don't wait

If someone leaves, let them.
Don’t put up a fight.
Don’t make promises of change.
Let them go.

If you leave, expect nothing from them.
Don’t hope they’ll ask you to stay.
Don’t wait for them to change.
Keep walking.

phan coming out headcanon!

So I had this idea when Joey Graceffa came out with his music video but I never posted it so I thought I would post it here to celebrate 500 followers! :)

Imagine one day Dan announces he’s finally going to upload a video of him playing the piano. Finally, the day comes, and he uploads the video. Weirdly, when he tweets to announce the video, he says “the video you have all been waiting for (and in more ways than one 😉 )”. Also strange, Phil retweets the tweet. 

The video is titled “Don’t Wait - Joey Graceffa | Piano Cover by Dan”. It starts without an intro, and Dan immediately starts playing the familiar tune. Towards the end of the song, Phil suddenly comes into view, sliding onto the piano bench next to Dan. Abruptly, Phil places his hand on Dan’s thigh, in a seemingly comforting gesture. 

As Dan reaches the ending cord, Phil leans over and kisses Dan softly on the cheek. Dan then turns his head and gently kisses Phil in return. The video ends.

The description only says one thing; “Hey guys! The whole title didn’t fit. The full title is ‘Don’t Wait - Joey Graceffa | Piano Cover by Dan Lester’ :)”.


Watch that and tell me that’s not the cutest music video you ever watched. That’s the kind of fairy tale I want.

I’ve stopped being sorry for all my soft. I won’t apologise because I miss you, or because I said it, or because I text you first, or again. I think everyone spends too much time trying to close themselves off. I don’t want to be cool or indifferent, I want to be honest. If I love you at 5AM, I’d damn well rather that you know I felt it. If I love you two hours later, I’ll tell you then too. Listen, I won’t wait double the time it takes for you to text me back because I don’t want to. I don’t care enough to be patient with you. I’m happy, you made me feel that way, don’t you want to know? So that’s how it’s going to be. I’m going to leave myself as open as a church door. And I’m going to wake you up before the crack of dawn to tell you that I’m fucking joyful, no pretending, not from me, not ever. Would you like some coffee, would you please kiss me? Here, these are my hands, this is my mouth, it is all yours.
Don’t wait for the right outfit, the right makeup, the right friend, the right boyfriend or girlfriend, the right time. Nothing is ever right or left or now or then. Do whatever it is now. This could be the last day. Take yourself out on a date. Go see that movie and sit next to a stranger. Don’t wait to compliment that person. Speak up. Tell someone you love the way they smile. Or tell them you love the way they never smile. Go to that new restaurant. Leave a tip everywhere you go. One dollar goes a long way. Sit at the table with the boys that spend lunch talking about video games and computers and technology. They crave change too. Go to the dance even if you are all alone. Put yourself out there. Don’t stay in a comfort zone. Don’t let yourself be comfortable, ever. Life is uncomfortable. It’s awkward, raw, and messy. Compliment that girl with the flat ironed hair, the bouncy curls, or the messy braid. Styling hair is time consuming. Get your hands dirty. Buy that pretty outfit. You don’t need to be a certain weight or size or height to wear it. Wear it now. Walk with purpose. Don’t make yourself small. This is a free country. Use all the space you want. Sit up straight. Don’t slouch. Listen to an older person. They have stories to tell and advice to teach. Thank your teacher, they’re only human. And goddammit, don’t you dare ever regret anything. Don’t let time pass with the hope of it being better the next day. It won’t be. School sucks. You get over it and wake up every morning and eat breakfast and brush your teeth and pay attention in class. Do your homework rather than complain. Get help when you need it. Talk to upperclassmen. Talk to lowerclassmen. Don’t take out frustration on yourself, ever. It doesn’t help a damn thing. Go outside. Breathe the fresh air. Plant flowers and trees. Join a club. Nothing will ever be easier or better or simpler. Do everything and anything today, and now. Be impatient with life. There is no written rule telling you to be patient with life. Grab your damn chance now, because this is all you’ve got.
—  Note to self.