don't know if second season gonna be that good but really hope so

About Stef and Brallie

I need to start by saying that I love Stef, normally . She’s so awesome and I would love to have a mom like her. But if I was Brandon? If I was Brandon I would have honestly married fucking Cortney if it meant being away from her. And I hate Cortney. 

Let me explain. 

In season one, when Callie is still a new addition to the family, a girl that wasn’t supposed to stay in their house for more than a few weeks, a year at most, Stef reminds Brandon that foster siblings aren’t allowed to engage in a romantic relationship. Brandon isn’t interested at the time, he’s still with Talya, but he’s “an horny teenager” so better safe than sorry, right? Right. Fine. Legit. 

As we know, Brandon can’t really help falling for Callie after that. He knew he couldn’t, sure, but he probably thought that they could wait and sooner or later Callie would be out of the house, and it’s not like he could just erase his feelings. That’s not how feelings works. Also, it’s not like Callie was blameless here. She kissed Brandon after knowing that she was going to get adopted, remember? Sure, in season 3, during the interview she says that she wanted to fuck the adoption up before something else fucked it up, because she was scared. Doesn’t seem like a good way to fuck it up to me - if Jude hadn’t walked in on them they would have probably never been discovered and then what? I’d like to ask her. Also, we knew from her conversation with Wyatt at the hospital before then that she already had feelings for Brandon too, she just didn’t think she deserved him (to quote Wyatt, she was “too fucked up”). But at the wedding she says that she knows what she deserves now - meaning Brandon. She felt safe because she finally had a family who wanted her, she thought for the first time that she deserved everything everyone else deserved. To love who she loved. But Jude walks in on them and she runs away. 

Brandon confesses to his moms that he kissed Callie, which - btw - it’s his first fucking mistake. He didn’t kiss her. SHE kissed HIM. It’s interesting because he keeps saying that it was him, even during the interview in season 3. I don’t know if he wanted it so much that he remembers being the one instigating it, but this mistake plants the first seed of distrust in Stef, who probably can’t help making parallels between her son and Liam, since, you know, Brandon says Callie ran away because of him, when she actually ran away because of what Jude said. 

The moms forbid Brandon to go see Callie but he doesn’t listen. He loves her and he doesn’t want her to believe that there’s nobody out there for her anymore. And - let me point it out - he was right. She needed to know someone was still there for her, even if she had run away and was high risk and whatever. So yeah, seeing Brandon was what she needed. But Stef doesn’t trust him and she gets him a restraining order, like he’s stalking Callie, like that beautiful hug never happened (and for all we know, Stef might not know it happened). 

Brandon doesn’t care. Brallie keeps meeting secretly. Stef doesn’t know. Eventually, they both realize that Callie needs a family and Brandon backs down and lets her go. Because he loves her. So much. And he wants her to have all she needs. And she needs a family more than she needs him. Fyi, this it’s his most beautiful act of love. 

After the first break up it seems like Brandon is the only one hung up on them. He’s hurt, he can’t forget. I don’t blame him, since he has to see her everyday. He tries. He’s vulnerable at this point and Dani keeps planting ideas in his head. That he should get her back before she gets adopted and stuff. Things blow up during the winter ball and everything Stef ends up hearing is “I realized today that you didn’t lead me on. You just never felt the way I did. What you needed, what you wanted, it was never me,” which, AGAIN, makes it look like his feelings aren’t reciprocated, not really. She doesn’t know that Callie followed him before he got into the cop’s car to tell him that what she had said about Wyatt wasn’t true - meaning that she still loved him too, since she told him that lie just so he could forget about her. But she doesn’t want him to at the end. 

Things are friendly between Brallie later, up until the GU fund riser. Callie kisses Brandon when she discovers that Robert isn’t gonna sign her adoption papers. Later - in season 3 I think - she tells the girls of GU that she did it because she thought she was giving up Brandon for nothing. Meaning - she still loves him. Brandon tells her that he doesn’t want her to give up on her dream (they promised each other, right?). Stef doesn’t know that they let each other go again, for the second time. 

Callie doesn’t take it well. She asks him if it’s because of Lou. Brandon breaks up with her. Again. 

Season 3, Brallie’s adventure in Mexico. Stef finds a pregnancy test and the first thing that comes to her mind is “you don’t think callie is pregnant with brandon’s child, do you?” How did she even go there?? All she knows at this point is that Callie and Brandon kissed once. Which makes me believe that she can see that something is still going on between them but doesn’t want to acknowledge it. 

Brallie has sex. It’s consensual. And they break it off again as soon as the adoption gets through. 

Callie tells the moms the truth and everything Stef can think about is “Brandon took advantage of the fact that she was vulnerable”, when, honestly, it was about “giving up Brandon for nothing”. 

Stef confronts Brandon about it and she doesn’t listen, won’t listen to him. She accuses Brandon in all the ways possible and never asks Callie about her feelings. At this point, Stef only knows that Brandon is in love with Callie, she never heard Callie say that she is in love with Brandon, she doesn’t know that Callie almost went to live with Robert to stay with Brandon, that she wanted to put his keyboard in her apartment, that she was the first to say I love you. 

For all season 4 Stef treats Brandon as some sort of predator and he can’t stand it, obviously, and stays with Cortney. The only person defending him is Mike, who sees the same thing happening with AJ. Stef keeps taking Callie’s side. 

And it makes me so angry. She doesn’t know the whole story, never cared to sit her kids down to ask them honestly about it, never took the time to talk about it with Callie! When Callie said they had sex, Stef brushed it off like she didn’t even want to know about it and went to bite B’s head off for it instead. She told him in 03x08 that she could see that she hadn’t been there for Brandon about Callie and she could see now that he was heartbroken, but after that? Did she do anything to be there for him? She didn’t. She kept accusing him, suspecting him, blaming him. To the point that she can’t even see Brallie in the same room together without getting tense. 

I’d like to say that I don’t blame her 100%, since she doesn’t have the whole picture, but I can’t because it’s her fault she doesn’t have all the information she needs in the first place! I blame her for being a shitty parent to Brandon, for playing favorites, for being judgmental and closing her eyes and not listening when literally EVERYBODY knows Brandon and Callie are a thing after 0.5 seconds in their presence. Sophia didn’t even need to see them together to know that Callie was in love with him! Like, seriously, Stef decided not to see what was going on, she ignored her kid like he’s some kind of rapist, did NOTHING to comfort him when he couldn’t go to Julliard (and yes, he was to blame, but not even a hug??). The only person that honestly stopped for a moment to ask him how he felt about it is Callie! And then you’re surprised he’s in love with her? Please. Brandon literally helped everyone in that house and Stef treats him like he’s a criminal. 

So now I hope she’ll get scared every time someone points out that Brandon and Callie look like they’re dating and not like siblings, because she had it coming. 

She told Mike that he couldn’t play favorites between Brandon and AJ, but that’s exactly what she has been doing with Brandon and Callie. She keeps choosing Callie over him. So Mike had it wrong, it wasn’t because of Callie that Brandon wouldn’t move back home, it was because of Stef. 

I can’t believe nobody is calling her out about treating Brandon like shit. Sure, Brandon isn’t perfect and he made his mistakes, but not everything is on him. Callie is as much to blame as he is, and yes, she’s dealing with other drama, but it can’t always be “good old Brandon who has to take it up the chin”. It takes two to tango. It’s just easier to blame Brandon than acknowledging that she should have taken Brallie’s relationship seriously when Brandon told her about it the first time instead of taking a fucking restraining order against her son. Brandon was right in 03x08 - she humiliated him. And she’s STILL doing it. KEEPS doing it. 

