don't know how to feel anymore

When Jungkook is not even fluent in english but he takes time and effort to make us covers so that International ARMYs feel included for once … And it is not Rapmon who featured in the song this time it is JIMIN. The same Jimin who stayed glued to Namjoon the whole time in the US because he was so scared. I am sure they kept trying a thousand times with the weight of all the insecurities they felt. I mean they released a song that the whole world gonna listen to, knowing that more english speakers joined the fandom after the BBMAs. 
How to not be proud? How to not get inspired by them? How to not feel more confident to go against your weaknesses for once when you follow BTS? I stan the right group. 

The Signs at their Best / The Signs at their Worst
  • Aries at their best: Full of life, adventurous and with a bright light in their eyes - a light bright enough to make all darkness disappear. Challenging, caring and with a big smile on their face. Admiring all beauty they can see, their head filled with plans. Nothing could ever bring them down, nothing could come between them and whatever it is that they want.
  • Aries at their worst: Doubting themselves in a very destructive way. They think it's all their fault and that they can't make anyone truly happy. Reckless. Cannot be reached by anyone, no one knows what's going on inside their head. Harsh. Don't care if they hurt someone's feelings or not. Don't care at all.
  • Taurus at their best: Absolute sweethearts with a great wits. Their heart is only open wide for people they choose carefully because they know it's for their own good. They know what's good for them and they're confident because they know what they're capeable of. A true and fair winner. Caring, charming, funny, intelligent, affectionate.
  • Taurus at their worst: They seem cold and careless. They know how to use words when they want to cause pain with them and they do that. Doubting themselves, suddenly lost all their confidence. Can't really control their feelings and tend to explode. Not looking after themselves and their loved ones because they're busy being stuck in a bad mood but deep down they're very very sorry for it.
  • Gemini at their best: A head full of ideas, a chest full of life. Up to something great, smiling, laughing, telling jokes, telling the greatest stories. Caring, motivating and inspiring. Freedom-loving, passionate about life, creative. Helpful, knows how to cheer you up. They don't run out of energy, they keep going.
  • Gemini at their worst: There is no sparkle in their eyes. Their hands are cold and their look is empty. Everything bores them, bothers them or sucks the life out of their bones. They don't see or hear anything, they're lost in thoughts. Get mean easily, say things they don't mean. Hurt others on purpose but end up hurting themselves. Self-pitying, over-emotional or not showing any emotion.
  • Cancer at their best: Brave people of good heart. Kind and caring, spreading love and good vibes. They fight for what they want, they always have something to say. Generous, understanding, shining as bright as the sun. A smile that makes others smile. They are very strong and handle their emotions wisely. Not to be underestimated.
  • Cancer at their worst: Say or do things they regret immediately. Forget to take care of themselves. They don't talk to anyone, don't reply. They tend to put themselves under an enormous emotional pressure. May manipulate others or completely lock themselves away.
  • Leo at their best: The literal sun. They shine so bright even when they're not smiling. Their laugh echoes, everybody hears it. Very proud, ambitious, kind, fair and loving. Bring happiness wherever they go, bring light into the dark. Full of dreams and very intelligent. The one that makes a boring evening a perfect one. Protective and they have a great sense of humour.
  • Leo at their worst: Believing themselves to be not good enough, doubting themselves and suffering from it. Harsh and kind of cold. Their look is still powerful and you dare not to speak to them. They drift away, may get mean or change their mind really quick because they just don't know what they want and it frustrates them so much.
  • Virgo at their best: Really good at doing what they love to do. Happy to spend time with people they like, generous and gentle, wise, gives great advices. Takes hints, makes great surprises and knows how to comfort people. Full of life and they have a great wits. The one that keeps you grounded. Honest and fair.
  • Virgo at their worst: Causing pain or worries to others to release themselves from it. They may be manipulative and self-pitying, exaggerating and not really speaking up. They tend to make decisions they will regret later. They forget how clever they are or they doubt their skills and their intelligence and make themselves smaller than they are.
  • Libra at their best: A great supporter. Someone with an eye for beauty, a charming smile and an amazing aura. They are funny, full of ideas and spontaneous. Remember little things and can easily make others happy what they love to do. Very creative, honest and they have a wild soul.
  • Libra at their worst: Moody, not seeing themselves as the masterpiece they are. Letting everybody know how they feel. Cold and feeling incredibly bad about it. They just hide away from the world and won't let anything come close to them. In pain just because they see all the flaws in their lives although there may not even be some.
  • Scorpio at their best: Passionate, strong, strong-willed, skilled and loving. They are full of secrets which is why they can keep secrets like no one else. An entire universe for themselves. They don't care about limits but in a good way. They share their ideas and dreams and cheer others up.
  • Scorpio at their worst: Neglecting their friends, their family, their duties and themselves. Reckless and not saying much about it. Things that usually fascinate them do not fascinate them anymore and they feel like nothing could ever make them smile again. Everything they love starts seeming so irrelevant to them.
  • Sagittarius at their best: Funny, uplifting, full of life and good energy. They don't care what anyone thinks of them, they will dance to loud music whenever they feel like it. They are open minded and interested in things, prepared to stand up for what they believe in at any time.
  • Sagittarius at their worst: Feeling depressed and not able to explain it, express it or talk about it. Over emotional and hot tempered, about to explode although they don't always know why. About to yell at someone for little things although they don't want to. Tired of everything.
  • Capricorn at their best: A guardian angel. Always there when you need them, glad to help. Caring for themselves and really moving things. Know how to use words and what to say in any situation. Working on something great, motivating others, taking care of people.
  • Capricorn at their worst: Sarcastic and they just shut everything down. Maybe bitter over something, maybe making others upset, too. Seem to have given up. Not sure what to do or what to say. Doubting themselves deep down but not willing to admit it. Not showing any emotions.
  • Aquarius at their best: An actual source of energy. Always have the greatest plans and ideas, dislike boredom. They love communicating and meeting new people, seeing new places. Curious about life, wanting to explore the world. Lift others up with their presence only.
  • Aquarius at their worst: Complaining over everything and annoying others with it. They don't care about anything anymore, reckless. Do not care anymore and do their own thing even though it might not be good for them. Ignoring others and feeling empty deep down. Like they ran out of energy.
  • Pisces at their best: Supporting others, taking care of others but also of themselves. Very clever, know what to say, funny. Their fantasy knows no limits and they're very productive. Do art or listen to music. Make others smile and fascinate them. Playing their own little games. Inspired.
  • Pisces at their worst: Feeling incredibly sad because of how the world is. Manipulative and stubborn. Actually dangerous because you just can't tell what they're up to. Revengeful. They have no energy and feel powerless, underestimated and not treated how they think they should be treated.
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There is an element to this journey into the dark that I’m only now beginning to appreciate.  // What’s that? //  How good it feels.

