dont blame me its you! you are too beautiful and awesome

I was wondering if any [past or present] Jonerys, Pro-Daenerys fans like myself feel this way.....?

Firstly Id say please be nice i just enjoy analyzing the shit out of fandoms I like, (im a history/polysci major ((with an emphasis on Peace Justice and & Conflict Studies)) all i do is analyze and try to be diplomatic lmao) but considering all they petty drama between both ships as well as pro/anti Daenerys stans ON BOTH SIDES I’m going to be “That Person” and at least ask for people to be respectful/civil, I want to hear from everyone and their metas/what they think which is why i tagged like, all the tags, no matter if you love her/the ship or cant stand it, as long as everyone can keep civil

So firstly I’ve loved Dany both books and show from the beginning. She’s gorgeous, wants to be the best person she can be, and her hair/fashion style game is always ON POINT.  That being said, somewhere around season 5 i think i’ve found my opinion on her cooling a little bit, ep after ep, till now. Like I still like her bc she was my first character love on the show but I’ve def soured in my opinion on her. Maybe it’s because I love learning about the subject that im more baised (im hoping thats the case) but she just seemed to have no interest in actual governance, just the reputation (esp of being the ‘rebel queen’)/the awe/the power/the thrill of the adoration that went along with it to the point where I feel like though she still wants to be a ‘good queen’ or at least wants to be seen that way, she doesnt want to do much work for the title. Like yeah she freed all the slaves and that was a def progressive and awesome move on her part (major props! slavery is sin and im glad someone recognized that who had the power to do something about it) but she didnt handle that aftermath or ensuing problems well at all nor really mulled heavily on the subject to find the best solution. She just got fustrated with pretty basic/common (albeit complex in themselves) issues of standard governance and kind of went agh! fuck this! (obv not actual quotes but that was the vibe I got). And then ESPECIALLY after season 7 her character has kind of nagged at me in the back of brain which i hate but its inherent like its just a feeling i cant help it?? I just dont know why to be honest that Im feeling so negative towards this character i used to love.  The whole ‘ bEnD thE knEe ‘ thing w/ Jon and yet pinning it on Jon’s pride not equally on his and her own was more than a little hypocritical, when hon they can discuss it later like at that point they have two common enemies the WW and Cersei they both want to do away with, and then again with the Bend the Knee or Die bit w/ the Lannister soldiers. In fact the whole sequence before that point felt kind of villinous I dearsay, I mean  deliberately burning the harvest that most of westeros needs for the winter or even strategically not willing to try, and well, nOOt intentionally burn the food considering its winter, the harvest is over (so likely not much is gonna grow in the time being) when she has a G I A N T ass army of her own to think of feeding???? Like i get it is war shit happens soldiers die but the F O O D ? Was that an impuslive in the moment mistake or did she just not give a fuck? And back to the aftermath scene/Bend the Knee 2.0, her speech was again quite hypocritical…and burning dickon?????? not willing to keep prisoners???? either bend or die??? I actually am glad she did away with Papa Tarly bc he was an awful human, but dickon????? a young idealistic man about to loose his father??? the heir to a major ally/house???? And honestly that bend or die strategy is soooooo dumb bc now she cant trust any of them like theyre only bending the knee out of self preservation homie, no one wants to die. they bend  the knee to survive and now they all of the sudden think youre their queen? Nah fam, prisoners were better, all you got are spies in your camps or people willing to backstab you at the smallest promise of coin. And i dont want that for my girl

IDK the whole “im gonna BREAK THE WHEEL,,,,,,,,yet im stating my claim mainly on my housename (aka the predominant force of said wheel for a literal dynasty) and the fact that i can scare people who otherwise are unconvinced bc lets be real westeros has had a bad run of rulers a lot of which were Targs in the past couple decades, into submission bc ill burn you otherwise???” doesnt sit well with me nor does it feel like the character ive been rooting for the past five-ish seasons. She just doesnt seem to put into effort on understanding Westeros, why things go wrong, being self-critical or sharing the blame,thinking on what a “good” ruler would do…. anyone else feeling this way and if so do you think this is just shitty writing? D&D butchering her character? or a new arc for her? perhaps the way shes always been? She just seems like a tantruming child bratty and entitled idk (a beautiful child but still) 