I’d divorce the family too if I was him. No shit. 

anonymous asked:

like normally i wouldn't care what dom says because in the end he is just a straight guy and not part of malec so his wrong opinions don't matter but .. the things is that he /is/ the male lead character of the show so what he says carries weight in the media and all that .. and for him to basically invalidate the main lgbt couple of the show and call them "not legit" and say they happened too fast and are not really in love or whatnot is so damaging and ugly af :/ i hope people call him tf out

exactly!!!! and it’s really transparent like he’s just mad that his character or ship will never be as popular as them which now explains why he’s so desperate for cl/ace not to happen. like first of all this is fiction and things move fast clary and jace were on each other from the very beginning where as magnus and alec had a slow burn like they pined after eachother for a whole season before finally getting together. second gay relationships are so different to straight ones (as a bisexual i would know) like same gender relationships move so much faster and there’s a ton of reasons for that i’m not gonna get into (but for reference my sister and her gf we’re going out for less than half a year before they decided to move in together). and third magnus and alec get terrible screentime it’s just a fact so there’s a lot of development that we don’t see so for dom to say shit like this is really frustrating because he could have used it to bring the issue to attention but instead decided to bring them down. this was honestly really hurtful of him to say because there’s already so many straight people who are saying this stuff because they’re mad that c/lace have taken a back seat to m/alec and for him to say this is adding fuel to the flames and is honestly a slap in the face to the hard work harry and matt and the writers have put into making this good and realistic rep like how entitled is he

farawaystardust  asked:

For the Kink Starters, I really like #35! (destiel) But, if you don't mind, could I challenge you to write either twink!Dean or neither of them are twinks?? ;) Hope you're having a happy holiday season! And finally, please tag only goodtidingsdean, not this account. THANK YOU! :)

ohohho i have not written twink!dean in years here we go 

35. “That’s good. Now spread your cheeks for me.”


Dean’s not gonna make it, he just isn’t. He’s twenty two but even then he doesn’t have the stamina, not anymore. He has no fucking clue how Cas is doing what he is, but Cas just isn’t stopping and Dean is not about to even though he’s been fucked six ways to Sunday and every muscle in his body aches. He knows Cas is gonna cuddle him and make him dinner afterwards anyways.

“You think you can get on all fours for me, sweetheart?” Cas questions from where he’s sitting back on his haunches on the bed, his dick half hard, desperately arching up towards his tummy. Dean grins a dopey blissed out smile and nods, getting onto all fours, wiggling his ass a little just for show since Cas has been so good to him. Cas chuckles a bit and soon enough Dean feels a warm hand on his thigh, slowly smoothing upwards.

“That’s good. Now spread your cheeks for me,” Cas instructs, and Dean doesn’t hesitate, dropping his chest so he can bring his hands back and spread himself open for Cas who groans loudly at the sight. Dean’s already got come and lube dripping out of him and the sight is just fucking wonderful.

“You sore at all, baby?” Cas questions, tracing Dean’s rim with his finger.

“Not too much. I can go a few more rounds,” Dean sighs. Cas slides his fingers easily into Dean who moans softly, clenching and unclenching around him. Cas just finger fucks him for a few seconds, maybe a minute or two until he can feel Dean’s hard again when he wraps his hand around him and strokes his cock once or twice. Dean whimpers a little and Cas grins.

“One more round?”

