don't even look at me that way ok

anonymous asked:

ok everyone is constantly on about neil and allison and neil and matt but WHERE are my discussions on neil and kevin?? don't even TRY and tell me they're not lowkey besties

OH MY FUCKING GOD MY GUY,,, DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED i wrote a whole fucking essay on neil and kevin trying to get into the extra josten squad i’m never ok. anyway even tho i said don’t get me started,,,, im getting started

OK. LIKE. their relationship is so fucky to start with. neil looks at kevin and sees everything he could have had. he’s just… jealous in a lot of ways. but it takes him like 0 time to realise that actually, kevin’s life has been pretty shit, and he’s IMMEDIATELY protective of kevin. like,, he’s so pissed off at kevin for pressuring him into being on kathy’s show but he totally gets where he’s coming from and as soon as riko starts being an asshat he’s just like “you know what? my life isn’t worth anything. i’ll give it up for kevin. no question.” no doubt, he’s a ride or die motherfucker and he gives it all up for kevin

LOOK AT THIS!!! THIS ISN’T BC OF A DEAL OR SOMETHING!! NEIL’S JUST LIKE. NO. WE’RE ON THE SAME TEAM. #FUCKRIKO2K17 

he doesn’t even last two pages and then he’s just. so fucking pissed he literally can’t even let riko talk anymore. what kind of a gem

oh my god and this is just like… the start. this is the first book. this is pretty much the first time neil shows any type of care for anything except surviving this year. he was gonna run away before he even saw riko, and here riko’s not looking at him and he paints a target on his back for kevin??? i love him

alright and that’s not all. it’s not just neil adopting kevin. kevin straight up adopts that boy too. he loves neil for his exy, and he’s certain he’ll make court, but do you see him inviting anyone else to practice at night? nope. AND AS SOON AS KEVIN FINDS OUT THAT NEIL IS NATHANIEL HE DOES THE SAME THING he doesn’t defy riko or smth not yet but

HE STRAIGHT UP ADOPTS NEIL RIGHT BACK!!! and i dont even have to show u guys this quote its the fucking apex of their relationship-

OH MY GODDDDD he believes so much in neil!!!! he’s so fucking upset that neil can’t have a future. he wants that for our boy as much as we do; like nothing else that has happened has hurt kevin that much. 

and they see themselves in each other. they SEE that they’re basically just alternate timelines of each other - that one small difference could have made either one of them into the other

a BUNCH of their compassion for each other comes because they know what they’re looking at. they’re looking at themselves, if there had been one small change in their lives. and both of them know that it wouldn’t have been good either way - both routes were torture in different ways. kevin has a future, but the moriyamas will always be hanging over them; neil was free for a while, but it won’t last. they KNOW that for each other and that fuels them. there’s a bond there that just can’t be ignored ok??

ALSO. LETS NOT FORGET. KEVIN OFFERED TO NOT DRINK FOR NEIL! JUST IF NEIL WANTED TO DRINK!!

even nicky comments like “kevin has CLEARLY just done something nice for neil but kevin’s a BRAT” like. kevin cares so fucking much,, he’s like “you know what? if i were in neil’s shoes i would already be fucking wasted. idk if it will help but if he wants to he should be able to. i got u, bro.” what a BOY. i love him they’re the best friends

and okay if anyone needs more- i swear i’m wrapping this post up - when neil thinks about his future, he sees andrew. obviously. BUT HE ALSO SEES KEVIN THERE.

they’re straight up best friends and brothers and i fucking love them

and as a last point, this is extra content instead of book-canon, but

NEIL IS AS IMPORTANT TO KEVIN AS THEA IS. MIKE DROPPED. MY BOYS.