As for jonerys…… im not gonna go into it much but how are other shippers happy????????? I honestly dont understand. I was SO looking forward to this season/this ship. like so much! But it felt so forced? And i know a lot of people claim its cause its rushed but tbh we’ve had a lot of romances in a similar time frame that felt like A C T U A L romances…..even Talisa/Robb who the Northerners will prob compare any of this too were so much better. THIS WAS MY EPIC SHIP DUDE. I feel the dany side of things (took a while but theres def heart eyes) and yet Jon???? He felt hollow. Still does even after sex. Im so disapointed but more than that I cant see the romance or the chemistry. He looks constipated. Hes never smiled like with his teeth around her the way hes done w others he cares deepily about (ygritte, toramund, sansa, even fkin gendry in the first scene they had together). He never reveals anything about himself. And between the “my queen” ep (and remember he was look warm when discussing her to toramund throughout it) and the previous the only thing that changed was that he saw the actual difference dragons made against WW. You could argue she saved them all too but that doesnt make you fall in love w someone out of the blue and also people have saved his ass before and??? Sansa w the vale anyone??? (Not an argument for jonsa js its happened) (though ill admit ive transitioned to loathing jonerys and loving jonsa more as a potential couple in the space of seven eps where if you asked me I wouldve been like PSH u cray. I never thought it would happen in a mill years but D&D ruined my ship and here i am! Shipping aside tho since its best too look at these things as neutral as possible).  Anyways the sigh of his after she left and when he pretended to be asleep…. idk. The only scene that felt genuine and where Jon smiled and it didnt look like a full on grimace and they actually kinda joked around was really nice and at the pit at the finale and if they do a LOT more of basic romance stuff like that I could ship it again but. It was followed by boatsex and boy. 

I was hoping boatsex might rekindle my like for the two together. I could see the chemistry the passion. I was hoping the passion would overwhelm me and make up for the rest. But instead……like there was no foreplay, it lasted 2 seconds, and it was overplayed by brans voice and a reminder of future conflict or at the very least major angst b/w the two. i didnt see the parallel between regear and lyanna playing alongside their scene as anything romantic or that it should be taken as such. and the look they shared…. I was hoping jon would bring it bc Dany’s look in her eyes is like soooo smitten and adorable and say what you will I still have a space in my heart for her and still dont want her to suffer, but again Jon looks like oh shit/constipated. And not in a good oh shit way either. 

There is a bunch more too but Imma stop there bc Im just tired at this point. 

So many things were just….off this season. And it cant all be blamed on the “rushed” time frame. I’ve read the undercover lover theory and hon it makes the most sense (not perfect sense but still, more than what we’ve been poorly spoon fed) but im not willing to believe it just yet. Still, maybe D&D are just butchering a lot of things like making the romance believable and stuff for the sake of time that could be true i guess. But they like to go AHA GOT U so 

Idk I dont find a lot of meta in the jonerys tag bc honestly (((((i think its bc the tag and ship are more popular and theirs more people both good and bad)))) it doesnt seem like snowballing theories is something all fans take really well in the tag at all. But whatever. I really want to know, is there any meta or theories im missing to either validate the icky feeling Im haveing about D or her “romance” or on the flipside anything that might make me change my mind about it? Theories, meta people!

I just want to reiderate im not trying to hate on anyone or any point of view and I will flag any comment anti one ship or person or another if its plain hateful or rude. I just want to understand it and see what Im missing, esp because of how much I was looking forward to her arc and jonerys’ dynamic and how much the words “falling short” dont seem to cover it. And to see if im not the only one to either have critique on the ship or her character [or even actually change ships]

Also i apologize for how much ive said “IDK” i just….. I DONT KNOW 

My Brother's Best Friend (Andy Biersack Imagine)

{Requested by the lovely greendayschool :3}

You and your brother Jake were just kicking back and hanging out. Jake just got back from tour two days ago, you were happy to see your brother again, but you were even happier to see Andy again. Secretly you had a huge crush on Andy, but of course since your brother was pretty much over protective with you and boys, you couldnt possibly tell Jake. Ever since you can remember, even when you were in elementary school and boys would be around you, Jake would always scare them off. He acted more like a father than a brother, sometimes you liked it, but sometimes you hated it.

Jake was being annoying in his guitar when you watching t.v. “Dude shut up!” You yelled. Jake just looked at you for few seconds then smerked turning up the volume on his speaker playing his guitar again. “Jake!!” You shouted, but he couldnt hear you over the loud guitar. You grabbed a couch pillow and threw it at his face, he dropped the guitar and crushed your face with the couch pillow, “Hmmm!!!” You mumbled under the pillow. Even though the two of you were basically adults now, you still acted like little kids with each other. Jake didnt get off of you until you punched him in the stomach, “Ow! You bitch!…” he said breathless. “Dont fuckin mess with me.” You striked with an evil smile.

The two of you heard the doorbell ring, “You’ll get it.” You tell your brother. He just shook his head, standing up, “I taught you that, dont use that shit against me.” He said poiting at you and opening the door. You felt your face turn a deep red when you saw the blue eyed angel standing at your doorstep. “Shit…” you whispered to yourself. The good thing was that you were already dressed up. “Hey man come in.” Jake greeted him. As Andy stepped in you were the first thing his beautiful blue eyes noticed. “Hey (Y/N).” He greeted you with a huge smile. You stood up and hugged him, the scent that was on him was so manly and sexy, you could smell him forever, it was also a little bit of a turn on for you. As he leaned away his blue eyes sparkled in the sunlight, you were even beginning to question if he was even human.

