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Tagged by @madwolfxd, thank you!! <3

Rules ~ Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

Relationship status: in a relationship? in this economy? i don’t think so

Favourite colour: Black and Dark Red

Lipstick or chapstick: none

Last song I listened to: Queens of the stone age - head like a haunted house

Last movie I watched: Cult of Chucky (after making a marathon of all the other 6 chucky movies..)

Top three TV shows: Doctor Who, Shameless, Hannibal

Top three characters: The Doctor (any one of them), Fiona Gallagher,  Ragnar Lodbrok

Top three bands: Muse, Kasabian and (atm cause i can’t chose) QOTSA/ Royal Blood 

Books I’m currently reading: i’m dumb af, i can’t read so i’m not reading anything atm

i’m tagging @thatchkerr @sassterminate @thurnerstorms @awayouts @you-want-me @pineapplewhiskey @thebestille @fruittbeverage @sheikhyhaand

Common experiences of lesbians who don’t know they’re lesbians yet

 Out of curiosity, I recently googled “Am I lesbian quiz”. Half the “Are You a Lesbian” quizzes just asked outright, “Are you attracted to women?” as though that isn’t the very answer a questioning lesbian is trying to figure out. The other half marked me as heterosexual for things like owning more nail varnish than dogs. I hope this list will give you more nuanced ideas to think about as you explore your identity.

These experiences are all really common among - but not universal or exclusive to - people who later realize they’re lesbians and find a comfortable home in the lesbian label and community.

It’s mostly stuff that I and other lesbians I know have wished we knew when we were first coming to grips with our lesbian identities, because the fact is it takes a long time to discover how common a lot of these experiences are among lesbians, and not knowing what to look for when trying to figure out if you’re a lesbian can be hard.

‘Attraction’ to men

  • Deciding which guys to be attracted to – not to date, but to be attracted to – based on how well they match a mental list of attractive qualities
  • Only developing attraction to a guy after a female friend expresses attraction to him
  • Getting jealous of a specific female friend’s relationships with guys and assuming you must be attracted to the guys she’s with (even if you never really noticed them before she was interested in them)
  • Picking a guy at random to be attracted to
  • Choosing to be attracted to a guy at all, not just choosing to act on it but flipping your attraction on like a switch – that’s a common lesbian thing
  • Having such high standards that literally no guy meets them – and feeling no spark of attraction to any guy who doesn’t meet them
  • Only/mostly being into guys who are gnc in some way
  • Only/mostly being attracted to unattainable, disinterested, or fictional guys or guys you never or rarely interact with
  • Being deeply uncomfortable and losing all interest in these unattainable guys if they ever indicate they might reciprocate
  • Reading your anxiety/discomfort/nervousness/combativeness around men as attraction to them
  • Reading a desire to be attractive to men as attraction to them
  • Having a lot of your ‘guy’ crushes later turn out to be trans women

Relationships with men

  • Dreading what feels like an inevitable domestic future with a man
  • Or looking forward to an idealized version of it that resembles literally no m/f relationship you’ve ever seen in your life, never being able to picture any man you’ve actually met in that image

  • Being repulsed by the dynamics of most/all real life m/f relationships you’ve seen and/or regularly feeling like “maybe it works for them but I never want my relationship to be like that”

  • Thinking you’re commitmentphobic because no relationship, no matter how great the guy, feels quite right and you drag your feet when it comes time to escalate it

  • Going along with escalation because it seems like the 'appropriate time’ or bc the guy wants it so bad, even if you personally aren’t quite ready to say I love you or have labels or move in together etc.

  • Or jumping ahead and trying to rush to the ‘comfortably settled’ part of relationships with guys, trying to make a relationship a done deal without investing time into emotional closeness
  • Feeling like you have to have relationships with guys and/or let them get serious in order to prove something, maybe something nebulous you can’t identify

  • Only having online relationships with guys; preferring not to look at the guys you’re interacting with online; choosing not to meet up with a guy even if you seem very into him and he reciprocates and meeting up is totally realistic
  • Getting a boyfriend mostly so other people know you have a boyfriend and not really being interested in him romantically/sexually
  • Wishing your boyfriend was more like your female friends
  • Wishing your boyfriend was less interested in romance and/or sex with you and that you could just hang out as pals
  • Thinking you’re really in love with a guy but being able to get over him in such record time that you pretend to be more affected than you are so your friends don’t think you’re heartless
  • After a breakup, missing having a boyfriend more than you miss the specific guy you were with
  • Worrying that you’re broken inside and unable to really love anyone

