don't even look at me that way ok

anonymous asked:

ok everyone is constantly on about neil and allison and neil and matt but WHERE are my discussions on neil and kevin?? don't even TRY and tell me they're not lowkey besties

OH MY FUCKING GOD MY GUY,,, DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED i wrote a whole fucking essay on neil and kevin trying to get into the extra josten squad i’m never ok. anyway even tho i said don’t get me started,,,, im getting started

OK. LIKE. their relationship is so fucky to start with. neil looks at kevin and sees everything he could have had. he’s just… jealous in a lot of ways. but it takes him like 0 time to realise that actually, kevin’s life has been pretty shit, and he’s IMMEDIATELY protective of kevin. like,, he’s so pissed off at kevin for pressuring him into being on kathy’s show but he totally gets where he’s coming from and as soon as riko starts being an asshat he’s just like “you know what? my life isn’t worth anything. i’ll give it up for kevin. no question.” no doubt, he’s a ride or die motherfucker and he gives it all up for kevin


he doesn’t even last two pages and then he’s just. so fucking pissed he literally can’t even let riko talk anymore. what kind of a gem

oh my god and this is just like… the start. this is the first book. this is pretty much the first time neil shows any type of care for anything except surviving this year. he was gonna run away before he even saw riko, and here riko’s not looking at him and he paints a target on his back for kevin??? i love him

alright and that’s not all. it’s not just neil adopting kevin. kevin straight up adopts that boy too. he loves neil for his exy, and he’s certain he’ll make court, but do you see him inviting anyone else to practice at night? nope. AND AS SOON AS KEVIN FINDS OUT THAT NEIL IS NATHANIEL HE DOES THE SAME THING he doesn’t defy riko or smth not yet but

HE STRAIGHT UP ADOPTS NEIL RIGHT BACK!!! and i dont even have to show u guys this quote its the fucking apex of their relationship-

OH MY GODDDDD he believes so much in neil!!!! he’s so fucking upset that neil can’t have a future. he wants that for our boy as much as we do; like nothing else that has happened has hurt kevin that much. 

and they see themselves in each other. they SEE that they’re basically just alternate timelines of each other - that one small difference could have made either one of them into the other

a BUNCH of their compassion for each other comes because they know what they’re looking at. they’re looking at themselves, if there had been one small change in their lives. and both of them know that it wouldn’t have been good either way - both routes were torture in different ways. kevin has a future, but the moriyamas will always be hanging over them; neil was free for a while, but it won’t last. they KNOW that for each other and that fuels them. there’s a bond there that just can’t be ignored ok??


even nicky comments like “kevin has CLEARLY just done something nice for neil but kevin’s a BRAT” like. kevin cares so fucking much,, he’s like “you know what? if i were in neil’s shoes i would already be fucking wasted. idk if it will help but if he wants to he should be able to. i got u, bro.” what a BOY. i love him they’re the best friends

and okay if anyone needs more- i swear i’m wrapping this post up - when neil thinks about his future, he sees andrew. obviously. BUT HE ALSO SEES KEVIN THERE.

they’re straight up best friends and brothers and i fucking love them

and as a last point, this is extra content instead of book-canon, but


Which Twice Member should you fight?
  • Nayeon: Please fight Nayeon, I guarantee you she deserves it and you will win easily. I mean she might cry and you'll feel guilty but it's worth it. Fight her
  • Jeongyeon: Look Jeongyeon is trying her best ok, and I know it's tempting to punish her for all the dabbing but just don't ok, she'll go down easy but she doesn't deserve it.
  • Momo: What the hell, have you seen her arms she will rip you in two. Besides why would you want to fight someone so pure and innocent. Shame on you
  • Sana: You don't even have a chance of getting to Sana, there is no way in hell you're gonna make it past all of her girlfriends.
  • Jihyo: Are you honestly telling me that you want to fight God. Lmao good luck buddy you will die
  • Mina: Mina looks like she's innocent and easy to beat but I guarantee you she knows some kind of secret form of kickboxing or something. Don't take that risk.
  • Dahyun: Good luck even getting to the fighting cause Dahyun will pull some epic dramatic shit and start monologuing. You'll beat her easily but it's not worth the effort.
  • Chaeyoung: I mean, you'll win but are you honestly telling me you want to fight this tiny ball of fluff. It's not worth it to have that on your conscience.
  • Tzuyu: No. You will not win. Even if you manage to beat her by some miracle, you're gonna have like eight angry girls on your ass. Don't try it.