Unlike but cute couples
  • <p> <b>Aries + Cancer:</b> The fire of an Aries will set a flame in Cancer's body that will make them find out parts of themselves that they haven't known they actually exist. In return, Cancer will make Aries feel emotional and caring, just like a wave they've sent them in for flowing and getting to know this part of themselves.<p/><b>Taurus + Aquarius:</b> The stability of Taurus will change the thoughts of Aquarius. They wonder where this person comes from and they would do anything to keep them. Taurus will melt in the presence of Aquarius and they make a perfect couple.<p/><b>Gemini + Capricorn:</b> Two intellectual personalities clash. They both have a wonderful mind, full of things only they can understand. Where Gemini talks about their ideas, Capricorn thinks and helps Gemini to find the correct words. They are like the King and the Queen.<p/><b>Leo + Virgo:</b> Leo brings sparkle and glamour in the grey and boring world of Virgo. It's like something inside of them shines more than ever. Leo gives Virgo that kind of confidence they need and Leo finds in Virgo a person that helps them organizing their lives and listens to them any time.<p/><b>Libra + Scorpio:</b> With the love of Libra, Scorpio feels complete. They've hidden in darkness for such a long time, and then there comes Libra, bringing light and brightness to their lonely heart and mind. Libra gets more emotional, thinks more than talks and opens up to someone finally. Together they are unstoppable, like day and night have found each other.<p/><b>Sagittarius + Pisces:</b> Both of them seek freedom and wisdom. Pisces dreams about their greatest wishes, Sagittarius will make this dreams come true. With Pisces, Sagittarius feels like they are in heaven, they are their rock whenever they are down and don't know how to be happy anymore. Together they literally live on cloud 7.<p/></p>
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pjo moodboards: nemesis cabin

Still, she must warn you that she will not suffer undeserved success. Good luck is a sham. The wheel of fortune is a Ponzi scheme. True success requires sacrifice. 

𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴

Lonely hearts have a tendency to stick their veins out, in hope of connecting to someone else’s blood vessels. The only problem is that the bearers of those hearts have reached a point where they feel like they don’t know how to do that anymore. They’ve been put down too many times, told that they’re abnormal so often, to the point of nearly believing it themselves. They tell themselves that they just aren’t meant to be around anyone else, that they were born to love infinitely and to never be loved the same.
—  🖤
  • Sherlock: I like it.
  • John: I... don't know how to feel about it.
  • Sherlock: Why?
  • John: Because.
  • John: Because you are... you're you.
  • John: You're Sherlock Holmes.
  • Sherlock: And?
  • John: You wouldn't be Sherlock Holmes anymore.
  • Sherlock: John.
  • Sherlock: John that is the dumbest thing you've ever said.
  • John:
  • John:
  • John:
  • Sherlock: Even if I change my name, it doesn't mean I will no longer be Sherlock Holmes.
  • John: Even if you're Sherlock Watson?
  • Sherlock: Even if I'm Sherlock Watson.
  • John: What about Sherlock Holmes-Watson?
  • Sherlock:
  • Sherlock:
  • Sherlock: Fine.
  • Sherlock: But only if you do it too.
  • John: Okay.
  • Sherlock: Really? Sherlock and John Holmes-Watson?
  • John: Sherlock and John Holmes-Watson. Deal?
  • Sherlock: Deal.

anonymous asked:

I'm happy you exist cause I have the exact same thoughts abt all this mess & it's hard to be 'that person' now. Despites what you're saying I don't think you're delusional 'cause you know when you have to be skeptical, even for cr. Despites who's right or not, I think it's sad how easy it is for us to trust staged pictures & official interviews when we clearly know we shouldn't trust it that easy. Esp when the events don't line up, the drama seems staged and right on time. Have a good day luv 😙

Thanks sweets 😙  Despite all of this I still believe in Camren, I can’t do otherwise, not after everything I’ve seen. But I’m pretty sure a vast majority of the fandom on here is gonna abandon ship now, which is understandable. I probably won’t theorize as much anymore about the indirects and whatnot, cause I don’t feel like being insulted by anons but I won’t think any less of it - and nothing will stop me from analyzing the shit out of CC1 if I think it’s Camren as fuck. I get where Lauren is coming from and why she had to finally put an end to it. I just think there are things that you can’t hide, especially when it comes to love, and that’s why as much as I respect Lauren, it’s really hard for me to believe that Camren never happened, cause eyes don’t lie, and god knows hers and Camila’s were full of love.

also of lust 😏

Southern California Gothic
  • "It will rain." they say. They say that every day. And every day, you wait. How long have you waited? You don't know anymore.
  • You stop at a dusty intersection. At all corners, there are people with fruit stands. The cherries are 2 dollars a pound. You see the sign saying no stands. You look to the police. They have one too. The strawberries are a dollar a basket.
  • You're walking in LA along Hollywood Boulevard. You walk along the stars. It feels like forever. So many and yet so many still. You eventually find your own name on one for film. You have never been in a movie. Or so you think.
  • "Let's go to In-N-Out," says your friend. Which one? There are no other burger places around. There is only In-N-Out. There is always only In-N-Out.
  • You walk past a person in a Dodgers hat. Not uncommon. Everyone owns one. Everyone you walk past wears one. You reach up onto your head. You are one of them.
  • You go to a restaurant with a friend. Everything is gluten free. You don't mind. Everything is. What even is gluten? You don't know, but you are horrified by it.
  • The beach is nice in the summer. The beach is nice in spring. The beach is nice. The beach is your friend, your overlord. You must respect it. Bow to it before stepping on its sandy shores.
  • You get onto the 405. Siri says you only go 5 miles before getting off on the exit ramp. It has been decades since she said that last. Your hands are old and wrinkled as they grip the wheel. Siri says you have 4 miles to go. It's faster than usual.
  • You park your car on the side of the road and get out. The beach. You look at the top of your car to find a surfboard. You don't own a surfboard. You do now and have accepted it as your new way of life. You go to put on your wetsuit.
  • Your friend says she has tickets to the next concert. You ask where. She laughs. It is everywhere. The Bowl. The Forum. Staples Center. It is everywhere at once. All concerts are.
  • You debate on where to go for summer vacation. The fight ensues. Magic Mountain, Knott's Berry Farm, Universal Studios, and Disneyland. They fight for your affection and your money for when summer comes. This happens every year.
  • The palm tree outside your window waves at you in the wind. The palm trees are your ever present, looming protector. They are always watching.
  • You hear the chiming of the elotero's cart. You grab your money and run out the door. There is no elotero. The bell still rings. It always rings.
unpopular opinion

shiro isn’t hopeless at household chores and cooking. he’s a decent cook and keeps things military neat and clean