Which Twice Member should you fight?
  • Nayeon: Please fight Nayeon, I guarantee you she deserves it and you will win easily. I mean she might cry and you'll feel guilty but it's worth it. Fight her
  • Jeongyeon: Look Jeongyeon is trying her best ok, and I know it's tempting to punish her for all the dabbing but just don't ok, she'll go down easy but she doesn't deserve it.
  • Momo: What the hell, have you seen her arms she will rip you in two. Besides why would you want to fight someone so pure and innocent. Shame on you
  • Sana: You don't even have a chance of getting to Sana, there is no way in hell you're gonna make it past all of her girlfriends.
  • Jihyo: Are you honestly telling me that you want to fight God. Lmao good luck buddy you will die
  • Mina: Mina looks like she's innocent and easy to beat but I guarantee you she knows some kind of secret form of kickboxing or something. Don't take that risk.
  • Dahyun: Good luck even getting to the fighting cause Dahyun will pull some epic dramatic shit and start monologuing. You'll beat her easily but it's not worth the effort.
  • Chaeyoung: I mean, you'll win but are you honestly telling me you want to fight this tiny ball of fluff. It's not worth it to have that on your conscience.
  • Tzuyu: No. You will not win. Even if you manage to beat her by some miracle, you're gonna have like eight angry girls on your ass. Don't try it.
  • <p> <b>Character 1:</b> *spontaneously touches head of character two with the finger*<p/><b>Author:</b> :) yay! Nice shot of a simple tou-<p/><b>Fandom:</b> basically the position of the hand was in old times a way to show marriage proposal even though in Ireland the touch on the head meant love when it was touched by a special someone it meant that the two were meant to be together look at the small blush it means its really love by the way i think you didn't noticed that she/he's worried for her that's why he/she leaves the group to after a while check if he/she's doing OK don't you see also forgot to say that touching in that special spot in the front meant woman and the way his fingers are organized meant sex even the author admited it iTS CANNON AND YOU CANT TELL ME ITS NOT MODAFUKER <p/></p>
  • Tigerstar: No-one here respects me and it's ridiculous. I was a leader. I KILLED Bluestar. I demand reverence. Look, I even had a follower join me here. *points to Darkstripe*
  • Mapleshade: Ok, listen. You led to Bluestars death, true, but in the end she drowned on her own. Sneaking your way up to the top was admirable but then you only tried to be a sneaky supervillian with ur bullshit plans. And don't act like Darkstripe is beneath you. He actually straight up attacked Firestar at one point, which is more than you did lmao. Stop acting like your failed plans make you intimidating when they only ended up getting you killed before you accomplished anything.
  • Tigerstar: ...
  • Darkstripe: holy shit
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Illustration set for radiophile’s wonderful pre-canon fic keep moving in opposite directions, where Dorian and Bull Hissrad meet in Tevinter years before the game. Go read it if you haven’t you guys, there is amazing spy shenanigans and pointed banter and hot hot character driven sex and oh man. Despite having re-read it approximately 18 times I have somehow yet to have left a comment, oops?

Please full-view, I wanted them side by because it’s a set but they lose a lot detail this small. It was fun but challenging to draw these guys so much younger and still have them be them without being able to rely on their most memorable characteristics. I think I did okay. Dorian, put your moustache back on; Bull, go get your eyepatch immediately.

lifeisinthegrays  asked:

Ok can you explain where the whole "bencutio" ship comes from? Because I don't see it maybe just cause I am not looking in the right areas. Idk but I would genuinely like to understand it.

this took me half an hour i am so sory

so the way i see it, the concept of benvolio x mercutio is one of the more difficult ships to defend in R&J. still love it to bits, but it’s not as obvious as romercutio, or even tycutio if you wanted to go that route. when i’ve seen productions of R&J where i’ve strongly picked up on bencutio, it’s usually down to actors’/directors’ choices on how to play the two characters.

benvolio and mercutio are foils to each other; both care deeply about romeo, but while benvolio is the peacekeeper and tries to come up with rational solutions for problems, mercutio is in the background waxing poetic about his dreams or making dick jokes. (i’m simplifying here, but you get my point.) mercutio is a character that’s often interpreted as queer, and is a character known for his banter about sex and sexuality, as well as flirting with nearly everyone that walks onstage. he is constantly talking about sex, and how he had a dream about sex, and how romeo’s not having any sex, and wants to be having sex, and should be having sex, or talking about how sexually attractive/not sexually attractive other characters are. the man has zero chill, tbh.

so to get back to bencutio: in many productions i’ve seen, in scenes where mercutio has a lot of sexually-driven dialogue, while he’s joking around with romeo, it’s half-directed at benvolio. i’ve seen it range from benvolio rolling his (or in one case, her) eyes every time mercutio makes an innuendo toward him, to the two men making out in the woods in 2.1 after romeo scales the wall to go find juliet. also, in 3.1 when mercutio is killed, benvolio’s reaction can range as well, i’ve seen it done from what you’d typically expect from a grieving friend to benvolio sobbing, him holding mercutio’s body as he dies (as opposed to romeo). really, it’s an artistic choice to play them up as a couple, but it adds to their character dynamics, and it’s fun to include a queer couple, because why not??

other folks, please feel free to throw in your own ideas/opinions!!

