dont act like you dont know me

Boi if you dont stop

So literally this happened..

i literally felt like hitting her…

So i tweeted to her a few TY and NCT DERPS..

literally these..

ok forget her..


But this girl named c- urchin.. is literally an Urchin…

so i tweeted her the same ty derp..

she retweeted me “oh, no am so sacred he will hang me upside down..”

sorry i dont have any proofs now cause she blocked me. but here is my tweet to her tweet..

i wrote :

“Stop acting bish you very poor at it.”

and then i was gonna send her a new one when she blocked me..

and to that girl who literally said abt the scammer thing..

LIKE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH BUT STILL GOT THE NEED TO OPEN YOUR MOUTH SO BIG THAT EVEN ELEPHANTS CAN TAKE SHELTER!!!

STOP IT!

STOP JUDGING PEOPLE FROM THEIR COVER.. YOU WONT KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH!!

YOU SAY THINGS ABOUT TAEYONG.. BUT DO YOU EVEN THINK FOR ONCE WHAT HE HAS BEEN THROUGH??? HE WAS ACCUSED OF BEING A SCAMMER, “SCAMMER” . EVEN WHEN THERE ARE NO EVIDENCE ABOUT IT! BUT YOU GUYS STILL CHOOSE TO BASH HIM JUST BECAUSE HE HAS A LOT TO BARE. STOP BASHING HIM JUST FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!! HE IS A HUMAN.. HE BREAKS WHEN HE FALLS.. HE CANT BE PERFECT.. NO ONE CAN BE..

BEFORE BASHING, PLS THINK ABOUT IT ONCE..

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF OTHERS SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT YOUR LOVED ONES?

WOULD YOU LAUGH??? IF YES.. THEN PLEASE.. YOU CAN CONVINCE YOURSELF FOR ONCE.. BUT NOT FOREVER.. YOU CANT CONVINCE THE WORLD… GROW UP!! THIS IS “WORLD” THE “REALITY” THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK…AND BEFORE ITS TOO LATE…#STOP_HATING

Its so fucked up how fat people even MENTION other people accepting us people ALWAYS come out of the woodworks with some

“Well beauty is in the eye of the beholder!” “You cant make people find you attractive!”

Like yall make the BIGGEST fucking reaches to tell us that we arent ALLOWED to be accepted and loved and cared for.

And no, just cause you say you care for our health and that were “dying” and “killing yourselves” and talk about all these health conditions that yall dont even KNOW we have. Yall love to fucking run your mouths about shit yall dont fucking know about

You’re not ME you’re not my fucking doctor you dont fucking know me or my health history! Stop talking like you know shit!

And then there are those who act like wanting to fuck us is a compliment when its NOT. We are not your fucking fetish we are not objects to sexualize and fuck. We are real fucking people with real feelings. Go to hell

And then the bitches who flat out say disgusting awful cruel shit about us. Theyre the big bullies who pick on people because theyre sad about their own lives

No matter what happens, fat people are CONSTANTLY dehuminized. Were not allowed to be human because we’re fat. Were not allowed tonbe happy and free and love ourselves and our lives nevause we’re fat.

We deal with bullshit from our friends and families and even fucking strangers! I had a woman come up to me while i was at a diner with my mom and whe literally said to my face “you need to lose some weight” a stranger! Who i never seen again! How is that okay!

People don’t care about the effects. They dont care if we develop eating disorders, have depression, low self esteem. They don’t care because well, they hate us, and want to dictate how we live our lives because dont like the space we take up

But well, were here, and we will always be here. If you dont like it, look the other way or you can kiss my FAT puerto rican ass

Don’t Recall - K.A.R.D English lyrics

Get off me, get away from me
I hate it coz its dirty
don’t touch me 

I dont know you anymore
You act like you don’t know me no more

You look at me like you know everything
I don’t want this feeling

Don’t look at me like that
Don’t push me away no more
I gave you all my love love
All of my Love love
Never want to let you go

Don’t look at me like that
Don’t come any closer
You need to let it go go
Leave me Alone lone

Never want to turn it round

Don’t recall when we were good together
Haunts me like a ghost
Like there will be no tomorrow
Moments of heart pound No No No no No
Don’t mean a thing any more
Stop, I don’t recall.

