don't-really-want-you-back-anymore

anonymous asked:

Hi! It's seven minutes past midnight and I just read through your entire "my writing" tag for PJO and Haikyuu!!, and I hope you know that I have absolutely no regrets. I really liked the high school AUs with punk Nico and soccer player Will and the paranormal AU was fantastic and the AU with the Festival of Lightsp made me so happy and then the future AU where Nico came back to CHB but Will was in med school honestly just made me want to cry (in a good way though), so thank you! Have a nice day!

Thank you so much! That’s incredibly kind of you to say, and I’m so honored that you devoted your time to working your way through my writing tag!

Also this ask made me realize that holy shit I write a lot of AUs my guy

I really wish I could make all these really accurate text posts and have people relate to me. I wish I could relate but it is hard and I want to go back to sleep. I don’t even know if these are my thoughts in my head anymore or if they’ve been stolen from someone else. I don’t know who I am and I’m scared because as it seems right now, not even my thoughts are mine

I really, REALLY do not want to go back to work tomorrow.

Can we please keep all the trains shut down for another day or two? I mean, look at all that snow, DC. It is so much snow. There’s definitely no way you can handle all of that and return to normal operations. Let’s just take another day to dig out. Pretty please?

i don’t want to sleep

I’m really very down right now and I don’t know why. Normally I can do a few things and pick myself back up but it seems like, since about November, I just don’t have the ability to be as content with things as I was before. My normally floofy hair has gone limp, which makes me sad. 

All I want to do anymore is…nothing. I don’t want to sleep. I activly avoiding sleeping, for no reason. I have stayed up all night three times in the last week simply because I didn’t want to go to sleep. It isn’t that I’m not tired or that I can’t sleep, because I can lay down and fall asleep with ease, but I don’t want to. Then, when it’s time for me to wake up, I don’t want to do that and put it off until the last possible second.

Its such a strange thing for me. I love to sleep. It’s not even that I’m overdoing anything. I’ll go to bed and just lay there with my eyes open so that I don’t fall asleep. I don’t know. Eventually I realize I’ll never pass my classes if I can’t at least vaguely focus, because I have never been really good at focusing in class, so I go to sleep and get at least four hours. Normally I get a normal night of like seven or eight though. It’s just really annoying me. I have found that if I shower, I’m more open to going to sleep, so I’ve switch to night showers, but it’s still a problem.