“What brings you here dude? I thought you were gonna sleep in today.” Jake said. “Nah, Im not tired after all, so I thought I just stop by and kick back with you guys.” He says sitting down on the couch. “Well..hate to say it but you picked a bad time to come over dude, Im heading over to Jinxx’s place he said he wanted to work on some notes for some lyrics.” Jake notifies him. “Thats cool I’ll just hang out with (Y/N).” He says putting his arm around you and hugging you. You blushed again and couldnt say anything but just giggle. Jake didnt take it as flirting or anything so he approved and left the house. Your heart was beating fast, it was just you and Andy…alone..under the same roof. You didnt know what to say to him, usually you were very shy around him.

“So whats up cutie?” He asks and your eyes widen a little, he never called you that before. “Uh..not much just same old same old.” You replied. He gazed at you for a moment, “Wow..theres something different about you.” He says. “I dont know if its because Ive been away for a while look.. better than before.” He complimented. You tried to hold back your smile but you just couldnt. “Thank you..” were the only words that came out of you. Another moment of awkward silence filled the room, you hated yourself for not being able to just talk to the guy. It wasnt like he was going to bite you or something..but secretly you wanted him to..on your bottom lip. Andy seemed like he wanted to tell you something but was also holding back. He kept glancing at you from time to time. “Something wrong?” You finally managed to ask.

“(Y/N)..I actually came over for you, I already knew that Jake was leaving somewhere else.” He confessed. Your heart felt like it was about to come out of your chest now..even your vision was starting to become blurry. “” You muttered. Andy scooched closer to you making you feel even more nervous, his face only inches away from yours, “(Y/N)..I really like you…Ive been liking you for a long time now…youre an amazing girl, youre sweet and so caring, and I think its very adorable when youre shy around me.” He softly says, his oh so deep voice alluring and sexy. He bit his bottom lip when he looked at yours. “Wow….I dont know what to say…” you replied almost whispering. “Please say you feel the same way…” he begged. You slolwy started to smile and started to crazy his seductive and soft lips. “I really like you too Andy…” you whispered. His face lit up and was filled with so much happiness, “The be mine baby..” he whispered back and slowly leaned in to kiss those lips he had been craving for such a long time.

Your lips connected with each other, moving and mingling so softly and slowly, the taste of his lips was your paradise, it was your heaven. It was like both of your lips were glued together, you couldnt seperate them. Almost as if they had a mind of their own. Even if you tried to lean away Andy would pull you back in. Your eyes widend when Andy started including his tounge. You loved the feeling of it, you loved his touch and his taste. Both of you just went on and on kissing not even realizing that Jake was standing right behind the couch, thats how much time went by. Jake leaned in his face a little closer and just shouted one word, “SUPP!!!”

The two of you flinched and leaned away. “Jake!!” You shouted. “Well well well Im away for just a little amount of time and I come home to find this, my best friend and my little sister sucking each other’s faces holy cheese!” Jake yelled very shocked and outraged. “Listen dont blame (Y/N) it was my fault, I was the one who leaned in to kiss her.” Said Andy. Jake shakes his head, “I knew it, I shouldve known you had the hots for my sister as soon as I started noticing that way you looked at her.” He said. “Jake please dont-” Jake raised a hand cutting you off, “Dont talk (Y/N), a have a few words for mr.biersack here.” He says getting closer, you were so scared you thought he was going to punch him. “What the hell took you so long?” Jake asked Andy. “Wait what?” Andy said surprised. “Dude..Ive known you for a long ass time, I know you well enough to see that youre a great guy. I wouldnt want my sister dating any other person.” He tells him.

You become so relieved and happy to see that finally your big brother approved of someone for you. “You are awesome man.” Andy said and Jake pulled him into a hug, seeing that really made you feel fuzzy inside. As they were hugging Jake gave him a little warning. “Just one thing, if you ever hurt her I will beat you up and shove my guitar up your ass got it?” He said. Andy laughed a little and nodded.
“Yeah man…I got it.”

(Big brothers.. -___-)

Are There Lesbians? Yes

What Happens?
Four women bust ghosts and save the world in a reboot of the original movie.

The Verdict:
So I get that Ghostbusters is a pretty hot topic right about now and that everyone and their aunt has done a review or discussion piece or whatever, but I can’t even consider not jumping on board that train because it is gaining traction and with good reason. Ghostbusters is truly awesome, and I must do everything in my power to convince as many people as possible to see it. I almost wish I was kidding when I say that pretty much every conversation I have these days goes thusly:

Me: *breathes in and points aggressively at friend* GO -
Friend: see Ghostbusters? We get it its awesome, please stop turning up at my house in the middle of the night, how did you even get in here?

Why am I so evangelistic about this movie? Because there are so few movies with a majority female cast that isn’t about “female problems”, because I genuinely love it, because it’s important to create revenue for the things we want so that producers can see that there is a need for this type of thing, and mostly because I want that damn sequel which is hinted at in the post credits scene. Yes there’s a post credits scene so DONT YOU DARE LEAVE THE CINEMA TIL THE CREDITS ARE OVER.

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