(extra note about mercutio, queerness, and dick jokes: in 2.4, when the nurse says, “i am none of [mercutio’s] flirt-gills; i am none of his skains-mates,” “flirt-gills” is slang for “loose/easy” women. “skains-mates,” which has literally never been used outside of shakespeare, is typically interpreted as meaning rascals/troublemakers. however, skains also meant daggers, which is directly related to pricks. pricks. mercutio’s prick-mates?? this is just me, the amateur shakespeare fan, doing some hardcore analysis of the text, but you tell me what mercutio’s “prick-mates” sounds like to you.)

As much as I complain about other things, my absolute least favourite thing about the Harry Potter fandom is how there seems to be this huge fandom consensus that Lucius Malfoy was an abusive parent. Like… I don’t even know what to say to that… Why would you think this? Why would you think that Daddy’s Boy™ Draco Malfoy was being abused by his PTA Dad who literally does not even go one book without somehow fucking someone over because of his Precious Boy? Lucius Malfoy was a racist, bigoted, manipulative bastard who was only ever out for what he could get. Draco Malfoy was a racist, bigoted bully. Stop trying to twist their relationship, which was probably the only slightly redeemable quality Lucius Malfoy had, to prop up the ‘poor tortured Draco’ characterisation. Draco felt poor and tortured in HBP because the parents that he loved so much were in trouble. Draco did what he did in the HBP because Voldemort was threatening Narcissa and Lucius. Draco Malfoy was not an abused child. He was the Wizarding equivalent of Dudley Dursley; a spoilt little brat whose parents dotted on him to the point where it literally made him insufferable.

anonymous asked:

Natasha's fucking hands... that picture she posted on Twitter today honestly made me emotional. It's weird caring about someone you don't even know but fucking... I don't even know. In a way it's inspiring that someone that beautiful and talented struggles like the rest of us but it still makes me sad for her. But then at least someone out there will see it and know they're not alone <3

Yeah I do the same thing too ):  I didn’t think I was the only one but it’s comforting to know that someone I look up to struggles with it too.  I hope she breaks the habit but I really have no intention of stopping /:  Also hope she’s ok and sending her positive vibes.

other people w/ self-destructive illnesses: drink! be promisceous! take drugs! tear apart relationships i genuinely care about! chase after people i know will be terrible for me! publicly humiliate myself! drink some more!!

my avoidant comorbid ass: i will selfdestruct by locking myself in my room and purposely developing unhealthy sleep habits and eat nothing but junkfood, maybe be a tiny bit sarcastic via online chat, and maybe if i’m lucky i will have been silent enough that people will worry about me, and if they ask how i’m doing i will ignore them and in the meanwhile i shall compare myself to nonavoidant selfdestructors and feel Shame for not being loud and flashy enough (even though this is obviously horrible to do, but hey) and hate myself more for self destructing in such a Lame way whilst stuffing food I know is bad for me down my neck when i’m not even hungry  :))))))))))))))))))))))))