Don’t mean a thing anymore
Stop, I don’t recall.

Loneliness lingers on my skin
Gives me the shudder so cold
Blame it on our neglect
Decal uh comania my price to pay
For all my stupidity of the past
Tangled like a ball of thread, pointless
Living in the fading memory, miserable
I hope that you hear me, My monologue
(I Hope that)
Not for a show. It’s only true

Don’t look at me like that
Don’t come any closer
You need to let it go go
leave me alone lone
Never want to turn it round

Don’t look at me like that
Don’t push me away further
I gave you all my love love
All of my love love
Never wanna let you go

Don’t recall when we were good together
Haunts me like a ghost
Like there will be no tomorrow
Moments of heartpounds No No No no No
Don’t mean a thing no more
Stop, I don’t recall

Don’t mean a thing no more
Stop, I don’t recall

You don’t mean it
I know know know
Know know know
(I don’t recall)
Say you don’t mean those worlds
Baby I can’t let you go
(Just let me go now)
Can’t let you go
no no no no
(No No no no)

Dont mean a thing no more
Stop, I don’t recall

Wentworth Miller: Recently, I did a Q&A at a college campus… the only thing they wanted to talk about was Prison Break. And everyone in the room was 17, 18 years old, so they were just coming to it. For them, the show is present tense. And that hammered home for me that, because of technology and social media, this stuff has a second life.’

What are you looking to do next?

Dominic Purcell: We want to work together again. We want to come up with a TV concept [where] we can work together. If we can come up with something brilliant, we’ll make it happen.

Wentworth Miller: I’m looking to do a bit of both. Maybe I’m working on a show as an actor and I’m writing the odd episode. I’ve had the experience of working in Hollywood as a feature film writer. Unfortunately, I did not encounter a lot of respect there, but in TV, the writer is king. That’s the fountainhead, that’s the source.

DP: And I’ve said to Wentworth, “You’re a fucking brilliant writer, so why not be the executive producer, the guy that writes the fucking pilot, and the guy that chooses to act in five episodes rather than 15?” We’re also exploring the possibility of doing a Prison Break reunion, end of chapter or whatever it is.

WM: A hidden chapter, a limited series, something. That model of [24: Live Another Day] and either flash back, like, This is what you didn’t see, or Where are they now? in a reunion set-up.

What excites you about the idea of playing these men again?

DP: Just to discover what’s happened to them, how far they’ve journeyed. I don’t see it being another series; I see it being a standalone movie or a miniseries. But, again, I want to work with Wentworth on something completely separate from all that and make that work.

WM: I’m also excited by the possibility, or the potential of going back and taking a look at Michael Scofield as a man who is now 43, as opposed to when I was starting out at 33, because I will come at it from a different angle. I have a different set of skills and experiences to bring to the table.


Is a reunion movie something you’re exploring in a legitimate way with Fox or is it just an idea for now?

DP: Legitimate.

WM: We were shooting the breeze on set of The Flash and having a good time being back together and reminiscing and out of that came this, “Wouldn’t it be cool…” The wheels are in motion, but things take time.

DP: That’s the other thing about Prison Break: It never stops. That’s the thing about new media. It’s like we have a new generation of Prison Break fans, thanks to Netflix.

