y/n, it’ll be just like old times. We will all just hang out and have a good time,” Mahogany stated. “Okay fine,” i say giving in. I did miss all the guys and i missed the old times. I haven’t seen any of them since Nash and i split. We finished our food and we headed back to Cam’s house where most of the guys were hanging out. I walked in behind Cam, and Mahogany behind me. As soon as i walked in I heard the laugh that was extremely familiar to me. My heart stopped and i gave Cameron and Mahogany a death glare. “You said he was back home visiting his family” i say to Cameron. I turn on my heels, ready to go back home when i fell someone hold me back. “Not so fast.” “You’re going to stay and you are going to enjoy your time.” Mahogany says. I roll my eyes in annoyance, and continue on following Cameron into the living room.  “Y/n,” shock was all over Nash’s face. I gave him a small smile and i waved to all the guys before taking a seat on the couch.

Nash didnt say much after just saying my name. This whole thing was just a bad idea, i don’t know why Mahogany and Cam ever even brought me here in the first place. The whole time you could feel the awkward tension between me and nash, and i knew everyone else felt it too. I was basically in my phone the whole time, the only time i wasn’t was when one of the guys would create a small conversation with me. And even then it was just how i was doing, and how i’ve been. I felt the couch sink next to me. I didn’t mind looking up from my phone knowing that maybe it was just Matt, or one of the Jacks. “How have you been?” The voice i knew oh so very well said. I looked up and into the piercing blue eyes that mesmerized me every single time. “I’ve been better,” i reply honestly. “Listen can we talk?” Nash asks me and i give him a look “We are talking.” “I mean in private y/n.” I nod my head and he gets up, i follow his lead and we head to his room. Nash closes the door, and i just stand awkwardly in the middle of his room. I look around, nothing has changed in these two months. The same mess, his bed unmade, everything the same. “You can sit on my bed.” I sit on the edge of the bed and nash sits next to me. His head down, and i just stare straight ahead.

Nash breaks the silence “I’ve missed you y/n.” I look over to him and he’s looking at me, he puts a strand of my hair behind my ear. I close my eyes as he keeps his hand on my cheek caressing it. “I’ve been a mess these past months y/n. I don’t know how i’ve survived without you, the first weeks i didn’t want to get out of bed, or eat, or even go out and do the meet and greets. I hated myself for putting you through the pain i put you through with all those fights. For calling you all those names that i didn’t mean at all,” he stared right into my eyes “You’re my everything y/n. I loved you, i still love you, i’m in love with you. And these past months that we’ve been apart i’ve been a mess, it has been hell for me. I can’t live without you, i feel dead, empty, alone without you y/n. I love you.” I close my eyes, so these months have been hell for him too. “I love you to Nash.” He leans in but i lean away, he gives me a questioning look. “Nash we can’t just go back to where we were, there was so much wrong with us, we fought every day.” “Then let’s take this slow, we can take it as slow as you want to y/n” Nash says. He begins to lean in again this time i don’t move away, His soft lips on mine, and it was almost as if i had forgotten how his lips felt on mine. I felt so much in the kiss, a real smile formed on my face as we pulled away. “I love you so much babygirl.” “I love you to Nash.”

Nash and i walk back to the living room hand in hand, a smile on both of our faces. “About damn time” everyone yells as us. “Finally! That awkward tension was just driving me insane,” Johnson said and everyone agreed. “Now you’ll have to deal with this” nash said leaning towards me and giving me a kiss making everyone scream “get a room.” I just chuckled along with nash, a real smile on both of our faces.