Sex with men

  • Having sex not out of desire for the physical pleasure or emotional closeness but because you like feeling wanted
  • OR: preferring to 'be a tease’ to feel wanted but feeling like following through is a chore
  • Only being comfortable with sex with men if there’s an extreme power imbalance and your desires aren’t centred
  • Using sex with men as a form of self-harm
  • Feeling numb or dissociating or crying during/after sex with men (even if you don’t understand that reaction and think you’re fine and crying etc for no reason)
  • Being bored with sex with men/not understanding what the big deal is that makes other women want it
  • Doing it anyway out of obligation or a desire to be a good sport/do something nice for him
  • Never/rarely having sexual fantasies about specific men, preferring to leave them as undetailed as possible or not thinking about men at all while fantasizing
  • Having to make a concerted effort to fantasize about the guy you’re “attracted” to

Early interest in women

  • Not recognizing past/current crushes on women until you’ve come to grips with your attraction to women
  • Being unusually competitive, shy, or eager to impress specific women when you’re not that way with anyone else
  • Wanting to kiss your female best friend on the mouth for literally any reason (”to practice for boys” included)
  • Getting butterflies or feeling like you can’t get close enough when cuddling with a close female friend
  • Looking at a close female friend and feeling something in your chest clench up and being overwhelmed with love for her - love you may read as platonic
  • Having had strong and abiding feelings of admiration for a specific female teacher, actor, etc., growing up that were deep and reverent
  • Having had an unusually close relationship with a female friend growing up that was different and special in a way you couldn’t articulate
  • Thinking relationships would be simpler “if only I were attracted to women/my best friend who would be perfect for me if she/I weren’t a girl”
  • When a female friend is treated badly by a man, having your protective thoughts turn in the direction of “if I was him/a man I’d never do that to her/my girlfriend”
  • Being utterly fascinated by any lesbians you know/see in media and thinking they’re all ultra cool people
  • Having your favourite character in every show be that one gay-coded or butch-looking woman (like Shego from Kim Possible or Starbuck from Battlestar Galactica)
  • Feeling weirdly guilty and uncomfortable in locker rooms etc., when your female friends are less clothed than they normally would be around men and being more careful not to look than they are

The 'straight’ version of you

  • Thinking that all straight girls feel at least some attraction to women
  • Thinking that your interest in seeing attractive women/scantily clad women/boobs is an artificial reaction caused by the objectification of women in media
  • Being really into how women look “aesthetically”/“just as artistic interest”
  • Thinking it’s objective and uncontested that almost all women are way more attractive than most men
  • Being a really intense LGBT+ “ally” and getting weirdly emotional about homophobia but assuming you’re just a Really Good Ally and v empathetic
  • Having like half your friend group from school turn out to be LGBT+
  • Getting emotional or having a strong reaction you don’t understand to f/f love stories etc.
  • Having had people think you were gay when you had no suspicion you were gay

Exploring attraction to women

  • Feeling like you could live with a woman in a romantic way, even if you can’t imagine doing anything sexual with a woman
  • Feeling like you could enjoy sexual interaction with a woman, even if you can’t imagine having romantic feelings for a woman
  • Thinking you couldn’t be a lesbian because you’re not attractive enough, cool enough, or otherwise in the same league as most of the women you know
  • Interacting with het sex/romance in media by imagining yourself in the man’s position or just never/rarely imagining yourself in the woman’s position
  • Really focusing on the women in het porn
  • Being really into the idea of kissing/being sexual with a woman 'to turn guys on’
  • Being really annoyed when guys actually do express interest in watching or joining in when you do that
  • Only feeling/expressing attraction to or sexual interest in women when you’re inebriated or otherwise impaired