Roman Reigns literally doesn’t care about anything or anyone anymore, and it’s so… refreshing.

Like… it’s such a subtle shift in his character, such a miniscule edit to what makes Roman Reigns THE Roman Reigns; but I feel like it adds SO much to his overall presence.

There’s something…. dangerous about him now. Something unpredictable. Like, yeah, he’s still not an outright heel. But even by tweener face standards, there’s an underlying chaos in the empty way he looks at his opponents, like a dragon itching to set everything on fire, that’s so…. unsettling.

It’s the same stoic aloofness of Shield-era Roman Reigns. It’s the same quiet thunderstorm rumbling underneath skin and bones - that always made me look at him in the Shield, and envision him as a Storm God come to life.

Damn. I fucking love it.

  • <p> <b>Character 1:</b> *spontaneously touches head of character two with the finger*<p/><b>Author:</b> :) yay! Nice shot of a simple tou-<p/><b>Fandom:</b> basically the position of the hand was in old times a way to show marriage proposal even though in Ireland the touch on the head meant love when it was touched by a special someone it meant that the two were meant to be together look at the small blush it means its really love by the way i think you didn't noticed that she/he's worried for her that's why he/she leaves the group to after a while check if he/she's doing OK don't you see also forgot to say that touching in that special spot in the front meant woman and the way his fingers are organized meant sex even the author admited it iTS CANNON AND YOU CANT TELL ME ITS NOT MODAFUKER <p/></p>

anonymous asked:

Natasha's fucking hands... that picture she posted on Twitter today honestly made me emotional. It's weird caring about someone you don't even know but fucking... I don't even know. In a way it's inspiring that someone that beautiful and talented struggles like the rest of us but it still makes me sad for her. But then at least someone out there will see it and know they're not alone <3

Yeah I do the same thing too ):  I didn’t think I was the only one but it’s comforting to know that someone I look up to struggles with it too.  I hope she breaks the habit but I really have no intention of stopping /:  Also hope she’s ok and sending her positive vibes.


Illustration set for radiophile’s wonderful pre-canon fic keep moving in opposite directions, where Dorian and Bull Hissrad meet in Tevinter years before the game. Go read it if you haven’t you guys, there is amazing spy shenanigans and pointed banter and hot hot character driven sex and oh man. Despite having re-read it approximately 18 times I have somehow yet to have left a comment, oops?

Please full-view, I wanted them side by because it’s a set but they lose a lot detail this small. It was fun but challenging to draw these guys so much younger and still have them be them without being able to rely on their most memorable characteristics. I think I did okay. Dorian, put your moustache back on; Bull, go get your eyepatch immediately.

lifeisinthegrays  asked:

Ok can you explain where the whole "bencutio" ship comes from? Because I don't see it maybe just cause I am not looking in the right areas. Idk but I would genuinely like to understand it.

this took me half an hour i am so sory

so the way i see it, the concept of benvolio x mercutio is one of the more difficult ships to defend in R&J. still love it to bits, but it’s not as obvious as romercutio, or even tycutio if you wanted to go that route. when i’ve seen productions of R&J where i’ve strongly picked up on bencutio, it’s usually down to actors’/directors’ choices on how to play the two characters.

benvolio and mercutio are foils to each other; both care deeply about romeo, but while benvolio is the peacekeeper and tries to come up with rational solutions for problems, mercutio is in the background waxing poetic about his dreams or making dick jokes. (i’m simplifying here, but you get my point.) mercutio is a character that’s often interpreted as queer, and is a character known for his banter about sex and sexuality, as well as flirting with nearly everyone that walks onstage. he is constantly talking about sex, and how he had a dream about sex, and how romeo’s not having any sex, and wants to be having sex, and should be having sex, or talking about how sexually attractive/not sexually attractive other characters are. the man has zero chill, tbh.

so to get back to bencutio: in many productions i’ve seen, in scenes where mercutio has a lot of sexually-driven dialogue, while he’s joking around with romeo, it’s half-directed at benvolio. i’ve seen it range from benvolio rolling his (or in one case, her) eyes every time mercutio makes an innuendo toward him, to the two men making out in the woods in 2.1 after romeo scales the wall to go find juliet. also, in 3.1 when mercutio is killed, benvolio’s reaction can range as well, i’ve seen it done from what you’d typically expect from a grieving friend to benvolio sobbing, him holding mercutio’s body as he dies (as opposed to romeo). really, it’s an artistic choice to play them up as a couple, but it adds to their character dynamics, and it’s fun to include a queer couple, because why not??

other folks, please feel free to throw in your own ideas/opinions!!