the signs as iconic America's Next Top Model quotes
  • ARIES: "this is not america's next top best friend."
  • TAURUS: "When you're looking for something vision is important."
  • GEMINI: "I was rooting for you, we were all rooting for you!"
  • CANCER: “You all walked as though you were on an overdose of Viagra.”
  • LEO: "my look is in a different realm, people don't know how to handle it."
  • VIRGO: "I wanna be like freakin Mother Theresa, but in a diva kind of way."
  • LIBRA: "this is my signature walk and this is the walk that's going to make me famous."
  • SCORPIO: "hoe, but then make it fashion"
  • SAGITTARIUS: "is keeping your baby more important than your modelling career?"
  • CAPRICORN: "You know how sociopaths can kill somebody and not feel bad about it? Only I've never killed anybody."
  • AQUARIUS: "I don't even look like I belong on this planet."
  • PISCES: “My motto is: Walk like it’s for sale and the rent is due tonight.
Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction (Natalie Portman Edition)
  • "I lied to you, when you asked me if I loved you, and I said no. Remember?"
  • "You're not even glad that I called are you? You don't care if you ever see me again. You don't give a damn about me, do you? You know, I'm sorry I called you."
  • "Bonnie and Clyde didn't work alone. Thelma and Louise didn't work alone. And they were the best."
  • "In my stomach. It's all warm. I always had a knot there and now... it's gone."
  • "I like to mash snow. It gives me a tremendous feeling of self-satisfaction."
  • "What we've been doing lately is smoking massive amounts of drugs, binging on Entenmann's and listening to old Pink Floyd CD's."
  • "You're breaking my heart! You're going down a path I cannot follow!"
  • "I think I might be pregnant. You remember that guy I told you about last month?"
  • "You feel that? That little bom-bom-bom? That's where the heart is."
  • "I don't know what they're talking about. I have to look up every other word in the dictionary then I have to look up those words in the children's dictionary. Takes me a half hour to read a page."
  • "Are those initials on your underwear?"
  • "If I had my way they'd take metal altogether out of this world. Every blade, every gun."
  • "My mom always says that, when she can see I'm like working something out in my head, she's like, 'you're in it right now' and I'm looking at you're telling this story, and you're definitely in it."
  • "OK, so... so... sometimes I lie. I mean, I'm weird, man. About random stuff too, I don't even know why I do it. It's like... it's like a tick, I mean sometimes I hear myself say something and think, WOW, that wasn't even remotely true."
  • "We're not gonna make out or anything, okay?"
  • "You don't realize, this is good, this doesn't happen often in your life. We can work this stuff out. I want to help you, you know? We need each other…"
  • "Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment, 'I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it', and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one."
  • "How can one man be so endlessly disappointing?"
  • "Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - but it's better if you do."
  • "It's the only way to leave. 'I don't love you anymore. Goodbye.'"
  • "Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."
  • "Go on, hit me. It's what you want. come on, hit me, fucker!"
  • "What will you do if I find someone else?"
  • "I think monogamy goes against our basic biology."
  • "I'm going to start peeing with the door open, it's going to get weird."
  • "You give me premature ventricular contractions."
  • "You texted me that you were dying."
  • "When we stand next to each other it looks like he's kidnapping me."
  • "Yeah, talking. Communicating. Relationship stuff. If we were in a relationship I would become a weird scary version of myself. My throat starts constricting. The walls start throbbing. It's like a peanut allergy, like an emotional peanut allergy."
  • "I don't know what I thought. I guess I wanted to hear your voice. I mean, I know we broke up but."
  • "How do you know where I live?"
  • "I just want to be perfect."
  • "He doesn't deserve you."
  • "Look at us. Forever reduced to meeting in secret like this. Speaking in whispers. Hardly conducive to passion."
like if you read, reblog ONLY if you have adhd

ok so… it really bothers me when people tell me im acting like a child/baby/fetus/whatever.

[on mobile so no read more]
so like. on days where my focus is at its worth, that’s days when I act like a kid. and I??? can’t help it???? like what the fuck????

so I’m “acting like a kid.” Yeah ok. with what behaviors?
hyperactivity? yes, that’s bc of my adhd
no memory? that too.
stimming? for the love of god don’t stop me from stimming because it makes me feel like the whole universe stopped to punch me in the gut.
talking too fast? adhd.
low/no impulse control? adhd.
easily distracted? adhd.
slow processing? adhd.

and listen I know these symptoms can look like I’m acting like a kid but please don’t point that out to me because it makes me feel like I’m really abnormal and not in a good way, you know?

if I’m acting like that it’s because I’m having such a bad focusing day I can’t even pretend to be neurotypical so please just. don’t point it out.

anonymous asked:

Are zombies ableist? A lot of people in my family are disabled, like myself and my dad cannot walk far without his wheelchair. It seems like zombies have trouble walking, skin problems and maybe injured brains. They talk slow and are able to often say brains. Am I being rude or reading too much into things? Sorry if I am. My dad's severely brain injured and he's not a zombie. But zombies don't really seem dead. Is this a negative portrayal of disability or am I mistaken?