kinky stuff

My personal thoughts on all of the Nicktoons (so far as of May 2017)
  • Doug: Cute, sweet show. I love it. Sad how it tends to be labeled as "boring" now- it's still a great show. And of course it kicked off the whole "slice-of-life cartoons" trend so that's pretty cool. And yes, I did like the Disney version. But it's nowhere near as good as the Nick version.
  • Rugrats: Probably one of my favorite cartoons ever. Funny, clever, great characters, great music, great '90s aesthetics, and Klasky-Csupo's style is perfect. One of THE best Nicktoons..too bad it got dumbed down in 2001. Ugh...it was such a great show and then I don't know what happened there. Rugrats in Paris should've been the finale. But...even the later episodes are better than it's spin-offs.
  • The Ren and Stimpy Show: While I'm not the biggest fan of most gross-out shows, I LOVE this one. I'm pretty much with Mr. Enter on how most gross-out cartoons seem to be TRYING to be R&S but rarely getting it right. The characters are hilarious and it's so weird, it's funny. But the less about Adult Party Cartoon; the better.
  • Rocko's Modern Life: Amazing show and I'm really excited for the TV movie...whenever that's coming out. I love the visual style, the music, the characters, and I'm sure I love it even more as an adult than I did as a kid (and I did love it as a kid)
  • Aaahh!!! Real Monsters: Another great show (really, Nick was at it's highest point in the '90s, but the early-to-mid '90s especially). Love the characters, the intentionally ugly style...it's just great. Shame it tends to be so underrated.
  • Hey Arnold!: One of the greatest cartoons ever and probably the best Nicktoon ever. I love how it never tried to shy away from more mature themes that other kids' shows wouldn't try touching and it did a great job at it. Looking forward to the Jungle Movie, and of course...Helga was the best.
  • KaBlam!: I loved it as a kid. As an adult, I REALLY wonder why. The wraparounds try way too hard to be "hip", just akwardly shoehorning in references attempting to be the next TTA or Animaniacs, but falling completely flat. Characters were annoying but the voice acting was awesome. I do need to give the show credit for making me a ska fan. Most of the individual shorts kind of sucked but Action League Now! was hilarious and The Off-Beats was cute. And of course...
  • Life With Loopy: Yes I had to give this it's own mention because it's just that good. Nick really needs to give this one it's own series because the campy and surreal nature mixed with the overall sweetness was just a perfect blend, and the animation style was pretty awesome. The title character is just so perfect and so underrated. And I LOVE how aesthetically '90s the whole show is.
  • The Angry Beavers: Another one that's pretty underrated. I always really loved this show. I love all the banter and ad-libbing between Norbert and Daggett. And the music was great. I still listen to "Beaver Fever" and "I Think I Like You" now and again (also...Salem and Zim as beavers. How could you go wrong there?)
  • CatDog: Everyone hates this show but I really loved it. I love the character designs, CatDog themselves, and the theme song is NEVER going to leave my head. Sure, it's no Rocko or Hey Arnold!, but it's still a funny show.
  • Oh Yeah! Cartoons: Unlike KaBlam!, this one had different shorts in every episode rather than just four main short series, so it would take too long to go over all of them (not to mention that a good chunk of them aren't even online!). A lot of the shorts on this show were really funny and had some great visual styles. And Mina and the Count still needs a TV show.
  • The Wild Thornberrys: Really loved this show; I was the "animal kid" in my class so obviously I really liked this one. I just really love Klasky-Csupo. The movie was awesome and so was the show.
  • SpongeBob Squarepants: One of the funniest cartoons ever. While it got annoying seeing it become a schedule clog, the earlier episodes are still great. I heard that it got itself out of seasonal rot (look, let's pretend most of what came in-between the movie and the second movie never happened), but I rarely watch Nick anymore so I wouldn't know. Let's hope so.
  • Rocket Power: Not one of my favorites as a kid or as an adult (I wasn't really into the extreme sports craze), but my friends really liked it so I watched it with them and yeah, I enjoyed what I saw. It does have it's funny moments and while it's incredibly cheesy and way too late '90s/early 2000s that it hurts, it's a fun watch just for the cheese.
  • As Told By Ginger: A great show that I don't think I really appreciated enough until I got older. I guess I was just a LITTLE too young when it was new and by the time I was older and getting more into it...the show got cancelled. It's a really great show and one of Nick's best slice-of-life shows.
  • The Fairly OddParents: Really funny...for the first four seasons. S5 was when it started to slip and everything after that just got worse and worse. I still have fond memories of watching the older seasons and they're still good...but let's hope that jump to Nicktoons meant something.
  • Invader Zim: Great show, great animation, great character designs...did NOT deserve to be screwed over. I'm really looking forward to the TV movie. But...while I do love GIR (though he's not my #1 favorite character), the whole Hot Topic worship of GIR was pretty annoying. Let's face it- 2006/2007 on the internet was a bad time.
  • ChalkZone: Really cute. Admittedly I like the worldbuilding elements and characters a little more than the actual episodes (I did love all of S1 though; I think it was the best season), it's still great. S4 was...not the best though. From what we know about the canned S5, it was probably gonna be a lot better but...Nick had to be Nick. Let us have S5, already. And really- why didn't we get a ton of Snap merchandise?
  • The Adventures of Jimmy Neutron Boy Genius: Good show but I liked the movie more. Had some really funny moments and is so aesthetically early 2000s that it's pretty fun looking back on.
  • My Life as a Teenage Robot: Loved this one and I wish it got more recognition. Jenny was absolutely adorable and she was a hero to me as a kid (okay, looking back...I'm sure I had a crush on Jenny). Sad that the network treated it like shit.
  • All Grown Up!: The special was good. The first season was pretty good. After that I felt like I was reading glorified Rugrats fanfic. All it was really was "Ginger Lite" as ATBG was dealing with the heavier stuff while this was all the leftover stuff. Rugrats was great and had an interesting premise. AGU! was more of the same.
  • Danny Phantom: This was the last Nicktoon I REALLY loved as a kid. A really good show that could've gotten even more awesome had it's own creator not fucked it up. Ugh...I want a revival but PLEASE let it be by Steve Marmel and not Butch. Also Sam was like...my hero...as a preteen. And I've got tons of purple and black in my wardrobe (and the same purple lipstick) now that may or may not have been influenced by her (well, that and/or the fact that those are my favorite colors anyway). Like many others...I totally had a crush on Danny as a kid.
  • Avatar the Last Airbender: Okay, admittedly...I was never into this show. But I praise it for it's themes, animation, story...while I personally couldn't get into it, it still is a great show and probably the last really good Nicktoon for a while. And yeah- we don't talk about that movie.
  • Catscratch: I didn't really see enough of it but what I saw I liked. Wanted to see more but it came and went really fast.
  • The Xs: While the previews for it looked pretty good, I...did not like it. I watched it when it premiered and everything but it was a letdown. Felt like they were trying WAY too hard to make their own version of The Incredibles but with Erin Esurance-esque animation. Voice acting was great though (I noticed that Wendie Malick was the saving grace for TWO bad 2005 cartoons)
  • El Tigre: Okay this was RIGHT around the time I was starting to lose interest/outgrow Nickelodeon. Had a great premise and could've been a really good show and I was looking forward to it, but it felt like tons of other flash cartoons at the time and the voice acting could've been a lot better (great talents- direction-wise though...). Maybe if I were a younger kid when it came out, I would've liked it more, but...it was annoying. But the creator has made some other great stuff and I STILL need to see The Book of Life. I'm kicking myself for not seeing it in the theaters due to my work and college schedule.
  • Tak and the Power of JuJu: Didn't play the games but I already knew the franchise was pretty much dying by the time the show came out. It was awful. And we never heard from Tak again...
  • Back at the Barnyard: The movie had it's problems but was at least watchable. The show was just annoying and unfunny.
  • The Mighty B!: Unpopular opinion, but...I really loved this show. It has problems, but there was something about it I couldn't hate. Bessie was just such a great character. Wasn't a big fan of the grossout elements but otherwise it was really funny. Not a great show, but I was entertained enough.
  • Rugrats Pre-School Daze: YES THIS IS A REAL SHOW. Ugly art style (I'm pissed that K-C didn't use their signature style and went for something more "cutesy"; it just looked awful), bland writing, and really not a very interesting series. No wonder why it only lasted four episodes and didn't even air in the US until 2008 after all the episodes were released direct-to-video as bonus features on those Tales of the Crib DVDs (the less about them, the better). All it felt like was a desperate attempt to keep a dying franchise alive.
  • The Penguins of Madagascar: I was pretty neutral to the Madagascar franchise- saw the first movie in theaters and it was alright; wasn't dying to see the sequels so I never did. The show however never did anything for me.
  • Fanboy and Chum Chum: While I was already losing interest in Nick around 2005-2007, this was right around the time where I was officially done. I was a teenager at this point and not into this stuff anymore, but I stuck around for the old SpongeBob or FOP rerun and well...guilty pleasure Mighty B!. Then they changed the logo. And then this show came out. God...it was SO annoying. Annoying theme song, annoying characters...animation style would've worked a lot better if it was in 2D rather than CGI; it just fell way too deep into the uncanny valley for me. I wouldn't say this was the final nail in the coffin for me though; it was definitely the logo change.
  • T.U.F.F. Puppy: Didn't like it. Jokes weren't that funny. I did love the character designs though.
  • Planet Sheen: Sheen didn't need a spinoff. This was one of the worst ideas ever.
  • Kung-Fu Panda Legends of Awesomeness: Liked the first movie (I need to watch it again), haven't seen the sequels but I should. Was bored with the TV show.
  • TMNT: Haven't seen it but I've heard nothing but good things about it. Maybe I should check it out.
  • The Legend of Korra: Heard it was pretty good, but as I wasn't really into Avatar I probably wouldn't be too interested.
  • Robot and Monster: Never saw.
  • Monsters vs. Aliens: Saw the movie and it was...alright. Didn't think it was warranting of a TV series. Didn't watch it.
  • Sanjay and Craig: Saw some of it while waiting for another show to come and...I never wanted to watch it again. Not a fan of the character designs and it was really unfunny. But it's better than Breadwinners.
  • Rabbids Invasion: I did like the Rabbids games as a preteen but...by this time, I don't think they were that popular anymore. Didn't watch it. How is it still running?
  • Breadwinners: Worst Nicktoon ever (so far). Ugly characters, awful animation, shitty writing...how did this get greenlit? Nick...just because "it's for kids" doesn't mean "we can half-ass it"
  • Harvey Beaks: What's this? A GOOD NICKTOON? Yes- it's such a cute show with cute character designs, really nice animation...it's got a nice, nostalgic feel to it while also feeling like something brand new that Nick hasn't done. I'm pissed that it was screwed over.
  • Pig Goat Banana Cricket: Like Monsters, I like how it's "intentionally ugly" and some of the jokes/line delivery managed to be pretty funny, but is otherwise pretty meh to me overall. I'd like it more if I were seven, because hey, that's the show's target audience.
  • The Loud House: I'm glad it has positive representation (thank you for including gay parents in one of your shows, Nick!), but otherwise it's just too bland and cliched for me. Nice character designs; animation could be better. Again, I'd probably like it more if I were in the target audience.
  • Bunsen is a Beast!: Haven't watched it. Don't plan on it, either.