(extra note about mercutio, queerness, and dick jokes: in 2.4, when the nurse says, “i am none of [mercutio’s] flirt-gills; i am none of his skains-mates,” “flirt-gills” is slang for “loose/easy” women. “skains-mates,” which has literally never been used outside of shakespeare, is typically interpreted as meaning rascals/troublemakers. however, skains also meant daggers, which is directly related to pricks. pricks. mercutio’s prick-mates?? this is just me, the amateur shakespeare fan, doing some hardcore analysis of the text, but you tell me what mercutio’s “prick-mates” sounds like to you.)

the signs as iconic America's Next Top Model quotes
  • ARIES: "this is not america's next top best friend."
  • TAURUS: "When you're looking for something vision is important."
  • GEMINI: "I was rooting for you, we were all rooting for you!"
  • CANCER: “You all walked as though you were on an overdose of Viagra.”
  • LEO: "my look is in a different realm, people don't know how to handle it."
  • VIRGO: "I wanna be like freakin Mother Theresa, but in a diva kind of way."
  • LIBRA: "this is my signature walk and this is the walk that's going to make me famous."
  • SCORPIO: "hoe, but then make it fashion"
  • SAGITTARIUS: "is keeping your baby more important than your modelling career?"
  • CAPRICORN: "You know how sociopaths can kill somebody and not feel bad about it? Only I've never killed anybody."
  • AQUARIUS: "I don't even look like I belong on this planet."
  • PISCES: “My motto is: Walk like it’s for sale and the rent is due tonight.
Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction (Natalie Portman Edition)
  • "I lied to you, when you asked me if I loved you, and I said no. Remember?"
  • "You're not even glad that I called are you? You don't care if you ever see me again. You don't give a damn about me, do you? You know, I'm sorry I called you."
  • "Bonnie and Clyde didn't work alone. Thelma and Louise didn't work alone. And they were the best."
  • "In my stomach. It's all warm. I always had a knot there and now... it's gone."
  • "I like to mash snow. It gives me a tremendous feeling of self-satisfaction."
  • "What we've been doing lately is smoking massive amounts of drugs, binging on Entenmann's and listening to old Pink Floyd CD's."
  • "You're breaking my heart! You're going down a path I cannot follow!"
  • "I think I might be pregnant. You remember that guy I told you about last month?"
  • "You feel that? That little bom-bom-bom? That's where the heart is."
  • "I don't know what they're talking about. I have to look up every other word in the dictionary then I have to look up those words in the children's dictionary. Takes me a half hour to read a page."
  • "Are those initials on your underwear?"
  • "If I had my way they'd take metal altogether out of this world. Every blade, every gun."
  • "My mom always says that, when she can see I'm like working something out in my head, she's like, 'you're in it right now' and I'm looking at you're telling this story, and you're definitely in it."
  • "OK, so... so... sometimes I lie. I mean, I'm weird, man. About random stuff too, I don't even know why I do it. It's like... it's like a tick, I mean sometimes I hear myself say something and think, WOW, that wasn't even remotely true."
  • "We're not gonna make out or anything, okay?"
  • "You don't realize, this is good, this doesn't happen often in your life. We can work this stuff out. I want to help you, you know? We need each other…"
  • "Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment, 'I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it', and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one."
  • "How can one man be so endlessly disappointing?"
  • "Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - but it's better if you do."
  • "It's the only way to leave. 'I don't love you anymore. Goodbye.'"
  • "Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."
  • "Go on, hit me. It's what you want. come on, hit me, fucker!"
  • "What will you do if I find someone else?"
  • "I think monogamy goes against our basic biology."
  • "I'm going to start peeing with the door open, it's going to get weird."
  • "You give me premature ventricular contractions."
  • "You texted me that you were dying."
  • "When we stand next to each other it looks like he's kidnapping me."
  • "Yeah, talking. Communicating. Relationship stuff. If we were in a relationship I would become a weird scary version of myself. My throat starts constricting. The walls start throbbing. It's like a peanut allergy, like an emotional peanut allergy."
  • "I don't know what I thought. I guess I wanted to hear your voice. I mean, I know we broke up but."
  • "How do you know where I live?"
  • "I just want to be perfect."
  • "He doesn't deserve you."
  • "Look at us. Forever reduced to meeting in secret like this. Speaking in whispers. Hardly conducive to passion."
like if you read, reblog ONLY if you have adhd

ok so… it really bothers me when people tell me im acting like a child/baby/fetus/whatever.