Honestly this is exactly why I largely avoid the zombie genre, the use of unconventional ways of speaking and moving to mark them as ‘non-human’ reallllly gets to me and I think is heavily reliant on fear and hatred of disabled people even if the creators aren;t consciously trying to do it

It’s one of the reasons I enjoyed In The Flesh since it acknowledged the metaphor and said ok yeah what if ‘zombies’ were a disabled group in society and was a fairly interesting look at it although I do still have some issues with it

Lucifer as your therapist
  • lucifer: alright, I’m all ears. remember that I'm not here to judge you or make fun of you. I’m here to help, ok?
  • me: *takes a deep breath*
  • me: im always depressed, I hate my body and how I look and I can't focus in school, everything stresses me the fuck out and my friends probably hate me too because instead of talking to them I read fanfiction, and I don't even go out anymore because I hate people and no one understands me and my life is just a load of bullshit.
  • lucifer:
  • lucifer: lmaaaooooo
  • lucifer: bitch i had way worse ok my boyfriend threw me back in a damn cage just a zillion levels bellow ur feet and I had to sit in the damn thing for eons how do you expect me to feel

anonymous asked:

My main character is a black girl and i don't know how should she look exactly? I don't want to make her fat or even curvy to not fall into sterotypes, but on other adn i'm worried if i made her skinny it's going to give a ~black girl is ok as long as she has conventionally attractive body~ vibe? Which option you find better?

Black Female Characters & Body Diversity

I’m Black. I’m curvy. Guess I don’t deserve representation lest you start writing me in a stereotypical “Fat and/or Curvy Black girl” way?

Fact is; there are fat Black girls. There are curvy Black girls. There are skinny Black girls. There are athletic Black girls. There are Black girls of all shapes, sizes and builds. And as with other forms of representation, body size representation matters too.

I honestly would like to see more Black girls of all sizes but please don’t see it as a sin to write fat Black girls because you’re afraid of seeping into stereotypes.

As with any character, you’ll find associated stereotypes based on race, religion, and all the other components that make them up. Just because negative stereotypes exist doesn’t mean you just don’t write x race/person, or else you’ll literally have no characters and no story.

In short; don’t write your Black character (fat, skinny, whatever she may be) to conform to the typical Black women stereotypes (often the Black Best Friend or Mammy in the case of fat Black women). Write a whole, 3-D human being, and you should be fine, simple as that.

~Mod Colette

importantbananasuit  asked:

Have you noticed that Vernon has this kind of slang when he speaks English, his "yes" sounds like "yass" and the way he says "no" are "nah" I think it's attractive idk don't judge me! even the radio lady said he looks cool when he talks, she said it's like he's rapping

xD it’s ok, his fans says the same thing, even his you’s are ya, instead of “see you later” he says “see ya later” just waiting for him to release a cd of him talking for an hour straight, because his voice ❤

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Just admit you have a thing for him. Excuse me?
I saw the way you looked at him that night you came over for dinner.
You know, my relationship with Stefan is strictly… c o m p l i c a t e d, ok?

Do you love me?

Author: Not moose

Character: Dean

Reader gender: not specified.

Warnings: some cussing, fluff.


A sharp sound broke through the nice silence that was the early morning. You groaned remembering you set your alarm the night before to make sure you didn’t sleep your day away. You sat up and pushed the button, sighing when you were surrounded by silence again. You were about to get up again but the voice of your boyfriend made you stop in your tracks.

“Babe come one. We never get a day to relax, stay in bed."Dean whined from the opposite side of the bed you two shared. You laughed because the sheets were all tangled around his legs and torso.

"No can do buckaroo. It has been a month since we had an actual day off. The bunker has gone to shit. Last night for dinner I had a pop tart and some watermelon. I would like to ingest actual food for a change.” You got off the bed and walked to the closet while taking what you call hair, but probably looks like mess on top of your head to everyone else, into a messy bun.

“Fine but I’m doing nothing today. Have fun sweetheart.” Dean said while fixing the sheets and then plopping back down onto the bed.

