don't mind me i'm just writing my life out

I think that if we had met under the right circumstances, we would’ve been perfect for each other. But life doesn’t work that way, and I’m always a little too late.

-We could’ve written a love story for the ages.


k that was the weirdest fuckin.. like.. glitch in the matrix, men in black mind wipe shit

I swear I went in and they told me it would only take 15 MINUTES, I sat down and they took my vitals and stuck me with an iv, then I felt slightly less panicked and terrified, and I remember watching a weird cartoon on the ceiling, and the docs saying a few things, working quickly, then they told me I was done

4 teeth were supposed to exit my skull today.. there is no way that’s just it and I was unaware of them even being taken
Yet here I am now, bleeding profusely with 4 empty sockets and a shit ton of conflicting emotions

god, of all the times to not be allowed any alcohol or anything else
I feel so weird and mixed up rn

I couldn’t tell if I was crying from the pain or from stress and fear or from the medicine having an emotional effect or all of the above

I will sleep so well tonight as I drool blood all over my pillowcase
sure wish I could have eaten today

I’m amazed by how far medical and dental procedures have come.. the whole ‘like pulling teeth’ analogy kinda doesn’t apply anymore, that was the easiest “surgery” I’ve ever had and I was even conscious for the whole thing
If I had had them taken out years ago when I should have it would have been a much bigger ordeal, I’m almost glad I waited in a way (but no bc it crowded my teeth to shit but anyway)

wisdom teeth are finally gone and I could be a lot happier but I’m relieved to some degree

I’d follow you into the ends of the earth even if it meant that it would be the end of me on this earth.

-As long as I’m with you.


I don’t want to be in a relationship where we’re just going through the motion of it all just because it’s comfortable, safe, and familiar. I’m not looking for simple motions but rather moves that are life changing and monumental. I’d rather it end before we amount to simple gestures.

-Give me comfort. Give me passion.

Longer by Far- COMPLETE | Archive of Our Own

by rosepetals42

It’s been nine months since Derek let Stiles go. And Derek’s fine. He is.
Then Stiles once again bursts into his life and Derek doesn’t even pretend to believe that lie anymore.

Words: 104,431, Chapters: 12/12, Language: English
Series: Part 2 of A Turning Tide
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Isaac Lahey,Melissa McCall, Alan Deaton, Lydia Martin, Danny Mahealani, Allison Argent, Chris Argent, Gerard Argent, Kate Argent, Talia Hale, Laura Hale, Cora Hale, Jennifer the Cook, Simon, Dee
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Allison Argent/Scott McCall
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Slavery,Slavery, Past Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Recovery, Angst, Epic Bromance, Rebellion, Sequel, Alive Hale Family

And, there it is. Complete. All finished. It only took me about five months!

I saved the sappiness for the end of the notes, but I will say here: Thank you so much for all your support. This story would not have been completed without you. For realsies. 

And, Happy Birthday to andavs, who has heard me bitch about this fic SO MUCH and never seemed to mind. I told ya I would have it done by your birthday! :)

The signs as 1989 Lyrics:
  • Aries: "Standing in a nice dress, staring at a sunset, babe. Red lips and rosy cheeks."
  • Taurus: "We need love, but all we want is danger. We team up then switch sides like a record changer."
  • Gemini: "You'll see me in hindsight, tangled up with you all night. Burning it down."
  • Leo: "Like any great love, it keeps you guessing, like any real love, it's ever-changing. Like any true love, it drives you crazy. But you know you wouldn't change anything, anything, anything"
  • Cancer: "'Cause we're young and we're reckless, we'll take this way too far. It'll leave you breathless or with a nasty scar."
  • Virgo: "This love left a permanent mark. This love is glowing in the dark."
  • Libra: "You say it's in the past, you drive straight ahead. You're thinking that I hate you now 'cause you still don't know what I never said."
  • Scorpio: "Got a long list of ex-lovers, they'll tell you I'm insane. But I've got a blank space, baby, and I'll write your name."
  • Sagittarius: "And you understand now why they lost their minds and fought the wars. And why I've spent my whole life trying to put it into words."
  • Capricorn: "Looking at it now, last December. We were built to fall apart, then fall back together."
  • Aquarius: "Flashing lights and we took a wrong turn and we, fell down a rabbit hole. You held on tight to me, 'cause nothing's as it seems. I'm spinning out of control."
  • Pisces: "Band-aids don't fix bullet holes. You say sorry just for show. If you live like that you live with ghosts. If you love like that blood runs cold."