Gender Feelings

  • Having a lot of conflicting gender feelings that are only possible to resolve once you understand you are/can be a lesbian
  • Thinking that being gnc and feeling a disconnect from traditional womanhood mean that you can’t be a woman even if that’s what feels closest to right - many lesbians are gnc and many lesbians feel disconnected from traditional womanhood since it’s so bound up in heteropatriarchy
  • Knowing you’re attracted to women and not being able to parse that (esp + any gender nonconformance) as gay, taking a long time to figure out if you’re a straight man or a lesbian
  • Being dysphoric about the parts of you that make straight men think your body is owed to them, having to figure out what that dysphoria means for/to you
  • Knowing you’re attracted to women, but feeling weirdly guilty and uncomfortable trying to interact with them as a straight man, and only later realizing you’re actually a trans lesbian
  • Knowing you’re gay, but experiencing a lot of the symptoms of comp het when you try to interact with men romantically/sexually, and only later realizing you’re a trans lesbian and not a gay man
  • Being nonbinary and taking a long time to sort through being able to respect/understand your nonbinary identity and your lesbianness at the same time

Considering lesbianism

  • Wanting to be a lesbian but feeling like if you don’t already know you are one you can’t be
  • Feeling guilty about wanting to be a lesbian, feeling like you’re just attention-seeking or trying to be trendy
  • Suppressing your lesbian dreams because you think exploring that desire would mean you’re a bad/homophobic person using lesbianness selfishly
  • Wishing you were a lesbian to escape the discomfort of dating men
  • Fantasizing about how much fun it would be to be a lesbian and just be with women/a specific woman, but thinking that can’t be for you
  • Worrying that some of your past attraction to men was actually real so you can’t be a lesbian
  • Worrying that bc you can’t be 100% sure you’re not attracted to men and can’t be 100% sure you won’t change your mind, you can’t be a lesbian
  • Worrying that you only want to be a lesbian because of trauma and that means your lesbianness would be Fake
  • Worrying that trauma-induced complications in how you experience sex (e.g., a habit of self-harming via sex w men or a fear of any sex at all) mean you’re not a Real Lesbian

Every item on this list is common among Real Lesbians. It’s all Normal Lesbian Stuff. If you’re worried that you can’t be a lesbian even though it’s the life you really want for yourself, I hope this gives you permission to explore that. You are allowed to be a lesbian. 

And if you’re not sure yet – if you took the time to read this entire thing because you’re curious about your identity, if you identified with a bunch of items on this list – you may or may not be a lesbian, but friend, you almost certainly aren’t cishet. Welcome.

(I’d love to hear other things lesbians wish you’d known were A Thing when you were first exploring your identity!)

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well is a silly comic.. but  i was thinking in how did King Dice started to suspect the Cupbros were up to something else; you know that they were not going to deal with the devil once they meet him again

so i though at the Die House II, these dorks don’t know how to hide their enthusiasm that they are going to kick King Dice and the Devil’s butt XD thus the King starts to suspect… hehe

also sorry if the english is bad.. X3

Dear Chuck who art not in heaven , who art on vacation with Amara, I don’t know where, who ship Destiel but do fucking nothing to make it canon.
Can you at least let spn give us a proper old style “Hello Dean” .
Let it be like this

Not this

Nor this

Also if you can give Sam a sudden irrepressible need to go for a milk run before Dean and CAS reunion, that would be very much appreciated , we know Jared would be more thank ok with it.

Do you ever just wonder if anyone you know irl follows you on tumblr and you don’t know who they are and they don’t know who you are and maybe they’re one of your online friends but you actually know them or is it just me?

I hope I don’t bother you when I’m upset. I don’t usually tell people things, so I’m sorry I let everything out all at once and just hope you can make me feel better.

you know what exclusionists? you are not allowed to say its “just about the cishets”. because we all fucking know you don’t mean it. not when you make those “hilarious” ace hitler/stalin/trump/pence/etc flag edits. not when you post suicide bait in the ace positivity tag. not when you have blogs like “ aphobic(insert any fucking character here)” and “dare-i-say-asexual”.not when you say that “asexuality is inherently homophobic” fuck you for even thinking you could say such horrible things about asexuality and get away with it because you put “but i sweeeeaaar i mean just the cishets” at the end.