I need to process the bs i just witnessed that was the finale of produce 101 season 2

anonymous asked:

Okay what was up with Dean's shit in season 7? Like right when Cas remembers who he was in 7x17 Dean is all "you did the best you could" and then in 7x21 Dean is throwing everything back in his face and is an overall asshole. I've seen both episodes like 4 times each and I still don't get it. I ship destiel but in the show it seems like Dean and Sam only care about Cas when they need his powers. Idk thoughts?

Hey Nonny, 

Its funny that you ask me this as this is the second ask I’ve had recently about Dean’s behaviour towards Cas in the series (the other ask being here).

I actually think that the answer to both scenarios (Dean’s behaviour at the end of season 7 and Dean’s behaviour in 8x22) are similar. You have to really think about what makes Dean tick and his base personality traits to understand his reaction to Cas in both these episodes.

In 7x17 Dean was in shock over his best friend and love of his life seemingly coming back from the dead. He is clearly hurt by Cas not remembering him, but he pulls it together to get Cas because Sam needs him and we know that Dean forgave Cas when they had this conversation:

 “If you remember, then you did the best the could at the time.”

“Don’t defend me. Do you have any idea the death toll in Heaven? On Earth?We didn’t part friends, Dean.”

“So what?”

“I deserved to die. Now, I can’t possibly fix it… So why did I even walk out of that river?”

Maybe to fix it…” Then Dean hands Cas his trenchcoat. The symbol of who Cas is, that Dean has been keeping with him from stolen car to stolen car as symbol of his hope and devotion to his friend who he loved and mourned for.

This proves that Dean had forgiven Cas for what happened in season 6. Dean forgave Cas the moment he walked into that river. The moment Dean realised his friend was gone.

in 7x21 the BIG difference is that for Dean, with all the stress they are under with the Leviathans, now he has to deal with the fact that his best friend, the only one who can help them, is crazy. Dean couldn’t handle Cas’ madness. 

We know from 7x17 that Dean has forgiven Cas for what he did, therefore it is not Cas’ mistakes that lead to Dean’s anger in 7x21. Dean’s anger is not anger at all, its frustration. He literally just got Cas back, he had his hopes and dreams handed back to him and yet in the space of an hour or so they were taken away. Dean wasn’t able to deal with Cas’ madness at all. So he acted out with anger and took it out on Cas.

Frustration has its way of turning into hurtful words and bitterness even if we love someone so much it hurts… I have experienced this first hand watching my mum care for my dad. Sometimes she snaps, gets angry and says something she later regrets. Now my dad is in no way crazy, but cancer is a bitch and he is forgetful and clumsy and not exactly easy to live with. Dean, for me, acted exactly how someone who isn’t coping with a loved ones illness would act. Sam didn’t act out at all did he? Because whilst he also loves and cares for Cas, he is not so totally emotionally invested and devastated by Cas’ condition that he can’t cope. The overly emotional character at the end of season 7 was Dean. When you compare his reactions to that of every other character regarding Castiel, its obvious.

Not to mention that on top of all those emotions, Dean has to deal with the fact that Cas’ attention throughout the episode remains wholly on Meg the demon who once possessed both his surrogate father and his brother. How do you think it makes Dean feel that as soon as he turns up he finds Cas all attached to Meg and calling her “Thorny Beauty” and only asking if she is okay and ignoring Dean whilst the angels were after them?

On top of THAT, he then has Hester shouting about how Dean broke Castiel and that “as soon as Castiel laid a hand on you in hell he was LOST!” I mean honestly that was just NOT a good day for Dean like AT ALL.

The best way to really gauge how the Winchester’s truly feel in times of conflict like this, is never to take Dean’s actions at face value, but instead to look at what Sam does:

“ I know you never did anything but try to help. I realize that, Cas, and I’m grateful. We’re all grateful. And we’re gonna help you get better, okay? No matter what it takes.”

Sam is displaying the truth of both Winchester’s feelings here. But Dean can’t voice it. He is too emotionally vulnerable at this point in time. We have to wait until the final episode to really get what Dean truly feels on the situation:

One of the first things Dean asks Cas in 7x23 is “Why did you go to Meg?” Which is more proof that Dean was jealous of the whole Cas/Meg thing.  Then nearer the end of the episode he says this:

“ Bottom of the ninth, and you’re the only guy left on the bench… Sorry, but I’d rather have you, cursed or not.”

Because even after the anger and the emotional outbursts, Dean still wanted Cas by his side, even when he thought Cas wouldn’t be able to help him in his condition. It wasn’t ever about using Cas for his powers, it was about having him there because needed him. 

And if that isn’t enough proof for you, we have the entirety of season 8 to then back up that claim.

MTVS Epic Rewatch  #155

VM 3x04 Charlie Don’t Surf

1) Let’s be real, this episode is kind of a drag, and it’s only worth a watch for all the Logan angsty feels okay? Because of that, this should be ranty.

2) 

VERONICA: This is a bad idea.
KEITH: No, it’s not.
VERONICA: You only thinks it’s not ‘cause you came up with it.
KEITH: Ergo, how could it be bad? Math, sweetie. Me plus idea equals good.

Hm, what could this “idea” they’re talking about be…?

FYI, Logan is never a bad idea, okay?

3) Veronica is totally freaking out, and tbh, we can’t blame her considering one of the last times Keith and Logan were at the Mars’ home together this happened…

Keith certainly wasn’t - and to this day kind of isn’t - a member of the Logan Echolls Fan Club (I’ll get to the Keith/Logan stuff later) but Veronica had been dating Logan for a few months now, they were going steady, and didn’t Veronica want the two leading men in her life to get together and get along? Oh right. I totally forgot about Veronica’s need to compartmentalize. Never mind.

Anyway, it’s so cute to watch her freaking out and then to watch Logan tease her a bit… 

LOGAN: Can I mention that my eyes adored you? I got it. No calling you bobcat, no talk of milky thighs.

…but then he sincerely reassures her…

LOGAN: Veronica? I won’t say anything bad.

And not only does this calm her down, but it also makes her hold her hand out to him (a striking parallel to Logan holding his hand out to her when arriving at his house in A Trip to the Dentist…) in a “we’re doing this together, we’re a team” sort of way. I’m here for this shit, Rob Thomas. 100% in.

Also, this whole scene is a nice reversal of the “meet the parents” typical scene. It’s usually the person meeting their significant other’s parent the one on freak-out mode, not the other way around. But it makes sense that Logan is the collected one here (although I’m 100% he wasn’t all that collected on the inside…). Logan might be a jackass occasionally, and he certainly was a smartass to Keith on more than one occasion. But he’s not stupid. And more importantly, he loves Veronica and he knows how important her dad is to her, so he’s certainly not going to do anything to ruin the evening for either of them. At least, not on purpose…

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Voltron S2 Thoughts and Opinions

Ok so, I enjoyed S2 on a surface level. The animation and soundtrack was stellar, the voice acting was phenomenal, the plot was amped up, and there was good to the season. 

That being said, there was also a lot of bad. This season lacked in a lot. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t disappointed or upset, because I really am. But then again, it was partially my fault for hyping this season up to be more than it ultimately was.

So below the cut will be some points I’d like to bring up. This will obviously be teeming with spoilers, so read at your own risk.

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So I’m loving every theory involving 57 and aliens and shit. Keep it up, guys!

