warned y’all that this speculation might piss people off, so I’ll
just go ahead and throw it up there in the title so that way you can skip it if
you so choose.
We know we’re in for a hell of a cliffhanger this year. (”You guys are going to hate me.” - Mark Pellegrino. Or something like that.) I mean, we always are, because that’s what the show does… but how about more of one than usual?
Cas be next season’s Big Bad, as a Prince of Hell?
yeah – I know. Many of you are just gonna smile politely, nod, and whisper
to each other about that one lady yelling about glowing eyes again.
(I do yell about eyeballs a lot. Have I mentioned that I like glowing eyes today? Well, if you didn’t know - I dig glowing eyeballs. That said, there’s way more to this than glowing eyeballs.)
hear me out if you have the patience, because I have a bunch of words here explaining why I’m seeing
this (even though I’m gonna say there’s like… a 7.3% chance of
this actually happening, just because I like pulling totally random stats out of my butt). I already know @mittensmorgul does NOT see this happening at
all. But if/when it doesn’t happen, maybe somebody will be inspired
to write an awesome canon-divergent fic over the summer.
I don't know if it'd help, but Cas's dying smile in 12x12 pretty much looks like Cas's pained smile when he was with Crowley and was asked by Dean if he was still working with crowley. Cas is so going to be so irked now that Crowley saved him :p
Working with Crowley: confirmed to be as terrible as a slow rotting death via poisoned spear.
LET HIM REST
And yes Cas’s “oh god Crowley just saved me AGAIN what the FUCK do I now OWE him oh god please say “never mention it again” oh god he’s GONE do I have to be NICE to him now what the FUCK just happened” face is one of his best so far on the entire show, while he’s lying there on that sofa just… ruing everything.
In my mind, Dean’s thinking “Shit you have to say this NOW?” there’s anger and so much regret that it’s taken so long, so much GUILT that he brought Cas to this, that he doesn’t deserve it, Jesus this si a bombshell and Cas drops it NOW. But Dean knows too and now everyone KNOWS and it’s when CAS IS DYING AND DEAN CANNOT EVEN LOOK AT HIM AND THINK OF IT.
Castiel hates his birthday and won’t tell Dean why. This year Dean plans to celebrate in his own way.
Dean is kneeling on their bed, naked, and working himself open with his fingers, waiting for Cas to come home. He makes slow work of it, knowing he might not be home for a bit still and wants to make sure he’s ready to go when he walks in.
He debates sending a few sexy snapchats, but decides against it in case it’s too sexy and Cas gets into an accident or something.
Instead, he texts Castiel saying he has a special surprise waiting for him in the bedroom when he gets home.
When Cas walks in the door of the bedroom, he gasps at the sight of Dean fucking himself with only his fingers, his lacy panties pulled to the side, as though he just couldn’t wait. Dean looks at him, waiting, eyes full of lust.
“Happy birthday, babe.”
Cas stands in the doorway for just a minute to watch Dean fuck himself and moan in anticipation and lust. He makes quick work of taking off his own clothes and kneels behind Dean, gently guiding him onto all fours, for easier access.
He lines the head of his cock up with Dean’s ass and sinks in. They both moan.
“Oh, Dean, you feel so good”. Cas breathes
He then proceeds to fuck Dean into the mattress and make him scream.
I saw you reblogged something about Jack doing/saying Cas-like things, now I can't stop imagining; Jack doing the head tilt, "I don't understand that reference", etc. that makes Dean visibly upset. Oh god I just imagined Jack staying in the bunker and just walks in wearing the trench coat "it was just laying around, I thought it looked cool", and Dean practically yelling at him to take it off, "he might need it", and now I'm not okay why must I do this to myself.
Okay, I've been looking at Misha's pics today (because reasons), and it struck me again how they ugly him down for the show? Admittedly they do it to most characters except maybe Crowley, but Cas... Misha is a really gorgeous man, you can see on his Twitter and during cons, but when I watch season 12 I feel they make him look older and more tired than he really is. And don't get me started on the new coat! Any ideas why they do it? Is it the narrative or something else?
Hello, my lovely! How nice to hear from you! Oh, there are always reasons for Misha-picture looking. I know those reasons well. My, my, here’s one right here.
And yes, I am in total agreement with you - this gorgeous man is lumped into a weird-ass coat and an oversized tie that honestly make him look like… I think I read the term “potato” somewhere - could very well be a @tinkdw quote - and it is rather frustrating because HE IS NOT A POTATO. (I refer to the above smoulder of If I Asked You To You’d Get Naked Right Now I Know You Would) (yes) (yes I would)
So why make him look like a spud rather than a stud?
I have this friend who I discussed this with rather recently **Tink** and she said that it must be a conscious choice by wardrobe to make him look just a little out of place, a little uncomfortable, a little left off-centre. Because he does, doesn’t he? This whole season has dealt so much with “belonging”. For Mary, but especially for Cas, because where Mary found a place for her hunter-self with the BMoL, Cas has more or less just drifted. (until now, thank you Lucifer’s unborn son)
So yeah, I believe it is the narrative informing wardrobe. And the narrative this season especially has dictated that Cas is not content, is not certain of where he belongs or even where he wants to belong (he sort of knows where he wants to belong, but he’s not convinced he does belong there), and he has been depressed about this the whole season: hence the seeming tired, despondent, lost. He has been so, so lost. He’s shedding all of this baggage now, though.
(Sidebar: that dead body in the background, guys. *scrunchy face* Sorry to add to finale angst, but Luci is clearly on a killing spree. I’m a little excited to see him back and powerful again. But my money is on TFW. If the boys can manage to assemble, that is…)
Everyone standing around the bunker's coffee machine.
Who broke it? [Silence.] I'm not mad, I just wanna know.
I did it. I broke it.
No, you didn't. Charlie?
Don't look at me. Look at Cas.
What? I didn't break it.
Huh, that's weird. How did you know that it was broken?
Because it's sitting right in front of us, and it's broken.
No. It's not.
If-If it matters, problaby not... but Meg was the last one to use it.
Liar! I don't even drink that crap.
Oh, really? Then what were you doing by the coffee cart earlier?
I use the wood stirrers to push back my cuticules, everyone knows that!
Okay, let's not fight. I broke it, let me pay for it.
No! Who broke it?
Dean... Benny's been awfully quiet.
Really?! Oh, my God!
[Apart] I broke it. It burned my hand, so I punched it. I predict ten minutes from now they'll be at each other's throat with war paint on their faces and a pig head on a stick. Good. It was getting a little chummy around here.
I'm still so upset by the Dean/Cas hug in 12x09... Ugh, how they just like mirrored each other's hands crawling over their shoulders and that little "hey buddy"... Not to mention how soft Cas' voice was earlier in the episode when he got the call from Dean... Tink, please end me, oh my god. I don't think I'm going to survive s13, at this point.
If by some miracle I survive 13x03 I will meet you in the afterlife after 13x06 because I sure as shit am not gonna survive that!
I mean… the 12x09 hug was horrific because it was so /wrong/ and stilted, hand clenched and looking away, because Dean knew he was gonna die soon and it’s heartbreaking, this hug coupled with the back seat scene… regardless if you see it as romantic or not he’s holding back and it HURTS.
Now let’s see what he does when he is just happy to see the guy again and hopefully no obstacle in the way (yet).
Oh, well abut Supernatural, I mentioned it because I just joined the fandom but it looks like what happened to us regarding johnlock is going to happen there with the dean/cas relationship and I just really don't want to go through that pain again. Like a lot of the meta writers and blogs are just so certain that destiel will become canon but how can it after what we saw happen in sherlock?