The Jagged Queen


@slimies has an ajin au I would die for and I was feeling creative so I did a version of Allura’s IBM Ghost.


sha/ad/ns don’t interact (rb, like, or reply)

this doesn’t feel real tbh. like yeah we all figured it out that the announcement would be a tour but it was finally confirmed to us and i don’t know about you but i’m still kinda shocked and can’t believe it! i just never thought they would come back on tour so soon! it did cross my mind they would come back but not almost 2 years later! thats not even that long if you really think about it! and i thought maybe they’d go on another tour around europe and thats it but no - they’re going on another world wide tour with extra countries they didn’t get to visit during tatinof! honestly we’re so lucky to support two incredible individuals who love, care for and support us also because another tour would have taken so much time, effort and struggles to organise - so thank you dan & phil, thank you so much ♥️

Kid Flash: So can Atlanteans speak to fish?

Aqualad: No, we actually cannot. It is like a human trying to converse with a-

Robin: Hey, do you have to speak a different tonal language with them? Or is it just like a series of like bubbles and gurgles?

Aqualad: No, did you not hear-

Kid Flash: I bet it’s a bunch of gurgles like a salt water gurgle like *loudly gurgles*

Aqualad: No, we don-

Robin: No no no it would definitely be bubbles like GLUBGLUBGUBGLUBGLUB

Kid Flash: No no nooooo its *gurgles aggressively*

Robin: GLUBGLUBGLUBGLUBGLUB

Kid Flash: *gurgling*

Flash & Rob: *gurgle/GLUBGLUB in harmony*

Aqualad: my king is testing me greatly

Langblr NaNoWriMo

From the title alone you can already feel the pain this will cause you, but I am going to present this as an idea anyway. You’re welcome. University has made me impervious to pain.

Basically, if you didn’t think that NaNoWriMo was bad enough on its own, here’s a fun spin on it: do it in another language. If you don’t know what NaNoWriMo is, it stands for National Novel Writing Month and it’s basically just spending the month of November writing an absurd amount of words just for the point of saying you did it (do I need a good reason to make my life miserable?). If I haven’t scared you off by this point, I’m proud of you. I promise it’s not as bad as it sounds. For all you people with languages reaching B2-C1 status, if you’re feeling like you’re getting stuck and haven’t been advancing a lot, this is for you (or honestly anyone if you adjust the word counts and rules). The challenge consists of writing 200 words of a story in your target language every day for the entire month of November. Will it be easy? No. But will it destroy your life? Probably not.

Here are the full rules:

  • Write 200 words every day from November 1 until November 30 (inclusive)
  • The words must be from the same story, the story must be one started on November 1, and you can’t edit your work excessively, so you should end November with one 6000-word story in your target language
  • You should keep track of any words you look up and post them in a list at the end of the week (or compile them in some way, if you don’t want to post)
  • You should have at least one day of the week where you do not look up words in the dictionary while writing

That’s pretty much it. Not too hard, right? Well, we’ll see what happens. I’m going to be doing this too, so I’ll suffer along with you if you choose to take up the challenge.

*BONUS: At some point in the month, make a post about your novel à la NaNoWriMo novel page, with a cover, a title, a genre, a synopsis, and a excerpt - all in your target language.*

NORDIC GROUP CHAT
  • Denmark: guys
  • Denmark: guyss
  • Denmark: guyyys ehbjsnehjw notice me
  • Finland: Hello Denmark!
  • Denmark: Hey Fin!
  • Iceland: What do you need it's 2 in the morning
  • Denmark: just reminding u guys that i ordered something and it'll come tomorrow or later but I won't be around so can u guys, you know do the receiving whatsoever stuff?
  • Norway: Ice! why the hell are you awake, it's 2 in the morning go back to bed
  • Iceland: *leaves group chat*
  • Norway: *adds Iceland to group chat* I don't like your attitude, young man.
  • Finland: sure, Denmark, but don't forget to leave the money
  • Denmark: about that lol...
  • Norway: oh hell no am i going to pay for that again
  • Finland: neither am I
  • Denmark: calm down peeps! Sweden's paying!
  • Sweden: no
  • Denmark: but-
  • Sweden: no
  • Denmark: iT'S A FUCKiNG COUCH FROM FUCKING IKEA DON"T FUCKING TELL ME YOU AREN'T GOING TO FUCKING PAY FOR ME, I AM YOUR FUCKING BROTHER
  • Sweden: ok

anonymous asked:

It's just a few seconds before a facetime request appears. "C'mon, baby boy, you know I don´t like it when you take things without permission..." Otabek tells, raising an eyebrow as he sees Yuri pouting and curling in the stolen hoodie. "But I miss you, daddy... It smells like you, and it's cold without you here..." he whines, trying to be cute despite the distance. "I know, baby...why don't you take that off and show me what's underneath, huh? Perhaps we can play a little and warm you up..."