But I’ve been thinking about this little Epsilon prediction since last season, so I gotta call it!

Under the cut for some pretty heavy spoilers and speculation

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theblutomato  asked:

I've heard some people say AC is terrible and they won't watch a second season because it's ableist (the comments about psychosis and being homicidal)... I'm just wondering what you think (?)

Okay I’m not really good with words in english, and neither am I in debates, but I don’t know what show they’ve been watching. I’m gonna assume this refers to Daniel Sousa and his crutch, if it does then they definitely miss the whole point.

There’s this one character, agent jerkface Thompson, who is a major asshole, sexist, violent, who will take any opportunities to get the glory and also makes all kind of atrocious comments about Sousa’s disability. But does the show think this way ? Absolutely not

Sousa fought a Black Widow and survived. 

He takes people down not “despite” of his crutch but with it. Crutch in the face, like the badass he is. That’s what the show is about and why it’s so great. Daniel Sousa isn’t defined by his disability.

Thompson aka the most problematic piece of ostrich poop ever literally said that Peggy is worth less than men. Does that makes the show sexist ? No. There is an alcoholic homeless that will only speak while being interrogated when taken the chance to have a bottle as a reward. Does the show makes the apology of alcoholism ? No, absolutely not. Get my point ? ‘cause I don’t really know how to explain it better.

Everyone is entitled to their opinions, but I really don’t get where does that come from. There’s a problematic character, who is here for the audience to understand how wrong he is. The only point where the show fails is about POC representation. Which we all hope will be fixed if we get a second season. 

anonymous asked:

Neither of them look super happy in that photo imo. Also, we know from episode 2x13 that they didn't have a happy marriage and she's obviously gonna end up back with Jamie so I don't know why some people are getting worked up over it? I'm just glad we've had a photo at all tbh

I’m 100% with you, anon! And thanks for being the only person in my inbox right now who isn’t whining about the picture.

Like come on y’all, we don’t have a release date yet. Any new content at this point is fine with me. And since they’re clearly only going to be sharing stuff from the beginning of the season, and Frank is in the beginning of the season, of course we’re going to get some stuff with Frank.

That doesn’t mean we have to like Frank, and it doesn’t mean they’re going to retcon Frank into a perfectly lovely human being.

Excuse me, anon, while I hijack your ask for a second…

Let’s look at the picture in question. What do we see (and I’m using the royal “we” here, these are clearly just my opinions…):

We see a baby who is clearly not a newborn, but we’ll just whistle past that.

We see Claire trying her hardest to smile, but coming up short, because she’s happy to have her and Jamie’s baby in her arms, but at the same time is devastated that Jamie isn’t there with her to meet their child.

And her eyes look full of pain to me. She’s looking at Frank, yes, but what she’s seeing is Not Jamie. She’s steeling herself for a life with a man she doesn’t love anymore. To her, Jamie is dead and she’s trying her best to make the most out of an impossible situation. Because who would *want* to be completely broken and empty for the rest of their life? She’s obviously going to try to be happy, if not for her own sake then for the sake of Jamie’s daughter. We know from ep. 213 that she won’t succeed, but I will not fault her for trying.

And now we move on to Frank. Fuck Frank. Frank is The Worst. The show has portrayed Frank consistently as The Worst. I hope they will continue to do so. Frank can be a good father to Bree while also being a shitty, emotionally abusive husband to Claire. That’s what was implied in ep. 213, and that’s what I expect to see in season three.

But back to the picture.

Does Frank look happy? Nope. He does not. He looks like a guy who is getting exactly what he wants, but at the same time exactly the opposite of what he wants.

Frank is a man who wants an obedient and subservient wife, and he’s a man who wants his own children. We know this from how he brings Claire to the Highlands so he can do his genealogy research, and from how he got his fertility tested even though Claire was out of the picture.

And upon Claire’s return, he *is* getting a wife and a child. But he’s getting a wife who doesn’t love him and a child fathered by another man. We know from ep. 201 and his bullshit, selfish conditions that he is not happy about this situation and is already trying to exert power over Claire and control her emotions and behavior.

So in this picture Frank is looking at Claire, but is he really happy? No, I wouldn’t say that.

Dark Water or 'it did something but probably not what it intended'

It’s pretty much impossible to judge this episode without the second part, so this isn’t a full review, just some things I liked and didn’t like. Let’s start with the ‘meh’s:

  • The speech in the beginning was awkward, I’m sorry. It’s better on re-watch, but I’m still not buying it.
  • Basically the entire “the emotional impact we’re supposed to feel after seeing their epic romance develop this season” is just non-existent I’m sorry.
  • That’s it that’s the bad things. Basically the entire Clara/Danny thing made me feel like Moffat was trying to shove that lovestory down my throat no matter what it took, and he didn’t succeed. It ruined an otherwise enjoyable episode with moments of complete and utter boredom that were supposedly intended to make me feel touched and sad ?

THE GOOD THINGS:

  • Volcano Day. Let me tell you about volcano day. Peter and Jenna were on fire, pun intended. I don’t even know where to start. I’ve rewatched it so many times. The anger, the heartbreak… That was raw. That was real.
  • Peter effing Capaldi. Jesus. Fucking. Christ. Over the course of this season, he’s basically never gone for the obvious choice, and never was it more apparent than here. The anger at Clara’s betrayal was good, but what happens after had me screaming at my TV. This nonchalant “Go on, do it” attitude that gets 500 times worse when you know he really was in full control the entire time… Damn son. I’m still a jittering mess it was brilliant. The way he acts after Clara breaks down is just. Don’t even look at me right now okay I’m still not over it. That’s the Doctor right there. That’s what makes this Doctor his, and he fully utilised that in the volcano scene.
  • Jenna Coleman. Don’t touch me. She cries, I cry. The moment Clara realises what she did and completely crumbles was the worst blow of the entire episode because it’s just so brilliantly done and justifies all her actions that lead up to this moment. You can basically touch her remorse and it’s so obvious that she was desperately trying to cling to a semblance of control after the terrible loss she suffered, and throwing the keys away was so destructive, so raw, none of it would have had an impact if she hadn’t fallen apart like that. Jenna slayed it. That was the one and only moment I could totally believe the depth of her loss despite not buying into the romance.
  • “Go to hell” – The way Clara just accepts it and is ready to walk away without arguing because she realises what she did was unforgivable. Everyone’s talking about how much the Doctor cares about her. What about Clara? That was such an important moment for them. (Also how she’s on the brink of falling apart again when she realises he’s not abandoning her despite what she tried to do)
  • The Doctor willing to go literally to hell to save a man he actively dislikes because he can’t stand to see Clara miserable.
  • “Do you think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?” – That’s literally the only “I love you” of the episode I believe besides Danny’s at the very very end.
  • “Clara, I’m terribly sorry, but I’m exactly what you deserve” – Yes. The entire season was them playing off against and changing each other. Both of them doing things that make us go 'that’s not really a good idea don’t do that’ and I’m so happy they actually acknowledged that?? It was such an off-hand comment, but really think about it. The Doctor said that. He knows.
  • Missy’s kiss with the Doctor. Can you say non-con any louder? It fit perfectly with her character, and for once, it’s made clear that this is not okay. The Doctor himself has been going around groping people in past incarnations and it’s generally been shrugged off and laughed at, but here we have a forced kiss that looks like a forced kiss. It was brilliant. (I don’t know whose reaction is best: Clara’s or the Doctor’s)
  • The heart-touching more like kill me now that was brilliant. I was waiting the entire time for an explanation of his reaction to that and when it came I wasn’t disappointed.
  • Clara waiting for the Doctor to take her hand that was so sweet oh my god especially after Missy forced herself on him. Clara understands he’s not a fan of physical contact this time around, and he doesn’t mind and even seeks out her touch don’t even look at me.
  • “all this swearing” – Internalised anger? I hope they’re coming back to that, especially since the camera deliberately focused on Clara’s reaction to it.
  • Danny Pink as an actual person with an actual past. It only took an entire season, but we got there in the end. I think what he did was fairly obvious from the beginning, but the fact that it’s there at all probably means there’s gonna be things happening related to that?
  • The entire afterlife thing. I read it would be uncomfortable, and yes. Yes, it was so uncomfortable. That’s so far away from playing it safe, I was actively squirming at parts, and I loved every second of it.
  • Missy. All of it. Every second. There could not have been a better actress for the job, and I’m still screaming about the fact that we finally have a female Time Lady– who used to be a man!! (Who’ll be the next Doctor now, I wonder?)