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Ive told myself Ive moved on, past the silly daydreams and the butterflys and past holding on to my phone in case you called. i dont love you anymore.
Im tired of brushing tears out of my hair and washing your scent out of my clothes with the strongest soap I could get my shaky hands on.
Im over that stupid song you used to play in the car when you picked me up. I want to break the radio when I hear it. I tore everything that had to do with you so tell me how am i still thinking of you. You act like you dont even know me anymore, tell me why is it so hard to forget you?
—  S.M // Tell me what you did to forget me so i can forget you

anonymous asked:

Could a borderline be a quiet person? Like, I do have impulses but my anxiety doesnt let me act on them. And when it comes to strong emotions I dont express them openly, I'm a closed off person you could say. Basically nothing in my personality adds up and I dont know who am I and what to do anymore.

yes! this is referred to as a quiet borderline. here is someone’s experience with it that you may be able to identify with/find helpful.

agardenintheshire  asked:

top 5 lost gals & if it's not too broad star trek? i don't remember which ones u watched rip

thank you!! for the record, i’ve watched TOS, TNG, voyager and we started watching DS9 literally yesterday. coincidentally on women’s day!

top five lost ladies (i love all the lost ladies, they’re such a great cast of women and i’m terrible at picking a fave, so nobody take this as a Solid Fact)

  1. kate
  2. claire
  3. ana lucia
  4. charlotte
  5. danielle

and sun and alex and shannon and… this list and the order mean nothing really except, I LOVE THE WOMEN OF LOST aaahhhhh

top fives trek ladies

  1. seven
  2. janeway
  3. b’elanna
  4. i love beverly and deanna equally
  5. jaylah (maybe)

anonymous asked:

its so funny to me when aphobes want people to stop identifying as ace like. sorry random internet person i have never talked to before, i dont know why you act so high and mighty but im not gonna change the way i am bc you dont like it. its even funnier when they then send more hate like. why do u care i dont know u u dont know me just fucking block me and move on. jeez.

like, they have no control over our identities? and it’s super rude to force someone to an identity they aren’t comforable with? like i ain’t gonna stop just bc someone i don’t know tries to tell me about my own person. I know more about myself then anyone else does? are you* me? no? then frick off??

-mod stark

*you as in the person, not u anon

OKAY THAT GIRL WITH THE GREEN HAIR AT LAX I DONT KNOW WHO THE FUVK YOU ARE BUT SHOUTING “DONT TOUCH ME BITCH” AT THE SECURITY AND MANAGER AND PUSHING THE SECURITY AND KNOCKING ON SHINEES CAR WINDOW IS FUCKING GROSS

istg if i see her at the concert im gonna rage because how fucking dare she act like that how dare she call herself a shawol

did i make some mistakes along the way with self diagnosis? yes!

at first i thought it was ADHD, DID or OCD. when it was actually GAD

but lets not act like medical professionals dont misdiagnose all of the damn time???

my therapist literally diagnosed me with agoraphobia by pulling out this book and having me read a page about it. and then she asked me “does that sound like you???”. she never told me “yeah you have this no doubt about it dont argue with me cause i know you better than you know yourself” like anti-DXers think therapists are supposed to do or something

so please lets stop acting like medical professionals are magic genies who know everything about everyones mental state

you know what tumblr fandoms should consider more?

lesbians

there needs to be more lesbians 

anonymous asked:

why you leave the fandom?

eh, the fandom in general is getting on my nerves, and i dont really agree with or sanction the whole “kin” thing which like 70% of the fandom is, and it annoys me to no end. i dont trust myself to snap and call someone out when theyre acting like a fool and start a shit ton of personal drama.

i used to be able to bear it more since i had friends i could complain to in the fandom, but those friends either are those mutuals i nod to every once in a while, or i know theyre whiny piss babies i dont want to associate with anymore because im two seconds away from biting their head off.

tldr ; this fandom is a mine field covered in laser trip wires and im tired of sneaking past them

too often, i wonder what she thinks of me. when she holds my hand, she tells me not how soft i feel but how my scars feel like stories embedded in my skin. she traces over them repeatedly, as if she’s trying to memorize them. she spends hours braiding my hair, locking soft flowers into the twists and tells me how often i remind her of a forgotten goddess, not quite dead but still humming in the earth. 

i dont know why my insecurity takes me hostage sometimes. i dont mean to act so helpless. it is not like me to continue losing battles within myself. but when she reaches out and kisses me, i can feel her saying i’ll save you. over and over again, i’ll save you.