[on mobile so no read more]
so like. on days where my focus is at its worth, that’s days when I act like a kid. and I??? can’t help it???? like what the fuck????

so I’m “acting like a kid.” Yeah ok. with what behaviors?
hyperactivity? yes, that’s bc of my adhd
no memory? that too.
stimming? for the love of god don’t stop me from stimming because it makes me feel like the whole universe stopped to punch me in the gut.
talking too fast? adhd.
low/no impulse control? adhd.
easily distracted? adhd.
slow processing? adhd.

and listen I know these symptoms can look like I’m acting like a kid but please don’t point that out to me because it makes me feel like I’m really abnormal and not in a good way, you know?

if I’m acting like that it’s because I’m having such a bad focusing day I can’t even pretend to be neurotypical so please just. don’t point it out.

Lucifer as your therapist
  • lucifer: alright, I’m all ears. remember that I'm not here to judge you or make fun of you. I’m here to help, ok?
  • me: *takes a deep breath*
  • me: im always depressed, I hate my body and how I look and I can't focus in school, everything stresses me the fuck out and my friends probably hate me too because instead of talking to them I read fanfiction, and I don't even go out anymore because I hate people and no one understands me and my life is just a load of bullshit.
  • lucifer:
  • lucifer: lmaaaooooo
  • lucifer: bitch i had way worse ok my boyfriend threw me back in a damn cage just a zillion levels bellow ur feet and I had to sit in the damn thing for eons how do you expect me to feel

other people w/ self-destructive illnesses: drink! be promisceous! take drugs! tear apart relationships i genuinely care about! chase after people i know will be terrible for me! publicly humiliate myself! drink some more!!

my avoidant comorbid ass: i will selfdestruct by locking myself in my room and purposely developing unhealthy sleep habits and eat nothing but junkfood, maybe be a tiny bit sarcastic via online chat, and maybe if i’m lucky i will have been silent enough that people will worry about me, and if they ask how i’m doing i will ignore them and in the meanwhile i shall compare myself to nonavoidant selfdestructors and feel Shame for not being loud and flashy enough (even though this is obviously horrible to do, but hey) and hate myself more for self destructing in such a Lame way whilst stuffing food I know is bad for me down my neck when i’m not even hungry  :))))))))))))))))))))))))

anonymous asked:

Are zombies ableist? A lot of people in my family are disabled, like myself and my dad cannot walk far without his wheelchair. It seems like zombies have trouble walking, skin problems and maybe injured brains. They talk slow and are able to often say brains. Am I being rude or reading too much into things? Sorry if I am. My dad's severely brain injured and he's not a zombie. But zombies don't really seem dead. Is this a negative portrayal of disability or am I mistaken?

Honestly this is exactly why I largely avoid the zombie genre, the use of unconventional ways of speaking and moving to mark them as ‘non-human’ reallllly gets to me and I think is heavily reliant on fear and hatred of disabled people even if the creators aren;t consciously trying to do it

It’s one of the reasons I enjoyed In The Flesh since it acknowledged the metaphor and said ok yeah what if ‘zombies’ were a disabled group in society and was a fairly interesting look at it although I do still have some issues with it


Just admit you have a thing for him. Excuse me?
I saw the way you looked at him that night you came over for dinner.
You know, my relationship with Stefan is strictly… c o m p l i c a t e d, ok?

anonymous asked:

My main character is a black girl and i don't know how should she look exactly? I don't want to make her fat or even curvy to not fall into sterotypes, but on other adn i'm worried if i made her skinny it's going to give a ~black girl is ok as long as she has conventionally attractive body~ vibe? Which option you find better?

Black Female Characters & Body Diversity

I’m Black. I’m curvy. Guess I don’t deserve representation lest you start writing me in a stereotypical “Fat and/or Curvy Black girl” way?

Fact is; there are fat Black girls. There are curvy Black girls. There are skinny Black girls. There are athletic Black girls. There are Black girls of all shapes, sizes and builds. And as with other forms of representation, body size representation matters too.