trytriedtrying  asked:

I'm genuinely curious: why do you like Outlander so much? I watched the first episode without really knowing anything about it and I liked it quite a lot, so I went to the library and borrowed the first book. It was a translation (I prefer to read things in their original language if possible), so it probably wasn't as good anyway, but I didn't really like it. I thought it was a combination of a clichéd historical romance and torture/misery!porn. Can you share your thoughts on the first book?

I’m ain’t gonna play with you: these books aren’t for everyone. Like, I am adamant about these books but I always warn before I recommend them because it is such a daunting series to start if you’re uncertain that you’re even going to like - eight 1000+ books/a spinoff series/half a dozen related texts is a LOT. That’s why I’m so excited about the series - it’s opening the story to a new, huge audience who can see if the ~vibe of the story is something they’re interested in and then have a go at the books. I would honestly be recommending trying the show before the books to a lot of people, tbh.

Second thing about outlander: the first book was the first book the author ever wrote, and it shows. It’s not as well paced or well written as the later books in the series (though they have their own flaws - like I said, it’s a huge series, I could talk about the different elements of it for days, weeks), and it’s very ambitious - too ambitious for a first novel, imo. But what it does give us is the bare bones of the two most important parts of the series: Claire’s journey and Claire and Jamie’s relationship.

It’s really hard to pin down what genre this series fits in, or even the basic plot, but the way I try to explain it is that it is an epic journey chronicling a marriage. It is about Jamie and Claire’s marriage. This is a relationship that rips apart time, that rips apart their lives, that throws them into turmoil and danger and at the same time gives meaning and significance to their lives in a way nothing else does or can. It’s a marriage and it’s for life, and the relationship changes and fluctuates as different events occur, as Jamie and Claire grow older and experience new things. It’s their relationship you get invested in and keep reading for.

That’s not to say that’s the only focus of the books - there are hundreds of side characters, minor plots, time travel shenanigans and a whole host of things going on in the books. But Jamie and Claire are the central tenet - the ley line, if you will - and they’re what makes it worth it. If you’re into complex, flawed people in a complex, flawed relationship, stick with Outlander. If you’re into a couple who will walk to the ends of the earth for eachother, and then actually do that, and then have to deal with the fallout of that and how it impacts their psyche and their lives and lives of people around them, stick with Outlander. 

If the book doesn’t inveigle you, please at least keep on with the show! From all I’ve seen it looks to be a faithful, quality adaption - and I’m really hoping it will be a little more cohesive than the first book was. Also there has been extra content and fleshing out of the story since the first book was released over twenty years ago, so the show has the chance to incorporate those elements too and hopefully make for an even more intricate storyline. And if (fingers crossed!!!) the show gets picked up for more seasons, you can see if you like how the story progresses and changes - because there is honestly no two books alike in the series!

eorlsdotter  asked:

What's your opinion about the new Vikings trailer, if I can ask? esp what's your opinion about Rollo and Gisla? (I know we don't have much to go on, but what's your ideas/hopes for the upcoming season?) :)

Oh there is so much that can happen. This is probably gonna be really long because all these feelings are all pouring out with the new material. I’m going to talk about the seperately first because we need to know where these two are coming from.

Let’s start with Rollo, since he is the one we know the most about of course.

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anonymous asked:

at the risk of maybe you getting hate for this (so don't ansewr if you don't want to, really!!!) what's your opinion on clarke possibly forgiving lexa? it just seems so ooc to me :/

Lol, that was sweet of you, but don’t worry, I can handle narrow minded people in my askbox being idiots. Anyway, on to my answer.

I think that IF Clarke forgives Lexa, it’s all gonna have to be about context for me. Mainly, it’d have to be about Clarke doing so in order to be able to bury the hatchet if they want to stop a war.

Preferably I’d like for it to never happen and for Clarke to be the vicious passive agressive person she was with everyone she was close to that has betrayed her in canon, be it her own mother or Finn or Wells (who hadn’t actually betrayed but. You know. Semantics.). She’s never actually truly forgiven people that betrayed her if you think of it. Wells is an obvious exception since he didn’t *actually* betray her, but the other two? I haven’t seen any forgiveness. Finn’s was handed to him because he just HAD to go out looking good, according to the writers (Spacewalker is a sore point for me). And Clarke never really showed any signs of forgiving Abby, if you ask me. Sure, she worked together with her to get her people out of MW and she was worried for her life, but Abby’s her mother. She wasn’t going to be cold about her own mother, lying on a table being tortured, even with the bad blood between them. Clarke’s not an unfeeling robot.

(Also like. They knew each other for less than two weeks? If Clarke is petty about forgiving her MOTHER or her CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND, what does that say about forgiving the girl she’s known for so little time and 99% of their time together was discussing the war? Anyway.)

My main problem would actually not even be about Clarke forgiving Lexa, but what comes after it. Clarke’s a leader, whether she likes/wants it or not, so yeah, like I’ve said, in the right situation I can buy her forgiving Lexa so they can work together to stop a war and more lives being lost. Clarke is a very resentful and stubborn person, but she’s also very pragmatic and knows how to put her people (and even the ones that aren’t her people like we saw last season) above her own wants and needs, even to her own detriment. Also, and I literally just thought about this, if the Sky people want to stay where they are and not move they’re gonna have to have cordial relations wih all tribes, and Clarke would never jeopardize that.

So yeah, my problem isn’t exactly Clarke forgiving Lexa (unless it’s executed badly, which– with these writers you never know) but Clarke and Lexa actually being a thing, romantically speaking. Because listen, I don’t care how much you like their dynamic, there’s no possible way that Clarke will ever look at Lexa and not think about the fact that it’s because of her that she had to commit genocide, which, btw, is part of the reason she was so fucked up she couldn’t even stay with her own people, with people that LOVED her, no matter what she did and could have helped her heal. Even if they somewhat rebuilt the trust between them, I don’t buy for one second Clarke ever letting Lexa in again to the extent of falling in love with her. Clarke is very rational and pragmatic, but damn, girl isn’t that cold to put something like that behind, tbh. 

Honestly, I didn’t see Clarke exhibiting romantic interest in Lexa in s2, there was a potential for it to happen down the line sure, but after the betrayal? I will never buy Clarke feeling any kind of romantic feelings towards Lexa now. And I hope the writers aren’t so far gone in their own power trips to disrespect their own main character like this.