“Nice try Mr. but no. You promised you would go grocery shopping with me today. So get you lazy ass out of bed and put on some clothes.” He groaned as you pulled the sheets from his iron grip.

“Fine but I will take my sweet time doing it.” He mumbled, slowly getting into a seated position.

“That’s cool with me. I will just get started on other projects that need to get done. I think I will start with giving baby a tune up.” You laugh, sauntering off towards the door.

“You wouldn’t” Dean says looking very worried.

“Try me Winchester.” You give him a playful smirk “Sam! Where are the tool-” You shout but are cut off by a pillow coming in contact with the back of your head.

“I’ll be ready soon. Don’t touch baby” Dean says before walking past you and into the bathroom across the hall.

***
Half an hour later both you and Dean are ready to go and are just making sure you wrote down everything you need.

“Ok well don’t forget apples, and coffee. I can’t live without coffee. Could you also pick up food that has all natural ingredients. I’m tired of your processed crap.” Sam says not even looking up from the bright screen on his lap top.

“Not crap Sam. It’s heaven, nicely wrapped for convenience. Your stuff is the crap. It’s tastes bland.” You say giving Sam your best bitch face, which has greatly improved since hunting with the Winchesters and seeing Sam give it to Dean on almost a daily basis.

“Amen sister.” Dean gives you a high five and sticks his tongue out at his brother. Sam just rolls his eyes and goes back to his research.

“Will be back in like…” You look at the list and let out a very annoyed sigh. “I don’t know. Probably two hours. I swear you guys eat enough for an army.”

“All that contributes to the stud you see before you.” Dean says showing off his very nice muscles.

“Good then you can carry all the bags.” You chuckle and walk out the door hopping in the passenger side of baby.

***
“Ok next on the list is..” Dean squints his eyes trying to read your chicken scratch you call handwriting.
“Ok what the hell is this word? I can’t read a damn thing on here y/n”

You take the list from him and try to read the word yourself, but you can’t even understand it.

“Well looks like we don’t need this item anymore. Let’s hope it was something Sam wanted.” You snort and start towards the isle that contains the next item on the list, chocolate.

“Yeah him and his rabbit foo-” Dean stopped talking abruptly and froze in place, a look of complete discomfort, shock, and something else you couldn’t quite place spread across his features. You followed his gaze and landed upon a women, about your height with dark straight hair, standing at the other end of the canned foods isle. She had a boy with her, probably 14.

“Who is that Dean?” You ask, getting his green-hazel eyes to direct back to your e/c eyes. He stands in place for a few more seconds before answering you.

“No one y/n. Let’s just go get the next item. I think it’s-” he was cut off this time by the teenage boy yelling his name.

“Dean? Dean! Oh my god. It is you!” The boy came running up and enveloped Dean in a hug. Dean didn’t move for a millisecond, but soon relaxed and hugged the boy back.

“Hey Ben. How you been? You have gotten way tall since I’ve last seen you.” He ruffled the young boys short dark hair, smiling the whole time.

“Good good. I’ve missed you Dean. You were like a father to me. And you know what, mom misses you too.” He gestures back to the very attractive woman who is making her way over now.

‘Wow. Father. Ok what is happening. And I don’t think it’s legal for someone to look that attractive.’ Your mind is racing and all you can do is watch the scene unravel in front of you. The women finally makes it up to where you and Dean and the boy are standing. She flashes this huge smile at him and you can’t help but stare.
'Seriously. Even her smile is gorgeous.’ You think, slowly inching backwards, trying to distance yourself from the awkward scene.

“Dean. Hey. You look good.” She says giving him another model worthy smile.

“Thanks Lisa. You too.” He says back before giving her a hug that before a couple of seconds ago, you thought he reserved for you.

“I’ve missed you Dean. I get why you left but it doesn’t mean that I’ve stopped loving you. The we have stopped loving you.” She pulls the boy named Ben closer to her. And then it suddenly hits you.
'Ben. Lisa. THE Ben and Lisa. The girl Dean spent a whole normal year with. The boy he treated just like his own son. Holy shit.’ This thought allows you to snap back to life and get a coherent sentence out.