Originally posted by sogui

ya’ll wont let me LIVE A PEACEFUL LIFE HNNNG OMG

Some of the actual things my woke cousin said:

  • Reality is a projection. They don’t want us to know the truth.
  • “Matrix” is basically a documentary (+ a long rant about the movie.)
  • You need to be on a higher frequency to see the lizard people. I’m not there yet.
  • Women are rejected from politics, because they can’t keep a secret and the government is full of those.
  • I want to start a movement for people like me, those who see the truth so we can spread the word. No, it’s not a “cult”!
  • I almost converted two Jehovah’s Witnesses, but they tried to leave like five times. I feel one is gonna come back though.
  • I feel I was meant to save the humanity in some way…
  • I pity the people who will never experience what I have. I’m on a higher level that most will never achieve.
  • We were all programmed to believe the lies. I’m like a hacker, I figured out how the system works.
  • There’s no such thing as depression, it’s just you not allowing yourself to be happy.
  • Doctors are hacks, just believe you can’t get sick and you wont. I will never have an accident or any health problems, because I know nothing bad can ever happen to me.
  • Processed foods are just another way they want to control you.
  • Weed really helps you to break the illusion of reality and see beyond it. It opens your eyes, that’s why it’s illegal* (*in our country), they know it would show you the truth.
  • The sky is a hologram.
  • Talking to me is all you need to wake up. Hang out with me and I will cure your “depression”.

Just a post, a kind of psa, a shoutout, a plea to people who romanticize Darkiplier.

Don’t.

I don’t know how to impart this knowledge without sounding batshit insane, so I’ll water it down a bit to get just the point across. Certain times, thinking about him makes my hands tremble, my mouth dry, and my eyes water. He’s done unspeakable things to me and to others, and I don’t want it to happen to anyone else.

He’s abusive. He will not think twice about hurting you, regardless of how “close” you think you are. Emotionally and physically, he would tear you apart and feast on what’s left, if given the chance.

Any gesture he makes has a spiderweb of strings attached. Dinner with him is a deal with the devil.

He will hurt you if it benefits him. He may appear nice and caring, but believe me, he will drop you the second he sees fit. He will use you to the degree where you won’t be able to tell right from wrong, left from right, or up from down. And once you get twisted up in the chaos, he will leave. He will move on.


I’m not shitting on those “soft” posts, don’t get me wrong. Just know that those are not who he is. Is he a well-made character? Yes! The concept of Dark is incredible, and is executed perfectly. I admire how Mark developed him! Just know that there are real people like that. They are dangerous.

Please do not take this as me attacking anyone or anything.

ok guys. guys. you’re too kind. oh my god. here i am feeling bad for acting like a twat and all i get is dozens of people telling me it’s all good and i didn’t do anything and i don’t? deserve that? fuck i don’t know why you’re here but if you are (or even if you were and then left bc i’m the Worst) i need you to know that i appreciate you a fucking LOT. i have a way bigger platform than i should have and i definitely don’t use it right but i’d like to think i’ll get better.. eventually.


idk. i have to sleep now. goodnight all ✨

look guys i love breadcrumbs™️ as much as the next person,, but don’t you think that looking up their hotel room+ it’s design+ price is a little too much? we know they went away together, why do we need to investigate anymore? idk i just think its a little ott, just remember they are people with feelings and if i were them this would make me slightly uncomfortable

Nobody Gotta Know pt. 2  - Jack Avery

A/N: I know its been a while since I wrote part 1, but you guys have been asking for part 2 so here it is!