Japan Skates interviews Yuzuru Hanyu after winning a gold medal at Finlandia Trophy(Oct.5-7 2012 Espoo, Finland)
  • JS: @ THE ICE (ice show in July) mixed zone interview, you quoted "there is Brian(ORSER)'s ideal jumping form, I guess Javier(FERNANDEZ)'s is the closest."
  • YH: In the beginning with him, I was so excited and pleased, "I can watch Javier making his quads!" and also I hoped to learn from Javier, who has much consistency on it, but lately I found "Javier makes quad with his own form, as I make it with my own form."
  • YH: As for "my own form" - it has been updated, restored with good aspects of other skaters, or "good idea!" I have, then "try it!". So, I don't care about doing that with the same form in every competition. Therefore, I have done it with the different form in every competition,
  • JS: What!?
  • YH: (laughs) not so much differently I can do that, but actually I have focused on the different aspect.
  • JS: You and Javier, here you were training together, with Brian, as same as in Canada, I saw both you making a relay to connect with Brian, switching one another, it really worked!
  • YH: not so much. (smiles)
  • JS: (smiles) Yes, you worked so fluently.
  • YH: Since I haven't trained like this, you know, it's difficult apparently.
  • JS: Well, here I saw you rotating without fastening your arms, in between a quad drill.
  • YH: A double jump. I have imagined the arm motion of quad, to "make rotating shaft stable".
  • JS: @ DOI (ice show in June) mixed zone interview, you noted "trying to have a quad in the second half."
  • YH: I hope to make it in tiredness. You know, Javier was going to have it, (FERNANDEZ planned his third quad 4T in the second half @ Finlandia Trophy.) So will I! …someday, I should make it happen. (smiles)
  • *P.S : so wanna guess what's Yuzuru gonna do on next season? as he already accomplished the mission of 3 quads this season (1 in SP, and 2 in FP) .. he hinted it someway in this dialogue though, i guess ^^; idk

anonymous asked:

I can't seem to be excited about McReedus on TD next week (yet) because I am so fucking afraid for Carol! Did you see her stepping up to that jerk-ass in the promo tho!? Holy mother of YES!! I'm a nervous wreak right now but I'll hold you if you hold me back :) Also I just found out you could leave an ASK without an account - so I NEEDED to tell you that YOU ARE FUCKIN AMAZBALLS!!!! Please don't ever believe otherwise because it wouldn't be the truth.

Hi my anonymous friend,

Thank you so much for your lovely sentiments! We are all in this together and really, I think anyone sticking up for Carol at any time is AMAZBALLS and an awesome human being, so while I don’t necessarily think I deserve the praise I am definitely glad to be mixed in with a group of those kind of people. The Carol Army, just like Carol herself, has always been underestimated by those trying to bring her down, so if I can bring some positivity and sunshine to repel some of the negative nonsense sloshing around, then you can rest assured I’ll be there with bells on. Staying ‘Carol Cookie’ sweet the whole time of course.

They think Carol is slated to die next and they have their reasons why, well the least we can do is offer up some of our own reasons of why we think they might be wrong…AGAIN!
Especially since they’ve been wrong about so much Carol related goodness in the past. 

Now admittedly being emotionally invested in a character like Carol does make a person somewhat biased BUT it’s exactly that “investment” that makes us know and notice things regarding her that those who either aren’t or simply don’t want to “watch” things that closely, might miss or even distort through their own negativity. 

Bottom line is that we are “invested” in the positivity that flow from Carol and HER actions while they are “invested” in dismissing or distorting what she does into something to justify their own premise to want HER GONE. 

Since our purpose is essentially opposing one another - listening or reading their “reasoning” is pointless so the first thing to do if you find its starts to affect your own morale is to click AWAY from it.
It’s written and designed to make you worry, second guess yourself or plant a seed of doubt in your mind…so NOPE right out of there and review these CAROL FRIENDLY facts with me.

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Masterpost on Malia Tate

First off, I’m not stating that Malia is evil and everyone should hate her, this is just me considering the possibility that there’s more to her character we haven’t been shown yet, which, in addition, would make her a more believable character. I know there are many fans out there who already love her the way she is, but to me she hasn’t been convincing yet and I feel like many others think the same.

There are many things unclear about her, and yes, I know she was in like only four episodes, but her quick integration in the pack and some other following aspects are justifying reasons to think twice.

 

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Negative post to follow. Don't wanna hear it? Don't read it!

Actually didn’t want to comment on it anymore, but seeing as more people feel the same way (parts of this post), I’ll do it anyway.

The way they chose to handle Jisbon so far, imo, is absolutely silly and unnatural. You can tell me a hundred times about Jane Austen and Co., but there’s a thing called “just too much”, and right now Jane and Lisbon seem to be caught in the 19th century, even privately.

The fact that we’re in the 4th Episode and there hasn’t even been a peck between a supposedly in love couple, is ridiculous. (But hey, Lisbon and Cho pecked! oh well). Or at the end when Lisbon left, why was there no peck to his forehead? No ILY when she left. Nothing! Except you count that almost not there touch of her pinky on the back of his hand, wow, hold your horses, we don’t want to overdo it now, do we?

On the other hand we have Abbott’s wife appearing for the first time and what happens? Two pecks in one epsidoe, why? Well because it’s what couples do, simple! And apparently the writers see that as well ( or why else did Cho and Lisbon act like that undercover?), unless of course it’s Jane and Lisbon, who, if you mute them, act more like friends than anything. Seriously there was more “heat” between them in S1-6 than now. I don’t blame Cho for not seeing they’re a couple, tbh, why would he? They don’t even act like a couple when they’re alone.

But yeah, right, the continuing hints at them having sex, cause that makes so much sense. A couple having sex, but otherwise they seem almost afraid to touch in just the slightest way.

I’m not sure why they decided to do it this way, and I really don’t care. I also don’t care what they say in interviews, which not every viewer reads btw. All I’m seeing is…. nothing. Except for one cute moment after the other (and yes they’re nice, but that gets boring after a while), cause apparently talk is all they can do suddenly. Funny, actually, cause they usually never needed a lot of words before. 

If the PTB was trying to appease the antis or casual viewers, well, good Job, I guess.

I really hate they make me feel this way, before the season I thought I’m just gonna enjoy this one, but now with every passing Episode I’m getting more and more disappointed (won’t even talk about the cases–major yawn so far). I will continue to watch, since I invested too much time in the Show, but I’m really, overall, less and less enthusiastic. Good thing when it ends, I guess, as I won’t have to miss it then, but sad, if I think about how I couldn’t wait to watch it before.

Hoping for something to change, but doubt it will. 

Yes, this is what one can call a negative post, but it’s how I feel, and I’m not depressed or anything, just sad it is that way. Just goes to show you should never expect anything.

Will still reblog stuff and everything, but can’t share the excitement of “Oh my god, they lie in the same bed”… well.

PS: Don’t give anything on what Jimmy said in his reply. First of all, he doesn’t know every episode, and second, in a 13 ep season, I’d say the finale is considered soon as well. And nothing in upcoming eps will change what’s already been done.

PPS: Please, refrain from telling me I should just be happy there is a season at all. Just because there is, doesn’t mean I have to blindly love everything about it! And also don’t turn this into a “50 Shades of Grey” commment, I couldn’t care less about french kisses or a sex scene.