“I’ll just um… go to a different isle.” You get the sentence out but realize the delivery was shaky. You mentally punch yourself before turning around. You don’t even get a full step before Dean’s arms pull you back towards the scene you so desperately wanted to get away from.

“Don’t go any where.” He speaks so gently you are a little stunned. He gives his attention back to Lisa after giving you a reassuring smile. “Lisa, I would be lying if I said I didn’t miss you and Ben, but the life you two live, it’s not for me. Truth is it never has been. I have a different life now, with y/n. I still care about you but not in the same way.” Dean finishes and waits for Lisa to respond.

“I understand. I just miss you is all. I’m happy for you though. Come one Ben, we only need one more thing. Bye Dean.” She waves and Ben gives Dean one last hug before following his mom.

***
You finished shopping in complete silence, and most of the car ride is the same way before Dean piped up about half way back to the bunker.

“Y/n you alright? You have never been this quiet before. I usually can’t get you to shut up.” Normally at a comment like that you would’ve punched him in the arm, but you just couldn’t stop thinking about earlier.

“Do you love me?” You asked, completely surprising Dean. He even had to pull over and look into your eyes to see if you were being serious.

“Hey, babe, of course I love you. I haven’t ever loved anyone like I love you. Why are you asking that?” He questions while rubbing soft circles on you cheek.

“I just I don’t know. Lisa is so stunning and she can give you the life you have always wanted, the life you deserve and I’m just me.” You didn’t realize it, but a tear escaped while talking to Dean.

“Nothing is better than you y/n. And yeah she gave me the apple pie life but it didn’t work. She isn’t the one. If I were to ever have that life I would want it to be with you. I love you so much. You are my everything. Please don’t ever doubt that. You are too amazing for me and I will never leave you for anyone else. I promise.” Deans proclamation sent your heart fluttering it was the nicest, sweetest most sincere thing any one has ever said to you.

“I love you so much Dean Winchester.”

“I love you too y/n y/l/n”

anonymous asked:

Isn't it a bit hypocritical of you to call that sw islamaphopic / racist based on her personal experiences? I mean you complain when people do the same with you.I mean you sarcastically calling it a 'study' etc.I don't mean any offence. Love the blog

Are you fucking kidding? She is being condescending about a whole religion. She says “every single” middle eastern man that she danced with tried to touch her as evidence. What the fuck does that even have to do with Islam?

Islam is a religion and the person who follows it can look like anything. A person who looks “middle eastern” may not even be Islamic, or even BE from the middle east.

There is no way you would be asking me this question if she tried to say “all black men”. It’s not ok to make assumptions of a whole religion, a whole race of people based on your small interactions.

Personally every Muslim man (Muslim, not “middle eastern looking”) I have met has been really nice. Like helpful and going out of their way to be friendly. I remember one guy who felt so bad that he couldn’t help me jumpstart my car that he invited me to dinner with his family. Should I judge every Muslim this way? Should I assume there are no bad Muslim men? Or should I assume that Muslim men, like all men and all people, are complex and must be judged on their merit?

She wasn’t drawing attention to systemic issues, just personal bias. And she was totally condescending to Muslim women as a whole. I reblogged that post FROM Muslim women who were pissed as hell. So you had to see that and DECIDE to ignore it to send me this message. DECIDE their anger didn’t matter. DECIDE to speak over them.

So honestly, who the hell do you represent and fight for if that is how you conduct your feminism?

anonymous asked:

skinny ppl need positivity too! body positivity has to go both ways and skinny shaming is just as bad as fat shaming. all about that bass made me feel bad about being thin, and i don't think that's okay.

ok but like…after listening to all about that bass you could open your computer or turn on the tv and see nothing but positive affirmations about your body type.

the issue is that a lot of people see fat positivity and think it’s skinny shaming when it’s not and the fact remains that if you’re thin even if you hate your body society doesn’t. even if you don’t like the way you look (which is shitty and no one should have to go through that), you won’t have strangers on the street commenting on it and you don’t have people making comments when you’re eating something and you don’t turn on the tv and see yourself as a punchline and honestly if you think the fat positivity movement is harming skinny people just unfollow me bc my body positivity is not an attack on you and y’all need to stop acting like it is