I honestly would like to see more Black girls of all sizes but please don’t see it as a sin to write fat Black girls because you’re afraid of seeping into stereotypes.

As with any character, you’ll find associated stereotypes based on race, religion, and all the other components that make them up. Just because negative stereotypes exist doesn’t mean you just don’t write x race/person, or else you’ll literally have no characters and no story.

In short; don’t write your Black character (fat, skinny, whatever she may be) to conform to the typical Black women stereotypes (often the Black Best Friend or Mammy in the case of fat Black women). Write a whole, 3-D human being, and you should be fine, simple as that.

~Mod Colette

importantbananasuit  asked:

Have you noticed that Vernon has this kind of slang when he speaks English, his "yes" sounds like "yass" and the way he says "no" are "nah" I think it's attractive idk don't judge me! even the radio lady said he looks cool when he talks, she said it's like he's rapping

xD it’s ok, his fans says the same thing, even his you’s are ya, instead of “see you later” he says “see ya later” just waiting for him to release a cd of him talking for an hour straight, because his voice ❤

anonymous asked:

Isn't it a bit hypocritical of you to call that sw islamaphopic / racist based on her personal experiences? I mean you complain when people do the same with you.I mean you sarcastically calling it a 'study' etc.I don't mean any offence. Love the blog

Are you fucking kidding? She is being condescending about a whole religion. She says “every single” middle eastern man that she danced with tried to touch her as evidence. What the fuck does that even have to do with Islam?

Islam is a religion and the person who follows it can look like anything. A person who looks “middle eastern” may not even be Islamic, or even BE from the middle east.

There is no way you would be asking me this question if she tried to say “all black men”. It’s not ok to make assumptions of a whole religion, a whole race of people based on your small interactions.

Personally every Muslim man (Muslim, not “middle eastern looking”) I have met has been really nice. Like helpful and going out of their way to be friendly. I remember one guy who felt so bad that he couldn’t help me jumpstart my car that he invited me to dinner with his family. Should I judge every Muslim this way? Should I assume there are no bad Muslim men? Or should I assume that Muslim men, like all men and all people, are complex and must be judged on their merit?

She wasn’t drawing attention to systemic issues, just personal bias. And she was totally condescending to Muslim women as a whole. I reblogged that post FROM Muslim women who were pissed as hell. So you had to see that and DECIDE to ignore it to send me this message. DECIDE their anger didn’t matter. DECIDE to speak over them.

So honestly, who the hell do you represent and fight for if that is how you conduct your feminism?

anonymous asked:

skinny ppl need positivity too! body positivity has to go both ways and skinny shaming is just as bad as fat shaming. all about that bass made me feel bad about being thin, and i don't think that's okay.

ok but like…after listening to all about that bass you could open your computer or turn on the tv and see nothing but positive affirmations about your body type.

the issue is that a lot of people see fat positivity and think it’s skinny shaming when it’s not and the fact remains that if you’re thin even if you hate your body society doesn’t. even if you don’t like the way you look (which is shitty and no one should have to go through that), you won’t have strangers on the street commenting on it and you don’t have people making comments when you’re eating something and you don’t turn on the tv and see yourself as a punchline and honestly if you think the fat positivity movement is harming skinny people just unfollow me bc my body positivity is not an attack on you and y’all need to stop acting like it is

at this point i am also 1000000000000% over rumbelle and basically want their story to be about rumple actually getting it hammered home that he cannot have everything he wants and in fact he has permanently lost it, because his choices need to have consequences and as i have said before, at the end of this season either you turn rumple into the biggest hero on the show (which would be weird as hell) or you kill him, but either way, rumbelle can ONLY work in the slightest for me now as a tragedy

also did you see how happy belle looked with will ffffs

anonymous asked:

So, I have a question. Lately I've started to think that I might be asexual, or partially asexual? It's strange. I used to have a sex drive, and I still enjoy sex, but.... I just don't seem to have a sex drive anymore? Like, if I never had sex again it wouldn't bother me. I don't won't to be appropriative or anything. Do you know of any resources I could look at?

I talked to an ace friend watercolorblackcat about this once and she said that there are a lot of people like this. There is no right way to be asexual, maybe you are ace, or demi.

Maybe blogs like and see if there is something there to help you? Remember that it’s ok to identify as something, even temporariy. It’s ok for your sexuality to change and be fluid, it’s ok to use terms on your journey to understanding yourself.