Not In That Way Part 3 - Requested (Luke)

This was requested by jxx-n iinternetgirl8522 tessawinterx if you haven't yet read the ones before then you should do that now haha Part 1 and Part 2, ENJOY!!!!

LUKE’S POV

‘Hello?’ I answer the phone without checking the ID, it’s three in the morning so it has to be important, but there is no reply only shuffling, I move the phone for my ear and squint in the dark to read the name on screen.

’(Y/N)?’ I asks, my heart race picking up a little, she had gone out tonight with some friends, maybe she’s in trouble or needs a ride; I sit up in my bed. ’(Y/N) you there?’ I ask again.

'Lukey why you calling me?’ She asks making me frown a little trying not to laugh at her clear drunken state. 'I didn’t you called me’ I remind her. 'Yeah, yeah of course, I knew that’ she slurs.

'But…but I have to tell you something, it’s a big secret, the biggest’ she hushes her voice a little and I try not to laugh again. 'Olay tell me’ I whisper down the phone, playing along and she laugh.

'Lucas don’t be silly, I can’t tell you the biggest secret ever down the phone, I have to see you, I’m coming your house’ she explain and I nod, swinging my legs over the side of the bed and grabbing my jeans pulling them on.

'Where are you, I’ll come pick you up and you can tell me all about the secret’ I offer.

'It’s not just a secret Lu, it’s the biggest secret’ she gushes and this time I let out a soft chuckle. 'Okay sorry’ I apologise. 'Where are you then?’ I ask jogging down the stairs.

'Well that’s why I called duuuu, I’m lost’ she exclaimed down the phone to the point I have to pull the phone from my ear a little. 'How are you lost? What can you see around you?’ I ask, locking the front door and heading for my car, I climb in waiting for her response as I look behind for any cars, then I spot something moving down the street, more like someone.

'I dunno, it’s dark, okay come find me, I’m somewhere dark’ she tells me before laughing at herself a little. I climb out the car and jog down the street until I’m able to see (Y/N) fills stumbling down the street, I laugh down the phone 'Found you’ I tell her and she cheers throwing her arms in the air and I reach her in time to catch her. I get her back home and make her some coffee as we sit at the table.

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YOU’RE POV

You wake up your head pounding, it feels like your mouth is full of spikes and someone is hammering in your head as you groan rolling over, you squint as you open your eyes to see you’re in Luke’s room. You groan closing your eyes again as you try and remember how you got her but recall nothing. Eyes still closed you throw the cover off yourself and sit up, Sliding your legs over the side of the bed, you feel the cold rush on your bare legs and open your eyes to see your wearing one of Luke’s shirts and your under wear. You get up and look in the mirror to see last night’s make up over your face, you’re hair a mess and eyes slightly blood shot but you just groan leaving the room, it’s only Luke, no effort needs to be made so you head down stairs. You filled the noise if the TV into the living room where Luke is sitting staring blankly at the TV. You lean your shoulder against the door frame and smile a little.

'Morning’ your throat hurts a little as you speak and you try to clear your groggy throat. Luke’s eyes are immediately on you and he stands.

'Hey, hey erm morning’ he rambles almost nervousness and you frown a little shaking your head and turning to go to the kitchen, you can hear Luke following but he doesn’t speak, you hit the switch for the kettle and lean against the counter as it boils.

'How you feeling this morning?’ He asks and you groan in response rubbing your head. And Luke chuckles a little earning him a glare from you. 'Want some pain killers?’ He asks and you nod a little closing your eyes, you hear the cupboard door open and shuffling. 'I’ll tale the whole pack’ you half joke and he chuckles, you hear the tap come in and open your was in time for Luke to hand you the water, he holds up the tablets and you open your mouth he pops them in and you smile before swallowing with a mouthful of water.

'Please make the coffee’ you ask with a moan and he chuckles pulling out a chair for you, you happily fall into it and place your head on the table eyes closed. After a couple of minutes silence you open your eyes to see Luke staring right at you, like he is observing everything about you, you smile a little at him and he does back before looking away.

'So other than this morning how was last night?’ He asks, as he takes the milk from the fridge.

'Good from what I remember, which honestly isn’t a lot, the last time I saw the time was eleven because some women piled on Jessie’s shoes’ I tell him pulling a face at the stain memory. 'So you don’t remember coming here? Calling me?’ He asks turning and handing you the mug, which you take with a small smile of appreciation.

'No, sorry it must have been late; did I turn up here late?’ You worry a little hoping you hadn’t been a nuisance.

'You called and said you were lost, told me to come find you, that you were somewhere dark, I got to my car an saw you half way down the street and that was it really’ he explain and you laugh as much as your head will allow until pouting towards Luke.

'Sorry Luke’ you apologise but he shakes his head 'don’t be, you know I will always answer, I’m always gonna take care if you’ he tells you and you can’t help the smile that grows across your lips.

'You’re the best Luke’ you tell him 'don’t suppose I could sleep off the hangover here?’ You smile sweetly up at him and he chuckles. 'Of course my lady, my bed is all yours’ he tells you offering you a hand, you take it and grab your mug with the other, you peck Luke’s cheek and give him a quick smile before heading back for his bed.

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'Thanks for letting me crash Luke, I don’t mean to rush off without spending any time with you but I gotta go’ you call through the rooms as you hop off the last step and shove your feet into your shoes, you see Luke come out if the kitchen and stand in front of the door, you cock your eyebrow and he laughs a little.

'Just give me two minutes, I want to show you something’ he explain, you nod following him into the living room where he picks up his guitar, you lean against the door frame go watch him.

'Last night you told me your secret and I thought it’s only fair I tell you mine’ he explain before beginning to strum looking down at his fingers but as the first words leave his mouth his blue eyes lock on yours.

'When I hear you stop and laugh out loud

When you’re fallin’ fast asleep

When you’re in the middle of a crowd

When you’re lyin’ close to me

When I hear you softly say my name

When you’re high and when you’re low

When you don’t need me to explain

'Cause you already know

When you smile that way

I know, every night and day

That’s when I love you, when I need you

When I care about you

That’s when I know without a doubt

That I can’t live without you

Everyday I find another reason

Every season we go through

And every little thing you do

That’s when I love you’

Your breath is hitched in your throat; you wouldn’t have told him that, would you? How drunk were you? What did you say? What does that sing mean? He puts down his guitar, his eye which have been on your since the first words have water building and you know yours are the same. He comes over and takes your hands in his, your frozen.

'For years I have had this feeling, all through my body but it’s only ever when I’m with you, a couple of years ago I thought maybe it was love but then I told myself I was being stupid, I couldn’t love you, your my best friend, so that’s what I put it down to, I put it down to you being one of the closest, most important person in my life. But then last night you told me, you told me you loved me and its like those words, those words made the years, the feeling it made sense. I couldn’t sleep last night; I couldn’t stop thinking about how stupid I was to have missed it all this time, for not having you in my arms all these years. Because I love you (Y/N)’ as he finishes a tear slides down your cheek and you take in a huge breath.

'I love you too’ the words leaving your mouth are so foreign in this context but so right. And you feel a hundred times lighter as a huge weight leaves your body. Luke smiles a little before softly brushing your cheek with his thumb, wiping away the tear before hold you in his hand, his lips moving to yours and gently brushing them, the kiss becomes more, more needy, more awaited, and you feel like your body is on fire from his touch. That’s it; you always told yourself he didn’t love you, not in that way. But he does and you love him.

From Chelsea