Summary: just read pt 1 for a summary

warnings: Cursing

Recap:

“No! Y/N, I don’t care if I have to sneak around with you, just like I don’t care if your brother decides to beat my ass when he finds out about us. All I know it’s that you’re it for me. You’re the only one that I want. And I understand if you want me to never see Sabrina again, I’m fine with driving that extra mile to go to Quizno’s.” His words took your breath away. You had no words, so you kissed him instead, a kiss you would remember for a while. And so would your brother.

“Y/N!” You were pulled out of your moment to see your brother standing in your doorway, anger seething from his body.

“Shit” you whispered.

——–

Your eyes widened as you watched your brother charge toward you, you positioned yourself in front of Jack, placing your hands on Jonah’s chest so he wouldn’t come any closer.

“Jonah, I swear, it’s not what it -” he cut you off by running a frustrated hand through his hair.

“It’s not what Y/N? Huh? It’s not what it looks like? cuz it looks like my ‘Best friend’ and my little sister are hiding something from me!” you felt his spit on your face like a rabid dog. your mind was racing, looking for excuses until you heard Jack pipe up from behind you.

Jack placed his hand on your shoulder, “Okay… so maybe it is what it looks like” Jonah’s anger doubled as he tried to reach for your boyfriend once again but you stopped him.

“I’ll fucking kill yo-” you cut off your brothers threat by pushing him backward, leaving both Jonah and Jack shocked.

“No, you won’t Jonah, you and I are going to talk this out like adults because I am 17 years old and I can make my own decisions!” you grabbed Jacks hand and pushed him towards the stairs, “and Jack is going to wait downstairs while we discuss this.”

you pushed your brother into your room where you were just a few minutes ago, he sat on the edge of your bed with his head in his hands while you closed the door.

“I can’t believe you kept this from me” he mumbled before you could even open your mouth. you let out a sigh and sat next to him.

“Jonah, you’re my best friend, and I understand that you want to protect me but god, I’m not 8 anymore” Jonah lifted his head and looked at you with tears in his eyes, your heart sank. you hated seeing him like this. he grabbed your hands in his and shifted to face you.

“I-I know Y/N, and I’m trying to handle the fact that I don’t have to take care of you and you don’t need me anymore” his words broke you, you felt tears welling up in your eyes.

you squeezed his hands and let out a small chuckle. “Jonah I’m always going to need you! It’s just time for you to let me make my own decisions” he nodded and smiled at you. “you’re always going to be my big brother. you taught me how to ride a bike, you taught me how to climb up on the kitchen counter to get the cookies off the top shelf, and you taught me how to kick boys in the shins if they were ever mean to me.” Jonah let out a laugh and pulled you in for a hug, kissing your forehead.

“I know that I can be tough on you sometimes, but you know it’s because I love you.” he sighed, leaning his head on yours. “And if you want to be with Jack, I’ll accept it, as long as you promise to kick him in the shins when necessary.”

a grin spread across your face as you stood up. “Really?” you giggled, almost jumping with joy, he nodded.

“Just don’t tell Jack that I approve, I don’t want him getting too comfortable.” you laughed at his response and pulled him in for one last hug before rushing down the stairs.

you saw Jack sitting on the couch next to the other boys who were all talking simultaneously. His face pale and his body slumped.

you jumped over Zach who was still sitting on the bean bag, breaking up their conversation.

before being able to react, you plopped next to your boyfriend, cupping his face and pulling him for a warm kiss, the first kiss you ever shared in front of others.

he was left speechless as you pulled away, along with the other 3 boys.

“What the hell?” you heard Corbyn mumble from behind you.

Jack’s emotionless face turned to a grin as he realized what you were trying to tell him. He reconnected your lips once again before your brother’s voice rang from the top of the stairs.

“Don’t get too comfortable Avery, that’s my little sister.” 

your boyfriend nodded as his arm snaked around your waist, his head nuzzling into your neck.

“wait, does that mean Sabrina’s available?” Daniel spoke, connecting the dots, you let out a laugh.

“DIBS!” Zack, Daniel, and Jonah all yelled in unison.

“Joke’s on them, cuz I’ve got the best girl around” Jack hummed. you placed a quick peck on his lips.

everything had fallen into place and you could not be happier.