the weird thing is, i think these new petsites dont understand that social media support is vital during the first few months & life of their site. i wouldn’t’ve found fr, fv, aywas, lioden, ch OR neopets if it wasn’t for social media, and i wouldn’t’ve stayed if i didnt find friends through social media who played them.

if you’re overpolicing your site people will go back to their social media and talk about it there - where they can freely do so without your interruption. then the folks who would otherwise join through social media get a bad first impression from people complaining in the tags and bugger off before they even try your site. thats how the stranglehold of obscurity digs in.

and it all starts from unprofessional or unnecessary moderation. it all starts and ends with the creator and how they handle their users on-site, and it can stop without mods digging their hands into people’s personal social media too. people are not required to use your site, they may even use it if it isnt very fun, but moderators have the incredible power of impedement. Users dont like being impeded, if they’re stopped and dont have an investment to stick around, they’re gone! impede enough people or the wrong people, and you’ve lost your playerbase - and thus, your site.

like no joke, moderation breaks or makes sites.

anonymous asked:

Oh so that post made u feel bad about being white wow congrats now u finally know what minorities feel like when they experience direct and indirect discrimination every day

You’re saying it as if ive been rude to other races/ ethnicities. Where in the world have I discriminated other races/ ethnicities? Where have I said something rude or disrespectful towards other races/ethnicities? Where have I acted in such a way that it would give you a reason to attack me with this attitude? I guess you haven’t read my responses to prevous anons otherwise you wouldn’t have chosen these words. Heads up: what i’m about to say is not a way for me to ignore the existing problem of racism/xenophobia towards people of colour, but to show you you’ve misunderstood my situation. I do know what it feels like to be discriminated. I’m from the balkans, more specifically Bulgaria. Do you know how westerners, WHITE westerns look at us? Like we’re garbage, like we’re savages, some sort of cave men without manners and education. Here’s an example: a girl goes studying in the UK and during one of her classes, (mind you the room is full) her teacher notices her name and asks her where she’s from. She says she’s from Bulgaria and then he bombards her with questions like ‘do you have books there?’ ‘Do you have electricity?’ 'Do you have literacy?’ in a very rude manner. That’s just one example amongst many other cases of people around the world being discriminating towards people from this part of europe. Again, I’m not blind. I do know how the world is, I know there’s a serious problem with xenophobia and racism everywhere, you just have to get a reality check and realize not every “white ass” you see is the typical (usually from the US) pretentious butt hurt person. I DO KNOW what it feels like (not for this reason with the post), I just shared my opinion because I saw no one had said anything about it. It’s a meme, okay, now I know it’s a meme, I’ll let it go. But I most definitely do not like the way you came at me thinking you knew my situation.

im Tired im tired im tired im tired im hurt and im tired and im some awful human apparently so that’s fun. that’s cool. i get that i can get pissy and complain too much but goddammit ive earned the right to complain. i dont think everything was awful and i dont think youre a bad guy you just were kind of an uncaring dickhead to me and you use everyone around you as a safety net to avoid your problems. it’s lame. im sorry that you have to actually face criticism and be held accountable for a change but like. be better. youre better than this and you know it so grow up and act better. depression and anxiety are explanations for behavior but not excuses. youre better than this and i know that cause i know you so be the person you can be instead of hiding away from everyone and just trying to bury your fuck ups before anyone catches on.

I. I know our star died along time ago but I still act like that look on your eyes you gave only to me.

II. Did you hear the sound of thunders against my skin, when I notice that I am only pretending that it is still love.

III. It started when I stop listening to your song that’s when I know everything went wrong.

IV. You’re a dream and recently I woke up tired. Your name sound better than daydream but lately it’s all nightmare.

V. Doubt is a foe of love and she seems to fit you better than I do.

VI. Nothing felt safe anymore and when I’m with you I half wanted to stay, half wanted to leave. Afraid that you’ll leave me first.

—  owlandowly // afraid